Billyguns007's blog: "Rememberence"

she acted like she had to run from me,,when she knew in her heart the whole time it was her that saw the true love 1st in my heart for her & came to me & said look I am here please love me,,so when i did she went back to her own fears and pain of how they all lied to her then tried to make it like she had to hide & run from me like I am the bad guy,,well the liars are the ones who hurt her & bad ones,,i am just me & never set out for her love it was her who set out to have mine,,well she has it & if she leaves scared of lies & secrets that is on her,,she loses the biggest piece of her heart she has ever truly known and wanted her whole life which is to be truly loved,,I am the only one alive who can do that for her heart so she leaves hurt & in pain again that is on her,,I can't force her to see I went out on the front lines for her heart and truly was the 1st one and only one that did care for her & would truly love her,,I am the only one alive that knows how to love her the way she needs,,,she walks from that she settles on no soldier or any of the liars that hurt her,,she settles on far from even last place within her own heart and hide from herself now if she goes...