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Rev posted a bulletin about looking for tattoo artists & that same day he added jamie on Facebook. jamie ended up writing to him & asking him about the shop he has in vandalia & rev looked at his tattoo photos & everything on myspace. rev is a really nice guy & has always been nice & done interviews for my zine no matter how lame it was! :)
so anyway--the first time i mentioned it to jamie he said he didn't even wanna bother to ask cos he thought his stuff wasn't good enough.(cos Rev has been in Tattoo magazines & stuff!) but he eventually wrote & Rev wrote back & was really nice & gave him some pointers & even said jamie was on his "short list" of people to work with! that's awesome! i always thought they should work together even tho i don't really know Rev that well. i've met him like 3 or 4 times at shows but i knew he was a tattoo artist & him & jamie like alotta the same things...SO it made jamie feel really good & it totally validated him & made him feel like he is a good tattoo artist. SO THERE!! FUCK YOU KAT FIGHT! SUCK ON THAT....but anyway even if it's not anytime soon maybe he can work there someday & get outta where he is now. cos he really needs too. the guy he works with now steals jamie's work & tattoo supplies & rips people off & does shitty work & never cleans the shop & it really makes jamie look bad.....i really don't like those people & i really want jamie to find a better place to work cos he is SO much BETTER than THAT.

rawr!

scary pics! :)
(AKA-i have too much time on my hands!)





FAT ASS!

i haven't worn jeans for almost 2 years cos none of mine fit my fat ass!
well guess what???


my spokenword

My spoken word is available on Etsy again!

if you wanna check it out go to my myspace page
if you wanna buy it go to my etsy store!



$3.00 USD

 

MY BOOK IS DONE!!!!!!!!!

my book is done!!!! & i am so modest, i put MYSELF on the COVER!!! http://www.lulu.com/content/7690496 Photobucket

http://mrsnoggle.etsy.com

i finally got new stuff in my Etsy Store! i also added a "Vintage/Thrift Store Finds" section & will soon have painting by my husband available!!!
JOLIE'S ETSY STORE


Etsy
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mrsnoggle

LOSER

ugh  i feel like such a loser for getting so much into Fubar again.

i seriously need to find a new hobby....

Jolie 2009
 i'm confused about what year it is! i feel like it's 1994 &  i am 16 cos i'm wearing a Nirvana shirt & baby hair barrettes!

my mom just told me i was pretty
...which she hasn't said for awhile. i guess cos i've a big fat hoggy for a few years....,
when i was growing up i never thought i was ugly cos my mom always told me i was pretty. when i got to high school i felt ugly cos i was a nerd with long stringy hair & glasses. i was just a total geek. but once i got outta high school i wanted to prove that i could look better....so i got contacts & lost weight. even tho back then i was never ever really fat i just thought i was. i was always pretty skinny. i may have gained 10 pounds at the most my junior year. so when i was 19 & 20 i was the thinnest i've ever been & people always told me i was HOT & i liked it. my weight fluctuated A LOT in the following years. i'd gain 10 pounds lose 5 gain 15 & lose it. once i started drinking & going out to bars i loved being called a "hottie" & guys thinking i was sexy & whatever. i got more drunk off of the compliments than i did the booze.  so i was insecure but came off as vain & was constantly seeking attention & approval of boys. & looks was all that mattered to me at the time. i was a bit superficial.& it was mostly just about sex anyway. but once i got with jamie i knew it was for life. & he wasn't in love with me cos of how i looked he loved me for ME. cos he was my friend for so long...i knew him & knew how he was with girls so i knew it was the real thing. so once we got married i packed on the pounds cos i knew i didn't have anyone to impress! i didn't care if other boys looked at me & didn't seek anything for any other guys. i still don't.but i hated being invisible becos i was fat & ugly & frumpy (atleast in my mind!) & now that i have lost 20 pounds i'm feeling pretty good about myself! i still have more weight to lose but i haven't felt this good since 2007 when i lost weight from being vegan! it's not about being pretty or hot anymore. it just gives my confidence a little boost & i like it! i was all hung up on being "the old jolie" for a long time. stuck on the feeling that i had to look like i used to to be & feel how i used to. but i am not the same person anymore anyway. (she's sill in there someone--she's just more grown up now!) & i'm different on the inside AND the outside.
BUT I FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF!!!!
yep...i got my groove back.

ATTENTION FUBAR FRIENDS!

sorry for neglecting you!!!

it's not that i dislike Fubar..i'm just not as into it as i used to be!

if you are on myspace or twitter please add me cos for some reason i check those everyday.

http://myspace.com/joliedrama

http://twitter.com/mrsnoggle

 

if you are on livejournal add me on there too!!

http://mrsnoggle.livejournal.com

THANKS!!!!!!!

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