Billyguns007's blog: "Rememberence"

Now silently I go as the entire world of no matter anyhow watched shall know & have seen only of whom was the true one at even as he owed you nothing do more then cost himself part of his heart to protect it seems not the one who acted or played the victim,,But as the cowards are swept away in the swift hard resentful breeze and darkness of their own ruin do what he did so silently to protect what it seems may have only matter to the heart of a true soldier in heaven above as for his little ones he would of done & knew our promise for each others would of done for me.But not to complain or take credit where any reward is owed or any is due in return for pay back,,but to know if one didn't appreciate the silence of what ruin she went along with that had her in more danger which exposed those innocent to that true soldiers heart in heaven,,,well he will not ever be in debt for that was a promise written in more then words to each other or any of in blood as he would of done the same for my heart & my children nor would he allow of one of those cowards of ruin so close as they were before I came along to keep my promise to him were,,we would take reward in heaven above where he may R.I.P. now finally of what he had done for the true innocent whom deserved his love and protection in true ways of silence and a whisper of such silence as for those cowards of ruin or being of a traitor his one he loved allowed her heart to be of cheating ways to be so close or near where her heart was led astray shall he take reward in knowing those same cruel & of traitor evil ways shall not in this lifetime not be able to ever touch the innocent hearts of who he would of protected as for his heart with those children within or mine because as no blood has been lost for how one true soldier to heaven above & him has put forth more then all his heart beats & efforts to keep that promise all alone against the entire world to do so for his children even when the other half or other side whom were to do so didn't do anything close to failing with cheating ways of the heart. .http://youtu.be/uhv8eGh5Qos .....From One bad azz Soldier and Marine on the ground that protected the children & of the innocent loved ones to another soldier who has fallen to heaven above whom that did it more then on his own or on his own way in any sort of darkness or false promise but only for the promise those 2 soldiers made long before in hearts so true to do just in case one was lost from the ways and all the devious in between or which have allowed to come in between for selfish greedy ways of once in a lifetime can bring for good or evil,,The 2 soldiers win and did it only once in a lifetime from the ground to the cloud of heaven above for the sake of that one true soldier in heaven did the one on the ground do what was promised to each of them for what mattered to their hearts no matter WHO SOLD OUT OR BECAME A TRAITOR OTHERWISE...2 soldiers 1 team ,,nobody else doing anything of the sort in the entire world of debt to protect the hearts against all traitors & evil brought upon the loved ones of the fallen one in heaven because they both stayed true no matter all else who did not help or only brought all ruin against,,,,all of those who brought so much ruin shall fall as the soldier in heaven can look down in peace of his promise being kept by not one of who owed him but kept his promise as no other truly did...

Heart to Heart that stuck it out through it all and some date: 2013-05-30 14:31:12 share: I guess a heart and or soul as many can get hurt or at times even feel shattered can & rather believe in nothing more then lies & or of the next lie of one or many then to have ever been strong enough just one more time to know or even try to understand the truth or of what is truly the truth as it seems at times when heart may be or get weak,,some just rather stay & be the ONLY ONE of those whom have lied to have bled it out all alone rather then face the truth of their was maybe more or the true fact of there was just ONE MORE HEART THAT BLED IT OUT WITH THEM even if they couldn't see the truth through all the lies & pain that had surrounded them for so long that caused them to be more then trapped,,but as for only those 2 hearts that did BLEED it out together shall know the truth that comes of it all when the BLEEDING stops and as even so far apart in the touch of flesh or the physical shall they now know and only those 2 to know which through all the lies & pain that had them BLEEDING and caused the pain they both were fighting & going through together in the first place,,,what was done and who did truly BLEED it out when it all comes to an end where the pain & BLEEDING stop then,,so much more but if you missed any of it or need what is truly true of whatever just ONE of those hearts that BLED it out has to say now,,just search within yourself & your very own heart and that is where now you may find the answer,,but all done here and on my way P.S. you know how to contact me if needed it seems for my pages here were only note pads of my 1st hearts truest concerns of caring & love,,just getting started so as from ONE heart to another which BLED it out even from places of the unknown,,darkness of it all,,,Loneliness and from pain that was not only for ONE heart to share but to the other,,,,I hope the BLEEDING STOPS FOR THE OTHER HEART & THE LONELINESS LIFTS AS WELL..SO much more yet to be or come but all farewell only some of my truest & dearest kindest friends know where to find me if they would like to speak to me or not so much BLEED it out on their own...

And for those who thought they would come for gain & greed playing some game of try & fuk me over as you may have thought you would be one of the last to do so or try,,,,you have not nor will you ever come so fukn close to touch the unknown or untold that your eyes were not suppose to have ever seen for you are not true nor did you ever stay faithful to true love or even the meaning of what true love is,,,,,A OLD SAYING,,,,THE GAME IS TO BE SOLD,,,NOT TOLD.......WHO DID I TEACH THAT TO I WONDER...L.M.A.O. SUCH THE INQUISITIVE LITTLE LEARNER AREN'T YOU WITH EYES OF AN ANGEL BUT FAR FROM BEING OF SUCH THE SORT....PAY SOMEBODY 20 BUCKS I AM SURE THEY WILL BE MORE THEN GLAD TO BE THE NEXT ONE IN LONE TO DO SO AS MANY AS THE PREVIOUS GET SO CLOSE TO TOUCH BUT SELLOUT MORE THEN JUST TRUE LOVE TO HAVE ONE NIGHT OF PLEASURE OR PASSION HAVE DONE WITH YOU BEFORE IN AWAITING ARMS OF SO CALLED TRUE LOVE NEEDS TO YOUR HEART SHALL THEY ONLY BE OF YOUR LAST VICTIMS BECAUSE YOU FUKD WITH THE WRONG ONE BUT A REAL SOLDIER FINALLY THIS TIME....

