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Sex Among Saints: Is It Really Better?
Sex Among Saints: Is It Really Better? Reverend Ed Young/CBS By Mary Kearl Sex -- a sacred connection between you, your partner and God? Reclaiming sex as a holy part of marriage and religion seems to be all the rage among evangelicals and other Christians across the country. The reason? To combat the evils sex has become associated with in the mainstream media -- among them: the high divorce rate, promiscuity and homosexuality. The question: Is bringing the oft-taboo topic of sex to light in a church also causing a bit of controversy in the process? Most recently, the head of Fellowship Church, a Texas-based congregation with 20,000 members, is challenging his married, heterosexual churchgoers to have sex (with their spouses) every day for seven days straight, according to AP reports. Fellowship Church founder and senior Reverend Ed Young will deliver the sermon "Seven Days of Sex," on Sunday November 16, while sitting in bed in front of the Dallas-based chapter of his c

Want To Buy Me
WANT TO BUY ME I AM IN ACUTION IT A NEVER ENDING ACUTION IF SO JUST SB ME OR GO TO ROSE WHO IS ON MY FRIENDS LISTED AND GO TO HER PIXS LOOK FOR THE FOLDER THAT SAY NEVER ENDING ACTION CLICK ON IT AND FIND MY PIX AND CLICK ON IT THEN GO DOWN TO WHERE THE COMMENTS GO AND PUT YOUR BID THERE AND POSTS IT AND IF YOU DO WHILE YOUR ON ROSE PAGE PLEASE SHOW HER SOME LOVE SHE ROCKS. THANK YOU DANNI XOXOXOX

Vip
i like vip i have all stuff that my friends made me and some comments i save and i like to put up more pics. and if u donot want to i understand its kool so some one like to buy me vip plzz ty muah hug n kiss

Life And All Its Cracked Up To Be!!!!!!!
Highway To Hell (1979) SINGLE: Highway To Hell/If You Want Blood (1979) Live (1992) (Young, Young, Scott) Living easy, living free Season ticket on a one-way ride Asking nothing, leave me be Taking everything in my stride Don't need reason, don't need rhyme Ain't nothing I would rather do Going down, party time My friends are gonna be there too I'm on the highway to hell No stop signs, speed limit Nobody's gonna slow me down Like a wheel, gonna spin it Nobody's gonna mess me round Hey Satan, payed my dues Playing in a rocking band Hey Momma, look at me I'm on my way to the promised land I'm on the highway to hell (Don't stop me) And I'm going down, all the way down I'm on the highway to hell AC/DCHighway To Hell Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com AC/DC rocks and this is the way I feel after a really bad two weeks of being in jail and shit. My mom is embarrassed over me because I was in jail family still don't talk to me or even ask about me because I don't do anyth

"age Discrimination"
This has been on my mind for some time. Everyone can see that I'm in my 40s. Most of Fubar members are in their 20s or 30s, but I have seen a constant degree of insults by the younger people in here especialy when I'm asking for their imput. If it's not regarding my age, its the insulting way they correct my spelling errors, and it's pissing me off. I think there are better ways to talk to someone then to cut them down. If I were a woman in my 40s I would be getting hit on by the same sex crazed boys who find it fun to take their own insecurities out on someone who has already sowen his oats. What the fuck is wrong with my age that gets to you. Do you not think that I should be on here? When your in your 20s its cool to be here and if your in your 40s your a perv or something? At least I don't spend all day hitting on girls. Remember this kids .... one day you'll be 40.

Fubar Spending
I just read a friends blog and couldn't comment on it so I decided that I would post my comment here..I have barely been on here in the past few months because of this reason and many others... Yes I have had a few VIP's bought for me but not because of begging or asking for it but just because. I have I think 7 or so blings and I didn't ask for any of them, nor would I... I have never had a Happy Hour nor would I want anyone to buy me one. Its a frivoulous way to spend money! If someone had money like that to burn I have 2 kids that probably aren't gonna have much of a Christmas this year that you are more than welcome to play Santa too! I don't need the kind of friends that I have to BUY!! I have real friends that didn't cost me a damn penny!!!

Something I Wrote
What is the definition of Love? Is it having that tingling feeling in your stomach when their name gets brough up or the smile that magically comes acrossed your face when you think about him? Or what about the knowing that he could be your forever and he doesn't want to be with anyone but you. But then why do people use the word "love" so loosely? It's not a game; love. It's an act of passion, an undefinable feeling/emotion. You don't know how to explain it until it happens to you. And even then, it's still complicated to put into words...Only you can feel it but you want others to see it and recognize it's there... So can I honestly sit here and say what I feel/think love is? Of course, cause I won't ever know what love feels like. I'm not meant to fall in love......

