Billyguns007's blog: "Rememberence"

Ohhh..ur good...those butterflies started fluttering deep inside after reading that.
..magical if u can find them both >>>>>>>>>>>>Her...................

Me being true as I am to her heart,,hurt I was but true to hold & have her love for I deserve all of her love within her heart more then any other in this world at least,,heaven excluded it seems...


true...but if u truly love someone...u could live in a cardboard boc.""x"""l.o.l..and I had no idea u had pearl jam as ur status.. ironic???? >>>>>>Her.........

Me............Yes if we risk taking the chance we do deserve love so & live on love only I know if need be.....Her my heart yes....


I dont have much to offer...just myself >>>>>Her.......

Me................Are u crazy lady they made u feel that way with lies to you..Your All I would ever need,want,could wish fir, ask God for & more ....


Im waiting for u my knight....come get me. ... Her ..........

Me ................. Well had to wash the bullets & bomb blast flashes & more off my face before I could come because I HAD to be this ONE for many before I met my princess..............Didn't wait so long I see or guess ......


She taking my son to church...im driving my daughter to the mall...then hes comin when I get back...Her >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Me....... That is beautiful because that is why I went to do all first as a soldier at times so people can be free,,life and all to be happy with God, just beautiful,peaceful,and what a solider lives & serves for with only hopes to see it once for his reward if wanting any reward at all from God.....


He called me 4 times already...my mom just got here...call u in a bit...xoxox...Her >>>>>>>

Me..........Sorry after or with lies I say or think he called to late in my EYES but who knows for the part where call u in a but & your in love with one who is true me is very nice though for my heart & yours I also say...To late for liars & cowards who did hurt you though...


Well...she beat him to the punch u see...because she is in head over heels for his sexy Italian ass...Her>>>>>

Me.......well Mam I do love fast cars & exotic cars as I do own the most stock in the auto industry believe or not if so,,but Baby I also like my lady kind of fast,sexy & also so brave & exotic to risk & take a chance so no problem I do believe your the first woman tat came at me this way I would,could & did finally accept into my heart,,the rest didn't get to play or have my heart..


Hey baby. ..driving the girls....call u as soon as I get back...Her >>>>

Me.....once again for a soldier to know & be just a part of seeing in his lifetime is what makes his heart beat & why he does what he does,,beautiful & peaceful to my heart or any soldier as well..Thank you for I love you just because of this day & text right her I fell in love with you,,,,,


Lol..oh that gorgeous 33 y/o...shes got a great set of knockers too!...haha...Her>>>

Me...Yes indeed very sexy and have my or more then my attention as I am still a guy or even so much as a very hungry soldier but very sexy I must agree but as we see I kept that all to myself in ways you know I did now as you can see why also I was frantic & said no, no,no take them down please my lady....not to turn & hurt me with them sexy knockers l.o.l. or them thighs,,,,mortal yes I am,,fatal attraction was only a movie tho....


Hey baby. ..driving the girls....call u as soon as I get back..Her>>

Me.. well you know already but love my daughters with all my heart and as God allows me to do also is why,,so you know once again of what a soldiers heart feels...


He called me 4 times already...my mom just got here...call u in a bit...xoxox..Her>>>.

Me.......Oh the to late lying coward who not only hurt you,,lied to you,,did more so then that you know of,,but the joke of a coward you know nothing truly about with the lies you are being handed guy who called to late & lost you already,,not circumstances at all,,the liar is he & what he did & what he did it for with greed you do not know of just yet guy,,that guy,,but you will learn what he did do soon,..sneaks they think they got it pegged,,till they get caught to late with their own greed as this fkn joker just has & did now...That 4times guy...


Well...she beat him to the punch u see...because she is in head over heels for his sexy Italian ass...Her>>>

Me..welll yeah you did,,and punch you did more so,,You kicked his azz so fast his heart stopped,,slowed,,,jumped,,then started to beat again more then 200 miles an hour,,from a full stop to a full high speed chase in a chopper in pursuit of a motor cycle over head speeds running faster then fast & furious to catch up not knowing which was traveling faster or if it would come to end or not again...


I love you....Her >>>>>

Me.......you knew & met the real me,,but did you love for real or were you ever looking for true love,,or was it all risk for nothing,,or was it risk for something else as you turned for reasons of unknown and who lied to maybe,,or was it you were not & were after what is next ???


I have something to say...and im afraid to...Her >>>>>

Me......Well was it about those who all lied to you or were lying to you,,I believe it was & you were hurt bad by even things you may or did not know,,but was it because you had a secret of waiting to hurt me from the start,,,I say it was you were & was lied to by many & were hurt bad,,,well trapped you were but I will & have to be the big bully now to catch all the liars & evil,,,but what was it you say ???


Lol...33...love u already...Her>>>>>>>

Me.......I know maybe so me as well,shhhhhhhhhhhhh we are surrounded by all truly bad cruel evil liars out here in the world which has been very dangerous to both of our hearts,,if they know we found this they are going to lie,cheat & hurt us worse to mess it all up or take it away with their lies & greed,,


I didnt cost u anything...u cost me..Her.>>.

