IT HURTS ME TO REMEMBER THE PAST
I WISH IT WOULD GO AWAY SO I CANT LOOK BACK
THINGS, THEY CHANGED WAY TO FAST
WHAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE LOVE FADED SO QUICK
I WONDER HOW YOU FEEL DOES IT EVER HURT
YOU TOOK AWAY SOMETHING MORE PRECIOUS THAN LIFE
HOW COULD YOU DESTROY A FAMILY THAT MEANT SO MUCH
DO YOU LAUGH AT NIGHT OR DOES IT HURT
I KNOW FOR ME IM DYING INSIDE
YOU MADE AN INNOCENT CHILD GO THROUGH HELL
YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO BE A FATHER AS IF U CARED
I CRY AT NIGHT WHEN I SIT BACK AND THINK
I WONDER TO MYSELF HOW YOU COULD BE SO INSANE
I LIVED THROUGH YOUR LIES AND THE BETRAYAL
YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME AND WOULD NEVER HURT ME
NOW I WONDER INSIDE WHY DID I WASTE MY TIME
YOU TOOK AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I ONCE LOVED
YOU SLEPT WITH MY AUNT AND HAD MY DAUGHTER TAKEN
WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU
I MEAN WHEN WE FIRST STARTED OUT LIFE WAS GREAT
HOW COULD YOU CHANGE SO FAST
I BLAME MYSELF FOR FALLING FOR YOU
BUT DAMN WHY DID YOU DO DRUGS AND RUIN HER LIFE
SHES AN INNOCENT CHILD
SHE DIDNT DESERVE THIS AT ALL
I HOPE WHEN SHE GETS OLD ENOUGH SHE WILL FIND ME
IM NOT GOING TO INTERFERE AND CONFUSE HER MORE
SEE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE
YOU JUST HAD TO CONTINUE WHY DIDNT YOU STOP
IF YOU DIDNT LOVE ME WHY DIDNT YOU SAY SO
YOU ARE SUCH A SELF CENTERED BASTARD
I WISH YOUD DIE
YOU TOOK ME AWAY FROM MY FAMILY ONLY TO HURT ME
YOU WILL GET YOURS ON JUDGEMENT DAY
I JUST WISH THAT YOU LIVE WITH THE PAIN AND AGONY
I DONT GO A DAY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT HER
I COULD FUCKING KILL YOU BUT WHAT WOULD THAT DO
MY FAMILY WOULD GO THROUGH HELL WITHOUT ME
HOW I WISH A SEMI WOULD HIT YOU