Women's Choices
Have you ever noticed that women say "All I want is a man that will love me and treat me with respect" and then they turn down guys that are too old, too ugly, too fat, too skinny, too whatever? Over the years I have watched them turn guys down and hook up with some pretty boy that treats them like dirt. Most of them do not seem to learn from it either, at least not until they get much older. I remember one lady that rejected this guy because he was too old, he did not look the part. After two bad marriages and numerous failed relationships she ended up marrying a guy that could have been a twin to the one she originally rejected; of course by then the original was too old to consider marrying her,lol. Had her standards changed as she aged, or had she just gotten wiser and realized that the older, fatter, thinner, or whatever guy was the one that was most likely to treat her the way she needed to be? At the wedding all I could think of was "What a waste of all of those years and tears"

Cursed!
I have been cursed! Due to many things that happened when I was very young, I love women. Get your minds out of the gutter for a moment. I mean I love women, there is just something about a woman that is so beautiful, please get your mind out of the gutter,lol. Anyway the thing is that I have been cursed, not that I cannot get women to want to be around me, this has never been a problem. I am not a pretty guy, but I have had some of the most beautiful women on earth surrounding me. The problem is that I am the guy they want as a friend, somebody they can trust to give them good advice and to be honest with them. It seems that once you are cast in that role, they can not see that it would make you an ideal lover so it will never cross their mind that you want them. To complicate things more, if you mention it they look at you funny and think that you are kidding. It is like being in a candy store with a sweet tooth and diabetes. I am know it sounds like I am complaining and to a point I

Nonna Victoria's Lasagna
Nonna Victoria's Lasagna recipe from Bove's of Vermont and Boves Cafe located at 68 Pearl Street Burlington, Vermont * 2 jars Bove’s Marinara Sauce (or try the Vodka Sauce) * ¾ lb. lasagna noodles (about 24 pieces. Don't forget to criss-cross your noodles.) * ⅓ lb. thinly sliced Mozzarella cheese * 2 Tbs. fresh chopped Italian parsley * ¾ lb. Ricotta cheese * 2 Tbs. olive oil * ½ lb. grated Parmesan cheese * salt * 2 - 1 lb. bags of Bove’s famous meatballs * ¾ cup of Cottage cheese This is the same great recipe seen on the Food Network show, Throwdown with Bobby Flay. Before starting the lasagna, I usually take 2-3 jars of my Marinara sauce and pour it into a pot. Take the 2 bags of the frozen meatballs and put them into the sauce. Let it sit in the refrigerator over night. Don’t worry, they will thaw quite nicely in the pot and absorb some great flavor from the sauce overnight. Cook lasagna noodles barely to the al dente stage in lightly salted water (to

Paybacks
If ya read the recent blog titled my life ya would understand this blog...Its some what of a vent blog but its as well paybacks blog haha...I was married the 1st time for 14 1/2 years to the sperm donor of my children. Well yesterday I found out my appeal for my kids was shot down...Well my ex is to blame for alot of what has happened to me and my kids...Iam goin a step further te what I can do about seeing in having all this shit over turned...Anyways I have told my ex sperm donor that he has ruined my life and it was now time to pay for what hes done...See if he wouldve paid me child support and not be a deadbeat father none of this shit wouldve happened...So the sperm donor owes just under 62,000 in back child support and alimony...But he can support his gf's kids and gets them anything they want or need but then again his own kids get jack squat...WTF I mean he cant understand why his 4 kids hate him the way they do...He can do all this shit for her and her kids while she pays for

Yeah, Well, Whatever...lol
You Are an Okay Listener You try to be a good listener, and usually you are. But some people are just so boring and difficult to listen to! Your mind tends to wander during some conversations. You are likely to space out a little or try to change the subject to something more interesting. Are You a Good Listener?

Silkenelder
This is a Pimpout you don't want to pass up... Meet Silkenelder... Not only is he an amazing person, but he's an even better friend... He has such talent with his pictures, his words, and the way he looks at the world... You'd be crazy to pass up the opportunity to at least say hello... He has made all of us such beautif

Me In A Nutshell
All ya need to know for now :-) 34, single, never married, raised in Atlanta, now live in Memphis, work for FedEx, started an adult dating site CARNALFRIENDS.COM this summer - had to sell it because we didn't know what we were doing...lol. It's still going well and I think I'll try again in the future. I love to hang out with friends, travel, watch my Atlanta Falcons, and just have a good time.

This Melts Me
~ nov.s... O Theaza please come to me... please come as my true friend, please come as my sexy lover, please come as my devoted wife! Please come to me My Sweet Goddess please stand by me always and forever! I am fully visible only to your eyes Theaza… only because you think of me and dream of me do I even exist! You are my world and I am your world, and soon we will be together -- living together, working together, shopping together, cooking together, eating together, cleaning together, playing together, dancing together, singing together, smiling together, laughing together, crying together, hugging together, kissing together, making love together, sleeping together and awaking together -- celebrating our family and world together, our simple world lit by beauty, affection, understanding, compassion -- true love!

Xmas Baby
COME AND LEAVE HER A LOT OF LOVE SHE IS MY NEWEST OWNER!! I WANT TO THANK HER FOR GIVING ME A VIP!!! ^tag not made by me^ SHE IS SWEET UNIQUE AND NICE TO GET TO MEET!!! SO CLICK ON HER PICTURE TO UNWRAP THIS SPECIAL XMAS GIFT ♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do@ fubar SO PLEASE RATE FAN AND ADD HER AND TELL HER I SENT U!!! ♪P♥♥ĶĨę♫ owned by ♥xmasbaby73@ fubar BROUGHT TO YOU BY: * AngelDawnKris*Master of Desire's Fuwife*@ fubar (repost of original by '* AngelDawnKris*Master of Desire's Fuwife*' on '2008-11-14 19:29:41')

