Sometimes life deals you 4 aces and other time you get nothing ! Life is a chance and you can only play he cards your dealt. You can try to bluff maybe you'll pull it off and win maybe someone will call you on your bluff then you can feel the sting of humiliation that it brings !
Decisions in life are sometimes easy and sometimes so hard you can't make a choice knowing that either way the outcome is going to be one that causes somekind of pain! All a person can do is to choose what they feel is the best of the 2 eveils and hope that the outcome isn't the worst ! Life is so short When your number is up it happens in a second and theres no changing it.
My only suggestion that helps me in these times is to just hang on to the sweet memories and keep them always at the top this way happiness is first in your mind !
Who know 5 minute from now my life could go poof and no onw will ever know it so live for the moment ,be humble never to proud to addmitt your mistakes and always tell the people you llove that you love them as often as possible !
RON