In life I have done so many things that I am not proud of and things that I would never change for anything. I have a past that most people hear what I did and they won't talk to me ever again, but you didn't care about all that. The good things I have done have made me the person I am today except for a few things that I need to work on. My friends say I need a back bone to stand up for myself, that I need to be on my own also. Well the second one is coming true as soon as it can. The first one is alittle harder to do because I don't like myself when I am like that. I will explain better so all can know.
When I was in 5 grade I stood up for myself all the time but always got into trouble, so I stopped. My number one problem is that when I get started with that side of me not to many people want to talk to me and it hurt's everytime I loss another friend. The last time I stood up for what I thought was right I got going with it and ended up hurting the person so bad that he landed in the hospital for a week but he didn't press any charges. I I said I would never be that way again. Know I have met the most amazing person in the world and she wants me to be able to stand up for myself and I have no problem with it. I just want her to know that I am willing to do what it takes to be with you. I care about you so much that it hurts to not see you smile and laugh.
As for the other things that I did in my past if you really want to know I will tell you someday when the time is right or you ask me.