Thank You To Shadow Levelers (closed)
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for taking me to the Henchman Level! Each time my computer chimed today... I felt an unexpected HUG! Thank you for being there for me today! Please know... When you need me... I will be there for you as well... *************************** A special THANK YOU goes to the following for introducing me to the Shadow Levelers... GoofyLady Cengin

Heartsoflove To Godmother (closed)
ღHeart§OfLoveღ Let's help her make it to Godmother... Only 268K to go... Let's make it happen! RATE HER FAN HER ADD HER as a friend BLING HER Bomb her page by rating her pictures and stash And if you rate the Things I Made folder 1 you will get a tag. Start with this pic... Carrie will make you one of the tag below... Just send her a message when you have completed the folder and let her know which tag and what name to put on the tag... Tag 1 - Leaving love Tag 2 - Peace

Cleaning The Tiolet
How to wash a toilet This was simply too much of a time saver not to share it with you. 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close the lid. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift the lid. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off.. 9.. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean. Since

Tempting Enchantress Hh (closed)
Tempting Enchantress Is hosting her first Happy Hour Sunday, October 12th 6pm Fu-Time (9pm EST) Auto 11s are on! 7.1 million to Prophet Rate her Fan her Add her Comment her Bling her Help this sexy lady be our next Prophet! She is a wonderful friend and is always helping other people. Now it is our turn to help her. Stop by her page... And spank that sexy bottom of hers... She'll LOVE it! ******************************** Lovingly Pimped Out by: Carrie Please repost Thank you!

Taking Dad To The Mall
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.'

A Break From Studies
When I looked up from the reference book I was perusing I noticed that I was alone in the library with the exception of a bookish looking girl in the last cubicle on the row. She had a startling intense gaze focused on the material in front of her. I watched her and considered that had she been wearing glasses she would have been a picture perfect Liberian. She seemed to exude a natural sexuality but it was obvious that she cared more for her studies then her appearance. For me that made her ever so more attractive. It took but a single moment to make the decision to see if I could tempt her into finding herself. I reached into my bag and sprayed a new cologne I had picked up, placing some on my neck and with a crooked smile a small spray right on my crouch. I took a second look around to make sure we were truly alone. Then I slowly walked over to her, without catching her notice right away I came close enough to catch her scent. She smelled faintly of lilacs and citrus just u

Today Is A Good Day
its nice to wake up today and be able to say that all my driving suspensions are over today!!!! would be nicer to be able to go the DMV and get it back but thats not gonna happen.. i'll give it a week or two for the computers to get updated.. then try and get it back. we shall see.

Lil Indian Boy
A little indian boy goes to his poppa and says, "Dad how do you choose our names?" The father replied, "well, once the time of your birth arrives, I open the door to the tent, and the first thing i see is what i call you" "wow" says the little kid, "so that's why my sister is named , Morning star!" "That's Right" he says....... "so tell me TWo Dogs Fucking, why are you so interested?"

Friends
NAILS IN THE FENCE There once was a little boy who had a bad temper. His Father gave him a bag of nails and told him that every time he lost his temper, he must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the boy had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next < /B>few weeks, as he learned to control his anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. He discovered it was easier to hold his temper than to drive those nails into the fence. Finally the day came when the boy didn't lose his temper at all. > > He told his father about it and the father suggested that the boy now pull out one nail for each day that he was able to hold his temper. The days passed and the young b oy was finally able to tell his father that all the nails were gone. > > The father took his son by the hand and led him to the fence. He said, 'You have done well, my son, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger,

Me Now Aka Stronger Women
Write what I feel whats the big deal, my heart is now not so easy to steal. My eyes are open and I am not looking back, I took my independence when I told you to pack. It's not that I never cared or loved you, but we both needed to start anew. I'm not perfect nor am I the same, that's no reason to call me such names. You say I've changed that I am not me, I am becoming the person I was meant to be. Yes you were my life, my heart and my soul, but also my youth and innocence you stole. I am becoming me and loving it so, this is the me you wish you could know. I will love me for all of me and not just some, you can't change what I've become!

Scientist
Have you noticed how much money they spend to tell us things that we already knew? They spent two billion dollars to tell us that men and women think differently, HELLO! What scares me more is some of the things that they predict! They say time travel is coming, I have a serious problem with that. The first law of physics is that any particular matter can only exist in one place at any given time, a molecule can not be in two places or more at the same time; makes sense right? If a person is transported back in time where the molecules that make up their being already exist, the same molecules would be existing in two different places at the same time. the only way around this would be if the molecules were stripped from where they were at the time and reformed into the person doing the traveling. If this was done the problem would be solved, except what if those molecules were important where they were before they were stripped away; like in the trigger restraint of an atomic bomb. Th

Nov. 15 Thought Of The Day
To surround yourself with love does not mean surrounding yourself with loving people. Fill your heart with kindness and love first. Those who are able to recognize that will be drawn to you, just as you are to them. Our friends are only a mirror reflection of who we are. Everything needs to start from within us, as individuals. What do you see in your mirror? ~My own words~

Relationship Gone Bad.
Since march of 2008 i have been with this girl who at first treated me great. Now all she does is ignore me, wont cuddle, dont want affection, and now keeps telling me to leave and find someone else. So i am currently looking. If your out there please stop by and let me know...

