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here it is...i have been short and distant towards a certain person over the last 12 days.
no reason why...just because.
it seems that i have changed who i am because i had things to do and didnt disregard them to talk to this certain person.
although...i did talk and pay attention each day, that must have not been enough though.
i have to realize that i gave up information about myself and my life to this person through out the last 3 months.
yet in less than 2 weeks...i am believed to have changed into someone else or something else.
which is complete bullshyt.
and i knew it..i fookin knew it that i would become a novelty once again.
playing the fool and believing someone who never ever never lies or gets upset about things.
well..she lied.
i played the fool.
in a fantasy land of everything going as planned her life will be great.
in reality..it will take a bit more effort and understanding to achieve happiness and balance.
im a real dirtbag...i have flaws...i even have good points about myself.
some girl who thinks she knows everything knows nothing.
another assuming person that manifests whatever they are assuming about me into some grand scheme against them.
paranoia?
needy?
greedy?
or just a liar who thought so much that she didnt see what was in front of her face?
who knows...and who cares?
i should feel bad but i dont..i was once again just that guy who was "soo different than the others"
maybe she was right...when it came to the people she has known but im alot like the people i know.
i call them friends, family, equals.
so yeah the dawning of a new era has shown itself very clearly...
