I wonder how I will die?
Too many pills is one way to try
Or the car in the garage
While everyone's gone ;
Block all vents, it shouldn't take long
I could use more drugs than my body can handle ;
By the next day they'll be lighting my candle
I might step off a really steep ledge
Trust me friend, I'm right on the edge
If I had a gun I could go fast
Which would be good ;
the pain won't last
I could cut my wrists like so many do
Whatever it takes to get me through
I could hang myself way up high choke & choke until I die
There are so many ways ;
I go fast or take it slow
Suicidal thoughts keep playin' in my mind
Making me think I'm better off dead
Until I go I'll lay awake pondering these thoughts
Until I break...