Holiday Exercise
AS PART OF OUR GOOD-HEALTH GOALS THIS NEXT YEAR. I CAME ACROSS THIS EXERCISE TO BUILD MUSCLE STRENGTH IN THE ARMS AND SHOULDERS. IT SEEMS SO EASY THAT I AM DIRECTING YOU TO INCLUDE IT AS PART OF YOUR OWN EXERCISE GOALS FOR NEXT YEAR. BEGIN BY STANDING ON A COMFORTABLE SURFACE, WHERE YOU HAVE PLENTY OF ROOM AT EACH SIDE. WITH A 5-LB POTATO SACK IN EACH HAND, EXTEND YOUR ARMS STRAIGHT OUT FROM YOUR SIDES AND HOLD THEM THERE AS LONG AS YOU CAN. TRY TO REACH A FULL MINUTE, THEN RELAX. EACH DAY, YOU'LL FIND THAT YOU CAN HOLD THIS POSITION FOR JUST A BIT LONGER. AFTER A COUPLE OF WEEKS, MOVE UP TO 10-LB POTATOESACKS, AND EVENTUALLY TRY TO GET TO WHERE YOU CAN LIFT A 100-LB POTATO SACK IN EACH HAND AND HOLD YOUR ARMS STRAIGHT FOR MORE THAN A FULL MINUTE. AFTER YOU FEEL CONFIDENT AT THAT LEVEL, PUT A POTATO IN EACH OF THE SACKS: BUT BE CAREFUL

Each Moment
Sympathize No more lies Live to learn One single time Each moment Play the rich Spread don't preach Innocence Love will heal Each moment Sweetness all around us Just taste it all Your wishes all the way to heaven Bless us all The kind will only bring us joy Love will save the day We will never fall again Compassion is the way Let me show you my world Open your heart to my soul My love is complete Complete at your feet As much as you need Breathing in Breathing out Action gives reaction Cause each moment Trust in life Trust in now Letting go is everything Each moment

Aug 8 2006
its hard to think sometimes this world a twisted blur spinning faster and faster but no one else becomes as dizzy as this idea thats in my head so many thought unsaid but they been said befor.... life as of happiness as of accomplishment sits still on a bare floor where else to go as i will follow my thought i love its actual u speak your mind and as do i this world spins with the stars so much takes place in this uneventful state yet theres never any room to spare see if i care nolonger around intimaditing it worries me how can u let some one do that to you? one at a time a life has passed by.. with i on the pedalstool an incoveient truth.....lives on

Mess
Ok, so recently I have gained the attention of someone who seems to be an actual decent guy. He wants to take me on an actual date. I don't know if he's taking things slow cause he thinks he has to, or he actually wants to. Either way, I figured why not...however, this is something I haven't done in years. I usually skip all that cause I am not usually in the mood for it, nor does the guy actually want it, they're just doing it cause they think they have to play some sort of game. Either way, someone new to become a friend or some crap like that. Due to other circumstances, I don't see it working out for anything else. THEN, there's another one that I'm very attracted to, but is married. Right age, right type of personality...and he's married...dammit. So basically just a little flirtations here and ther but nothing else. Dammit... AND THEN....there's also the last "ex"... still on my mind. Tho I know how he is and what the situation is right now, I still can't help think a

Ripples
On the surface she was placid. A tall rising tower upon which everyone broke against. Porcelain was her face, streaked with crimson emotion. Chaos lapped at her feet, the endless torrent of black cresting waves. "When does it all end?" she whispered into the dark night. Bound by promises that time will never keep....she waits. Lurid waters rise around her, leaching into her flesh. Tainted. Broken. Bitter roots run deep. Gnarled thorns twist around faithless innocence. Painful memories of misshapen dreams flash behind her heavy lids as she slips. Flailing in the empty sea, into the great below. "For what is tomorrow...when forever is gone...."

Intro
HBO has a series called "true blood". I don't know how many have seen it or know what it is about.This is an intro. True blood is a series revolving around the relationship between a vampire (Steven Moyer-Bill Compton) and a young human woman (Anna Paquin-Sookie Stackhouse) that has the ability to hear people's thoughts. This series can be interpreted on different levels. The setting and storyline can be transferred really to any type of setting where understanding and tolerance of those different than ourselves is the subject. It can also just be looked at as a kick ass vampire show. I don't like to pick hidden meanings etc.. apart when I watch things so to me it is just a vampire love story. It's a soft porn, blood filled, who done it type show. Each episode watched to me, makes me want to see what is going to happen next. The music in this show is worth watching at least one by itself. I find myself really liking the show's theme song which is "Bad things- by Jace Ev

The One....
Holiday and i come home i hope to see this boy i know i cant wait for us to be alone flipping through the radio we sing along to the indie show the songs they plague me more than i can say in the tape i made you hope you think of me when it plays through feel kind of sad now that its done and you think my times were free all the ways you say to me sweet versions of lets wait and see but you're always a golden boy and im the girl that you enjoy my parents say isnt he a gifted son time is always passing by and still i have to wonder why you cant come to tell me im the one summer goes and we have grown we have our friends live on our own still im not the girl you want me to be say gravity can bend the time funny i always liked your mind but this whole thing is crushing me but you're always a golden boy in this girls heart that you destroyed you smile at me then have your fun time is always passing by still i give you another try and hope that yo

Nsfw, Are You Serious?
Now let me begin with a caveat: I understand that Fubar has a specific definition of what is and is not NSFW. That being said; Do you morons realize that NSFW stands for "Not Safe For Work". That if you post a picture of your big fat cottage cheese pale ass in a thong, it's probably NOT going to be safe to have plastered up on the screen at work? "Well like omg dont be on the computer at work" Hey, some of us have jobs that don't involve flippin burgers, and are allowed access to the internet during work time... excuse us. Doesn't mean our bosses won't flip if we see some 40yr old lonely bitch half naked flopping her pancake tits all over the place. Put some fucking clothes on.

