im so excited the holidays are here again. this is my favorite time of year. christmas is my favorite of all tho. it also makes me some what sad too tho. cuz i love being with my family and seeing the kids open their presents, but it also makes me feel seriously lonely.
i just wish i had someone to spend the holidays with. i hate bein single at this time of year. it totally blows. and hangin with friends royaly sux cuz it reminds me that much more i'm the only single one. they're all married or on the verge of marriage and have kids and more on the way.
i've learned to hide my feelings well. im good at being all happy on the outside, when in fact im miserible on the inside. oh well who knows maybe i'll end up bein with someone great next year. but for now i'm giving up on that.
happy thanksgiving everyone ttfn
~Lisa
