DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

there is still a tough road to ride.

always wil be.

taking words personally is just my thing sometimes i guess.

but...good and bad.

im a non-believer who believes in people for the most part.

i chalk it up to experience.

the racists who see me as a "wigger" because i play reggae and have more than just white friends...thats just ideas for new songs.

when they talk about the music they love done by people not of their race...makes me realize they dont have much but propaganda to stand on.

having this condition and how much others dont understand it is another thing.

but i cant blame people for not knowing about it.

although when its seen as a joke...i blame them.

and i will attack them with every horrible word i can think of in fighting back.

because if there are those who believe they are RIGHT about everything they believe.

then they might not want to tell me how right they are about what i believe.

thats just flat out facism, conformist, not punk rock one bit.

thats an open door to the mind of a fool...who thinks they know everything because they think they know.

so yeah...its a tough road to ride.

and i know enough that those who have succeeded in what they are passionate and truly care about have had to deal with bullshitt and lack of support.

but in the end...the ones who stick to their guns will eventually be respected, regardless.

i cant be kept down...if i could i wouldnt be writing.

i wouldnt be singing, i wouldnt believe in what i believe, i wouldnt care about people if i was kept down.

i would hate the world and everyone in it...but i dont.

although by the gods! i dont love everyone either.

haha