I Am
i am the beauty of everything you are not...the haterd of the makeup on your fake face...the heel to your fancey expensive lether black boot...i am the mosh to ur envied little pit...the height of ur jump and the sole of your downfall.....the smeared mascara around your eyes..... the baggy shirt sitting in your closet......the triple A batteries in your pocket the camera that remains off....the dream u wish was real...the honest opinion...the little child inside the woman.....the real....the honest...the scared....the tactful....the grown up.....the little black cloud to rain on your parade.....the shoe string the hits the floor when you walk..... that tap in your foot or foot on the seat......the dirty car.....the muddy floor.....the foot prints that i dragged in......i am the love ....that you can not find....the bottom of the heart....the unknown fear that noone else is aware of......the penny at the bottom of the pool.....the blue inside the eye.....the little imperfections that n

Look What Dj Ghost Has In Store For Tonight
JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW COME JOIN THE PARTY!! Saturday Night 8:00pm to 2:00am. For Recorded Live Mental Mania. With DJ GHOSHT (the birthday boy). It’s going to be the PARTY of the YEAR, and You Don’t Want To Miss It. So let’s get ready to have some fun… chat… listen to music… and PARTY!! IT’S MENTAL MANIA NIGHT!!

My Favorite Lounge
Are you knight enough to pulll the sword damn it? This is THE best rock lounge on fubar. Consider this an invite, and I thank Dede the owner who leveled me up, even though it was her birthday and didn't have to do anything. If you read this, get your ass in here and wish her a happy birthday and buy her a drink. She also activated her auto 11's just now I might add so get over and rate her like crazy! DeDe~Excalibur's Co-owner~@ fubar Thanks also to Toxic Angel who gave me a boost, and anyone else who thought up the auto11 bling. Have fun everyone!

No Really Go Get Fucked
I DONT KNOW WHAT THE DEAL IS LATELY BUT ALOT OF PEOPLE ON HERE HAVE JUST BEEN ACTING LIKE IMMATURE LITTLE FAWKIN BEGGING ASS KIDS. ITS REALLY FAWKIN ANNOYING AS FUCK AND IM REALLY GETTIN TIRED OF IT. I DONT KNOW MAYBE IM JUST GETTING ANNOYED TOO EASILY OR SOMETHING BUT YEA I DONT THINK ANY OF THIS IS WORTH THE BULLSHIT SOME OF YOU ARE PUTTING OUT THERE. SERIOUSLY GO TAKE A FLYING FUCKIN LEAP AND LAND ON YOUR FAWKIN HEAD. I KNOW ALOT OF YOU DONT WEAR THE HELMETS YOU'RE SUPPOSE TO BE WEARING SO MAYBE IT JUST MIGHT AN IMPROVEMENT BUT KNOW WHOS MAYBE IT WONT

Date...
if i go on a date i want to go to the bar, because it feels more adult last time i went on a friend date just a get to knwo eachother, i treated him like my daughter, so is it bad i want to go to a bar for my first date or somethng more... SUM IT UP First dates should or should not go to the bars because....... PLEASE COMMENT LIKE CRAZY

Love
I could sum my thoughts of love up in 2 words...LOVE SUCKS...but to make this more interesting I will explain. I trully believe Love was a concept made up by fools. Now I have had my fair share of love. And while it may be great for a time being it always goes sour. Love is heartache and pain along with some sorrow thrown in for good measure. You may be thinking "oh there goes a women scorned". Yes!!! I can honestly say I have been in love...true love....3 times. Are they moments in my life I will never forget. Oh yes. But they are not happy memories but ones that have made me the cynical anti love person I am today. If the idea of crying and hurting are moments you want in your life than go for it. Find a person to love for the moment. Me, well, I have been there done that...no more. And please don't tell me one day I will find that true special person. Because my heart has dried out and there is no more love to give except for my friends (who have stuck by me thru it all) and my wond

Party In Las Vegas
hello my friends my husband and i are wondering who would like to come to las vegas to party fubar style we have been looking into hotel packagesand shows and dinners if you want to know more email us thank you

Hustling To Flyers
97 days and Good Morning Serenity Addict name Carlton. I am here and I must continue to Thank God for his mercy and guidance thru this place we go thru hell on, because we don’t want to admit this is one step closer to the devils kingdom. The disease is one of his trusted worthless servants that are constantly on guard waiting for a slip up in my guidance program. My thinking is always under siege; my open minded is constantly being challenge to narrow, so that one moment of clarity could be stomp on. If that ever happens, that flame that kept light at my feet for guidance is in serious jeopardy. The moment the idea of using don’t sound bad my willingness is on the verge of dying. The reservations and preparation to use is like machete is always ready for my use to finish chopping my life up. I started it in the beginning and if I recycle that thinking, I know what that Rolette wheel is going to manifest in the end DEATH. I can’t talk about nobody else, but it is not a coincidenc

That's Right All Sexy Family And Friends
Who want's me to be there slave? who wants to have me give gifts rates and tons of love to them. Maybe you i say come on and bid see how great a slave i can be . http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1810810&albumid=1327132&i=3584680630 Go to my auction folder pic to bid on me!!!