she acted like she had to run from me,,when she knew in her heart the whole time it was her that saw the true love 1st in my heart for her & came to me & said look I am here please love me,,so when i did she went back to her own fears and pain of how they all lied to her then tried to make it like she had to hide & run from me like I am the bad guy,,well the liars are the ones who hurt her & bad ones,,i am just me & never set out for her love it was her who set out to have mine,,well she has it & if she leaves scared of lies & secrets that is on her,,she loses the biggest piece of her heart she has ever truly known and wanted her whole life which is to be truly loved,,I am the only one alive who can do that for her heart so she leaves hurt & in pain again that is on her,,I can't force her to see I went out on the front lines for her heart and truly was the 1st one and only one that did care for her & would truly love her,,I am the only one alive that knows how to love her the way she needs,,,she walks from that she settles on no soldier or any of the liars that hurt her,,she settles on far from even last place within her own heart and hide from herself now if she goes...

what did she throw in my face not knowing I would understand because I was more then blind ,,,,,,,,, I wanted to be more then even blind for how many cruel were out there in the world & what was done,,,never thought bad of her and anything she has done in her life,,very few can catch my eyes but can ever even come close to capturing my heart for even just a moment can they but if they do for what ever reason my heart takes that jump & risk,,they 4ever will be in my heart or have just another piece of it then if they leave the sight of my eyes then after they have seen the way my heart and my eyes are for them

time to wash that filthy filth off me & I almost fukd the best thing in my life up even looking outside my fkn window at one fake that I just found NEVER MIND the last fake that just said hello 2mw,,Wow but good thing I didn't roll them dice any further because having something as beautiful & true as I do have already all want & wish for more then anything else but she stayed true to me as pure as the clouds that reach heaven after it has rained from heaven above..But no need to trade places,,,she was more then I could of ever dreamed & wished for I almost fukd up real bad while everybody in the world wants her,,,,she stayed loyal & true to never let anybody ever even touch her flesh and skin once all of eternity so far,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,now all I can do is ask her to let me be her first & only tattoo with never leaving so much as a mark while all the rest have been tampered with beyond repair & stuck trapped in the only thing they OWN,,the closet they built for themselves with their inequities of cheating hearts,,ways,,and lies to hide it all of what they have done in more then this lifetime can even begin to repair or understand...Poor man but great heart,,soldier,,and a beautiful soul may you rest in peace for what she & all of her victims did to hurt you before you left but I take healing in knowing it was my lady who carried you home to heaven as the angel she is when it was your time for God to call you home I know you found what true love met for how you served your country so great,,but I also know now that one of my greatest soldiers was truly carried home by a pure angel & truest soldier ever to be in history so what you believed soldier within your heart shall you know & right then knew with your ride home even would be and always be because of who carried you home even then after the one who matter most to you had a cheating heart & hurt you more then beyond repair my brother...Never traded places John but we sure did keep each & ever promise between just a few soldiers & my beautiful lady who had more then just a pure heart even....

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Your door is getting kicked the fuk in rat liar,,greedy coward from the shadows,,,,your outtttttttttttttttttttttttt says it the ONE who runs the MARINE CORP. AND ALL ELSE...YOUR GONNA SEE COWARDS HAPPINESS AND WHAT DOOR YOU GET FOR YOUR LIES,,I GOT 3 KIDS AND 6 MORE YOU DON'T KNOW ABOUT,,,,,NEVER TOOK CARE OF A FUKN ONE OF THEM COWARD,,,BUT ONLY GOD ABOVE KNOWS THAT FOR TRUTH AS YOU TIRED TO HIDE & BE HOMELESS AS YOU SAID TO MAKE HER GO AWAY...........YOU SHOULD OF TOLD HER YOUR A FUKN BUM FAKE LOSER WHICH IS THE ONLY TRUTH AND WHAT YOU DID TO GET TO BE THAT COWARD & BUM,,,SHE DON'T KNOW BUT I DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND SO DO THE MARINES MUTHRFKR

And this is why I stayed a Soldier & kept my rights to be a Marine first just for the matter of fact I was always true and loved my country and if one fukn coward lied upon another human being or of the smallest ways lies to hurt another heart I promised God & my for my heart to my Lady America no matter what would I track down & make sure muthrfkrz that hid in the shadows of lies & greed shall be strung out on a fukn rope for what they did that caused not only ones I love pain & suffering but for their sneaky ways or thinking they could lie to have the Upper hand and end up hurting just more then one or my loved ones,,they hurt many or allowed another to be hurt by their greedy coward ways..But shall their greed,lies,,sneaky fukn ways be strung up out on a big rope around their neck of lies when it goes down...fuk I just didn't know how many of them there truly were........Fuk me but good thing I kept my signed sworn documents as being not the law but of the law that say cowards get strung out on rope just like this fake greedy fukr here will be here shortly,,,Oh he said he was homeless just to make you go away from him,,,,,Oh what a fake fukn act to have you go to him that was,,,But My boys & Marines will show him how to act real soon...Orders Given,,some didn't care for more then there greed & lies,,,WRONG MOVE YA SEE I STAYED TRUE TO MY HEART & WHAT THEY NEVER DID KNOW,,,I SIGNED FOR THEM AND TO RUN THEM BAD AZZ MUTHRFKN MARINES...AND NOW COWARDS ALL GET IT AT ONCE.... Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhawwww THERE GOES ANOTHER ONE GOING GOING GONE MUTHRFKRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR YOUR OUTTTTTTTTTTTTT