Tough luck huh? I feel I try to give the best of me but it never gets appreciated, better yet it never gets noticed at all. Overshadowed by what is perceived. Which always brings a request for me to show more of what I say I feel. I thought I do. I thought I did. Then I guess its alright just more is wanted. Not on the same stage but one that is bigger. Not bigger to me, to me its a stage that's just fake. Well, ok here goes. With sincere intentions, words, and gestures I give in and throw myself in the light. SHOWTIME! Doesn't take long and the feelings express my way becomes sorrow. Guess I did it wrong. There is no complain from me when things arent done. I believe in what was said all along. This seems to repeat and I'm lft wondering what else can I do. Maybe they can create what you need in some factory where you wont need me. As it seems i'm not enough to please what needs to be pleased. So I sigh.