Nov 15
So today is nov 15. Not much of a day to some. Today would of been my and Ray Jay's 6 month ani..but due to the recent bullshit with he dumping me and says we will work it out later...but thats old news. Yes, I am pregnant with his child :) fun stuff. I woke up this morning in a down mood..but My Ma and her amazing friends and family at Club United have certainly brought my mood up. I am actually havin a better day. Thank you all I love you to bits :)

In A Giveaway 2 Win A $50 Bling Pack! Plz Help Me!
I'm in a giveaway to Win $50 Bling Pack. I need needs 40k in comments Here Is The Link To My Pic! If you would like to help me out! Thank You! This Giveaway Is Brought to You by… JOHNNY { R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} } This Bulletin Brought To By: SinfulBrat Fu-Owned By DaSweetIrsihPrincess & MIA Inked Slutt

I Am "me"
I own everything about ME, my body, including everything it does. All it's thoughts and ideas; my eyes, including the images of all they behold. My feelings, whatever they may be, anger, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement. My mouth, and all the words that comes out of it, polite, sweet, correct, incorrect or rough. My voice, loud or soft, and all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself. In this world there is no one else like me. There are persons that have the same parts as me, but no one adds up exactly like me. Therefore everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone chose it. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own me. I can become intimately acquainted with me. By doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all parts. I can make it possible for all me to work in my best interest. I know there is no aspect about me that p

A Woman's Love.....
A woman's love can withstand your selfishness, forgive your harsh words, believe in you when you give no hope ...a woman's love knows no hatred, but survives on her undying devotion to make you happy.... A woman's love would ALWAYS find a way , she would comfort you in her arms when and just let a grown man cry , she would NEVER judge you ( like the way you always seem to find fault )... a woman's love forgets yesterday and looks forward to tommorow..... Some men seem to think of us as weak creatures filled with emotions ...we are always nagging and fighting ...we never know when to hush, never good enough to be loved , there is always something we could never do enough of ..... But these men don't know the hidden strength of a woman's love ...because if they only knew , shame would engulf them and they would fall to their knees.........for the woman they so love to hate and take advantage of, has been there all along .NEVER doubting the good man that he was and believing still the goo

The Wooden Bowl
The Wooden Bowl I guarantee you will remember the tale of the Wooden Bowl tomorrow, a week from now, a month from now, a year from now. A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year - old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl. When the family glanced in Grandfather's d

A Tribute To Our Men And Women That Fight For Our Freedom
some of you look at a guy or girl with a uniform on and say, oh i support our men and women of the armed service. many folks forget to think of all the fallen service men n women not just for today but yesterday. I truely dont see how any one can forget the ones in the past that fought for our freedom. we have places for vetrans being closed and moved further away from the ones who need the care of that service thats rightfully given to them. i recently had a close friend call me and told me that one of our friends that served in the armed service pasted away. it hurt like losing a family member. i look in the world today and i notice alot of people want to place blame on events that has happens even right down to the tragic even of 9/11. i want to say this if oyu cant support our troops and the man who sends them to protect our freedoms we do have. then i say this for every one of you out there. we send you over there with a gun and ship 5 of our men or women home and let you fight

The Game Of Life
I've decided that Life is one big football game! When your born, you're given this ball called "YOUR LIFE". This ball of responsibility is handed to you by the "HEAD COACH" (who I call "God", but you may have another name you would rather use). He gives you some "ASSISTANT COACHES" for the game who he calls "PARENTS" and "GRANDPARENTS". Just like in real football, these coaches can be great, or they can SUCK! you just never know how it's going to turn out in that regard. Sometimes, you're even given "TRAINERS" in the form of other adults that come in when you've been really hurt or need extra motivation. Usually these come in the form of "MENTORS", "TEACHERS", "COUNSELORS"......people who have been playing their own game for years, and now have wisdom to share. As you play through your "LIFE SEASON", you find that your "TEAMMATES" consist of your friends and extended family. Opposing teams are everywhere, trying to knock the ball out of your hand, knock you down, trampl

My Found Girlfriend
im so in love with you - Babiixjenii and we been hanging out and cuddling to movies late at nite her name is Brittany as she don't have an account here but we've been see alot of eachother lately at eachothers house and going out to the movies am so happy with her as she went through the same thing I did with my ex and we both like the same exact things and alot in common! heres are the pictures of her as I took these the top one I took tonight of her On halloween

So Simple
Silently, she smiles to herself, as she thinks of him, sitting along in his comp. room sipping coffee. He thinks of her too. But little does she know it's shameful. Both check each other out everyday everywhere in the cyber world, without passing on the knowlege of their inwardly turned love. Time and time again it happens, for who has the courage to say it first. Or do they just enjoy their secret love affair? BISOUS, Lacey