Me....Mirror but truly love within hearts,,well hearts,,,2 hearts what would,,or could cost more then that to give away or have hurt because of all else who lied,,cheated & hurt your heart just for their own greed to steal your heart as many did to mine as well..what cost,,easy answer 2 hearts of truth abused & hurt by lairs & cruel lying thieves but not us for each other did we ??? 2 hearts and eternities to share is our cost isn't it ???


Never sent one tbru tex before t hat...hhhmm..I have the ones that were in my other phone...what kind...Her >>>>>

Me.....No lies maybe my fault I got naughty to,,but what texts and where would they go & where are they for who's heart shall they 4ever stay within now & for what reason only other then true love would I send or receive your texts you sent me..Secrets of true love shall they 4ever stay at all costs & all risks shall they,,what was my risk or your risk for from the start,,why did you risk taking a chance on me,my heart,my love,,for if you see or find out I am more then true shall you turn & leave to say so much your search again for true love was easier to go back to where more lies then you knew of had you trapped after you sent me more then love in a text,,,your heart & eyes even came through that text....Your eyes came through that text & with those eyes you speak eternity with them & no words needed to hear after looking into your eyes....


I want to feel ur arms around me right now....keeping me safe and loved....Her >>>

Me......even after I am a banged up soldier,,but yes maybe hurt but true as I told you so even at that if you chose me to hold your heart safe,loved & protected there shall be no other stronger and caring to do so & nobody to ever do that the way my love & arms could & would,,,but I guess lies once again got in your way & the lairs went faster & more so to hand you more so you would be trapped where they had you trapped when you said this to me....


Whats wrong...I could hear it in ur voice......Her >>>>

Me....Well so much but you may not know & if you found out it would be so hard to believe but ...first you said they lied to you,,then as they lied to your worse then you could ever imagine but if so as they did hurt you worse then I could explain at that time with my voice just know they lied & did very evil things to hurt you,,so now I have to come fukn fix them all back up for lying to you and hurt you the way that is unbelievable as for right away,,but when I beat the fuk out of half of them you will see the truth then & understand what my voice was saying for how they truly had & kept you trapped you don't even know yet,,,you were lied to worse then you thought,,,that is what for now...


Please please trust me like I have you...Her >>>>>

Me...... other then God in I trust & fear,,I will trust in God for what you say is true & honest yes.....


Battery still goin?Her >>>>

Me>>>> lol well yes it is but ya see I seemed to have a few heart attacks from these wars & me being a soldier truly & all but I trusted you when you said you were going to be my nurse for just that moment I needed you to get me up & stand,,,but it seems yes but I had to lug it into my heart a few times since you said no as my heart stopped & my tears fell,bleed it out ?? what did you say about 4years old & me bleeding it out ????


Mmm..she hates him...lol...maybe...Her >>>>>>

Me.....well why wouldn't she he is not of me or of anybody true to her daughter,,,,she knows he is more of a sneaky fuk then he even shows,,a coward,fake,liar & a rat who hides behind her daughter so why would she ever like a coward half of one at that.,...


Well is it too late now then?...Her >>>>>

Me.....well is it to late now you say or am I hanging around,,sticking in there for to late not to be when you can work out the circumstance of who all lied to you when you find out all they truly lied to you about soon,,worse then you though of that trap your in.....Well I have slow heart beats but I am true & I am here or as Pearl Jams song says,,I am still alive & I am still here...


Ok...I love you...we need to seriously talk and be smart about this because I want this to work with all my heart..Her >>>>>>>>>>>

Me.......will you really,,do you really,,why me?? I only have me & my wounded heart or wars to offer you at this moment until all sorts itself out,,will you really...do you...do you still for I will always be honest & true to you for your heart & always protect you now that I found you no matter what I have to risk,,well still I ask ???


Well Jersey boy...u should come home!!!Her......

Me......Well ahd to so I can come kick some muthrfkrz azzes that I had found before i met you I was already on my way for what they had done,,,,were you trying to protect them before I got there or when I get there & handle them for what they have truly done & how the cowards lied worse then you can see right now or would believe what should I think then when I am at home & they all are rid of like it shall be for what they have done & who they hurt along with hurting you now with those lies to..well your not trapped anymore,,but watch how many fukn liars & cowards there are when I do come home now & take care of business here real soon..


Her..........easnt true either...please take care and respect me also
Ok...I love you...we need to seriously talk and be smart about this because I want this to work with all my heart

Me........Barely I am but the Marine & soldier will get back up again yes,,but always shall I and will I do the other part as well to for you,,,,,,but did you really want or ask for that with truth as it shows me here and I believed ,,because coming after liars,,cowards,,corrupt,,thieves & cruel fukn cowards was already in my plan to have handled ,,,you just made it truly worse for all of them is all because they all lied to you and did worse then that to hurt you,,,It will just be more fun for me if so but hope you didn't know how bad they did lie to you or hurt you,,because then your hero is there when you need his arms,,love & after he kicks the fukn shtt out of everybody involved in what I say here & for what they did...