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Life sometimes shows you a glimps into your past the things you always wanted your dreams ! One day you a young man or women and before you know it half your life is over! What became of your dreams did you fullfill what you planned to be? Sometimes in the coarse of life we make decisions that alter our lives forever the things we had once thought to be in our reach disappear.
So what can we do about it ? I don't think anything in the past can be changed. The friends we chose the people we dated even those that we loved and married only to find that is was a horrible mistake. When I was a child and like in any school the teacher ask's "WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP" did any of us say I wanna be a drug addict or part of a gang go to prison be a menace to the world? I know I did't but I ended up doing just that.
Am I proud of the things I have done NO can I change them NO am I different now then I was then YES ! I changed those things that destroyed me. I am a much better man than I was I have endured the hardest of the hard. I'm not proud of who I was but I wouldn't change a thing for I am stronger I am more respectfull of people I am a good person! I am what is known as a nomad Rider I wear my tag with pride and will forever! But the difference is I'm not a gangster anymore ! I won't put someones life in harms way!
When I had my son and my x wife left us when he was 4 I had to grow up I was responcible for the life of a child I had to sacrifice my lifes pleasures for him and I'm proud to say that I did it without a second thought! Now he's 17 and I'm much older now . The chance of me getting the chance to find love is rare and possibly out of my reach what can I do about that nothing. Does it bother me YES I like and living loving person would like to share my fiinal years enjoying the love and comfort of a love. Life is life now I deal with it I make many mistakes this also is life !
So even though I have led a pretty scattered life I know now that one thing is certain I have lived and I will die the choices I have made are done and gone it's what I choose to do today that makes me the person I'll be untill I'm dead !
LIFE IS LIFE DEAL WITH IT !
RON