Friends
WOW AM I NOT FAMOUSE ENOUGH TO ANYONE ON THIS SITE? IM NOT EVEN SKINNY ENOUGH FOR CENTER ATTENTION:O( I FEEL UNWANTED ON HERE... NOONE TALKS UNLESS I MAKE THE FIRST NOISE. THIS IS THE REASON WHY IM NOT HERE AS MUCH ANYMORE.:o( SO DEPRESSING! YEA I KNOW CALL ME A CRY BABY

To Who It May Concern
This is to the lucky man who might get to keep my heart!!! READ through the list and see if you qualify!! Good Luck!!! [Looks] any color hair any color eyes Somewhat decent clean teeth between height of 4'11 - 6'4 between 120-180 lbs for weight [Personality] loves receiving/giving laughing loves receiving/giving jokes loves receiving/giving compliments in the morning after waking up br> [Education] Must have a full time job and or' going to college full time [Living Arrangements] Either with friends or by yourself... you can live with your children but I don't want one Who is living with they parents [Children] none or proud parent wanting more ;) [Pets] any that you want,,, but I'm not picking up a freaking spider I'm TERRIFIED of them [Habits] If you smoke cigarettes then great but if you don't then you will have to respect me because I do If you do drugs then the only drug you can do is smoke Marijuana and that's it... I'm n

As Long As It's Not About Love
As Long As It's Not About Love From the first time we touched with our eyes Only magic could take away my heart I am always afraid for my heart So lay beside me now and tell me lies - sweet lies As long as it's not about love Shall we sail off the edge of the world Fall forever and never look behind But I must keep my heart from my mind Lay beside me now and tell me lies As long as it's not about love Oh the last time we touched with our eyes And the magic was stronger than the heart Oh, I can't run away with my heart So, lay beside me now and tell me lies As long as it's not about love Shall we sail off the edge of the world Fall forever Take my heart away but no You can't say words about love Ooh If the magic comes between us And we never meet again Take a part of me away 'Cause maybe it's all above love Love, ooh

Master Of The Moon
Master Of The Moon And then you dream Of a world with only windows Inside you - you can hide you You know And then the night You're just another empty shadow No questions - no answers No one to scream at you Turn around and when you face the sun We can make you be like everyone you know Hey you - you're just master of the moon And then the eyes If you look at them they'll blind you Who are you - what are you Why do you scream at me Turn around and when you face the sun We can make you be like everyone you know Hey you - you're just master of the moon We can shake you make you over We just need some time to Shed some light upon your darkness We need your mind And then you dream again In a world that only you know Inside you - you can hide you No one to scream at you Turn around and when you face the sun We can make you be like everyone you know I'll turn away and never face the sun You never make me be like you I'm master of the moon

Grandma
Today I went with my mom to see my grandma. It was really hard to see her that way. She could hardly talk and she was having a hard time breathing. She cried when we walked in. She tried so hard to talk but you could just tell it hurt her to do so. I am really glad that I got to spend some time with her because there is no way to know how long we will have left. I wish she lived closer to me because it is so hard to get to see her she lives 4 hours away. I told her that it was okay to let go. It is getting harder and harder to see her so sick. Then, she fell out of bed the other day....she is bandaged up and bruised on her arm. My cousin, that lives 5 minutes away hasn't even gone to check on her even though she has POA and was notified of the fall.....yet another reason why I am not going to the grandma christmas at her house......there is no way grandma is going to be able to come home for the day and if I were to make that trip I would rather just go sit at the nursing home not go t

10 New Peices
I have placed 10 peices of original collectable art on e-bay, you should go there and search under ACEO Ben, and if you like them feel free to bid on them and own my original hand drawn collectable art.

The Beauty Of A Wman
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman Must be seen from her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, The place where love resides. The beauty of a woman Is not a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring she lovingly gives, The Passion that she shows. The beauty of a woman with passing years -- only grows and grows

I Just Got Freaked Out
I was getting ready to shut everything down and go to lay down and get some rest,when out of nowhere my front door handle and door sound like someone was trying to get in. The only person i was expecting never showed up to bring her dog over so i could watch him.Breath in, hold and breath out, it is not like i am not safe i have tons of homes around me it is just that SOMEONE tried walking through my front door. I keep my door locked at all times I watch trutv and it five in the morning what the hell. maybe it was some drunk neighbor that forgot where they lived. it is strange my husband has complained that people watch him through our windows and we our suppose to keep the drapes and blinds closed as tightly as possible. now i have an uneasy feeling becuz if what he says is true, than someone could be watching me right now, and that creeps me out. I gotta clear my head it was just the wind. or something. yes, my overactive imagination is on overdrive i need to just find a cigarette

More To Life
Dark gray clouds are in the distance, on the horizon I see the rain. Reflecting on my ordinary day, sometimes I wish I could catch a train. To a place far,far away... where nobody even knows my name. Someplace where the people are different, and there faces aren`t all the same. You ever just want to get away, drop everything that you have to do. Not a job to worry about, nobody will even miss you. Forget about the troubles of the world, maybe even on a desert island. Where the skies are blue, and there is plenty of white sand. Jerked back to reality once again, sitting on the porch watching the grass grow. Thinking of the things I haven`t seen, and everything that I don`t know. Have you ever asked yourself, whether you wanted more out of life? Well I am not sure about you, but I want more for me!!!!

