This is the one I wrote after we broke up.
Why must this always happen to me?
I find someone wonderful and now it's like it wasn't meant to be.
Am I just fooling myself by thinkin you'd always care?
If I turned around would you even be there?
I wanted nothin more than to be with you
hopin and prayin for somethin true.
Maybe I'm not meant for anyone, maybe I'm just not meant to have any fun.
So I ask this question will you always be my friend?
Or are we just not meant to finish what we start?
I just want this lonliness out of my heart.
I'm so sick of all the pain,
won't you please help me stop the rain?
Please tell me you're gonna stay.
That you have no intentions of ever going away.
But if we're not meant to be just let me know
then I guess I'll have to let you go.
That is the last thing I want to do because I am so in love with you.