BEFORE I WRITE WHATS ON UR MIND I WILL SAY THIS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE IS THE ONLY MAN ON MY FAMILY LIST AND THE ONLY ONE THAT WILL EVER BE THERE
WHEN WE FIRST MET I HAD A HARD TIME TRUSTING GUYS, BUT THAN U CAME ALONG AND SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET TO MY SURPRISE I NEVER KNEW THAT I WOULD ACTUALLY FALL IN LOVE AT A YOUNG AGE, BUT I GREW CLOSE TO U AND PUT UP WITH THE GAMES THAT U PLAYED I TOLD U HOW I FELT AND U AGREED NOT TO HURT ME ANYMORE FOR U SAID U WANTED TO KEEP OUR FAMILY WHOLE, BUT EVERYTIME THAT U MAKE ME A PROMISE U BREAK IT AND EVERYONE ASKS ME HOW CAN U BE IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE THATS NOT IN LOVE WITH U AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THEM I WANT TO SPEND ETERNITY WITH YOU, BUT IM TIRED OF HURTING AND TIRED OF CRYING AND TIRED OF WONDERING WHEN U WILL KEEP THE PROMISES U MAKE IM TORN AND IT HURTS I WANT TO LOVE U AS MUCH AS I DO I WANT TO BE WITH U FOR ETERNITY, BUT IM TIRED OF HURTING AND CRYING WHEN U SAY U LOVE ME IM STUPID ENOUGH THAT I BELIEVE U THAN WHEN I GO TO DO SOMETHING SPECIAL JUST FOR U I FIND THE TRUTH AND IT CUTS AWAY AT MY INSIDES I WOULD SHED MY BLOOD FOR U AND I WOULD DIE FOR U BUT U WONT GIVE ME UR ALL AND U REFUSE TO KEEP UR PROMISES TO ME SO I GUESS I SHOULD ASK DO U WANT US TO LAST DO U WANT TO BE WITH ME DO U TRUELY LOVE ME THE WAY U SAY U DO IF U DO PLZ QUIT DESTROYING ME AND SHOW ME U WANT TO BE WITH ME AND THAT U DO CHERISH ME BECAUSE IF U DONT EVENTUALLY I WILL BE GONE RATHER BY DEATH OR DISAPPEARANCE
