ugh...today i am retyping my old LJ from 2004. when all i wrote about was "brandon this & brandon that"! It is SO fucking annoying...all i ever did was call brandon,make out with brandon & get pissed at brandon. i 'm so sick of brandon right now!!! arrrg... i just read this entry where i called him & he told me i was dramatic & that i would call him & "raise hell"...cos he was always fucking w/me & playing games!!! guys like him & tim & maybe even kraig only know that BITCHY side of me cos they brought that out in me. with their constant LIES & always picking fights...yeah i was a fucking bitch to them cos that's all they deserved.... they don't know me like jamie does. sure i can be mean when i'm pms-ing but that's only natural ! :) but he knows the sweet nutring side of me. he treats me with nothing but love & respect. brandon & tim never fucking respected me so it made it hard from me to respect them& they didn't deserve my fucking respect anyway. you get what you give. so once again reading about the past makes me so thankful for my husband & my life NOW! whew...