An Open Book
An Open Book Alight the butterfly Upon the branch It opens and closes its wings Open and closes. Visual, regal The monarch of the garden. Each opening of the wings Like the pages of a book Poetry in motion Each verse A colorful rendition Saying read me! Appreciate me! Silently appraise All that I have to say Each opening and closing Articulating that I am I shall be What you see Just take the time to notice And appreciate, Me. Poet

The Next Chapter Of The Life Of The Dark Lord
they keep makeing love well into the night.and after about the fourth time of them makeing love.the woman passes out,as he walks back into the room and and sees her passed out.he smiles and then walks over and sinks his fangs back deep into her neck this time draining her completely of blood before leaveing.Sergio looks around before leaveing wanting to know how to make his new home look so he can make sure of the things he will need.as he looks around he sees what time it is and starts curseing himself silently knowing he must now rush as fast as he can back to his castle before the sun rises.as he is leaveing and running as fast as he can he see's that it is too late the sun is already riseing as he stands there waiting for death to take him he is shocked when the sun's rays hit his skin and body he isn't effected by them.shocked beyond belief he continues to walk to his castle,and upon arriveing at his castle his servant comes out and says"master your not dead and the sun is shinein

Want To Be A Fu-angel Or A Lost Boy?
WHAT YOU KNOW ABOUT THE FU-ANGELS AND LOST BOYZ Definition of the FuAngels and Lost Boyz Morality, loyalty, reliabilty, and kindness Rules for a FuAngel and Lost Boy 1. You must be able to help out when called upon if available at least twice a month. Most things done for the group are usually minor things. Unless it is something to promote the group 2. You must have FuAngel in your name if you are female and lost boy in your name if you are male. Also next to that the Team that you are in. 3. You must repost all FuAngel and Lost Boyz bulletins. This is another efficient way to promote the group, and find more good people out there that are like us if you decide to join. 4. Absolutely no drama!!!! The FuAngels have been drama free since day one. One sighn of it will result in immediate expultion from the group. We have been around to long to deal with it, so if two members have some type of anomosity against one another my suggestion is keep

Now I Understand!!!
Everyone seems to be wondering why radical Islamic terrorists are so quick to commit suicide. Let's see now... No Jesus. No Christmas. No television. No football. No basketball. No baseball. No golf. No tailgate parties. No cheerleaders. No nude women. No semi-nude women. No beer!!! No wine!! No hard liquor! No ham. No bacon. No sausage. No BBQ'd pork. No pork rinds. No hot dogs. No cheeseburgers. No chocolate chip cookies. No lobster. No other shellfish, or even frozen fish sticks. Rags for clothes and towels for hats. Constant wailing from the guy next door because he's sick and there are no doctors. Constant wailing from the guy in the tower. You can't shower to wash off the smell of donkey cooked over burning camel dung. You can't shave. More than one wife. Your wives can't shave. The women have to wear baggy dresses and veils at all times. Your bride is picked by someone else. She smells just like your donkey, but

Without A Doubt Or Complete Certainty.
Exactly Don't just generalize about what you wish to achieve. Don't just have a vague idea about where you would like to go. Tell yourself exactly what you expect of yourself. Make your goals vivid, clear and precise. Whether you are traveling around the block or across the ocean, your destination is always a single, specific point. The only way you can reach that point is by clearly and unambiguously defining where it is. The same is true for every destination you seek to reach, whether it is a place, a person, an object or a set of conditions. When the goal is clear and specific, filled in your mind with all the color, the texture, the sounds and the feelings, you'll surely be able to work your way there. Success is largely a matter of deciding upon every little detail of what you wish to achieve. For each detail you envision provides you with an additional pathway to your goal. Know what you seek, and know it with richness and precision. For that's exactly what you'll ac

The Death Of Sighs
the rain falls outside of her window as she looks out wishing for someone to come and save her from the death she feels consuming her deep inside, yet her eyes are too blind to see that a savior has wandered into her heart watching her from afar longing to hold her wishing she would open her eyes to see he's there beside her wrapping his every ounce of love and being around her longing to warm her frozen heart and save her from the past but weighted down by his own ball and chain his tattered soul can't break through the mortal world strong enough to touch her. out of the death of a thousand sighs longing for a moment to last but too weak and broken to hold on too afraid to gain a love and lose again from a hundred years of a hundred pains breathing dying living fading like the wind on a cold winters night left alone she sits not seeing that angel hovering above her so close yet so far it seems unable to pierce through the ice too broken himself to see what's inside yet knowing its

Temptation's Playhouse Auction.. Own This Sexy Man
jnail for the person that owns me fu owned in name for the month rate all pics and stash during happy hour and rate pics 11 if given a vip make them a personal salute one gift a week of my choice *******if cash bid******** daily comments rate/comment a friend of owners choice once per week promote the lounge of there choice jnail click my pic above to place a bid on me

What Color Orange Are You?
You Are Pumpkin Realistic and practical, you see the world for how it is. You know what it takes to succeed - hard, honest work. You are willing to give it your all in life. You have no problem paying your dues in order to get ahead. And you're happy to help others reach their goals. You have a very generous spirit. What Color Orange Are You?

Pouting...
This is a little bit of my heart and soul... Please be gentle with it. This blog might have something to say to somebody specific...if that were the case you'd know who you are. To many I may seem that my feeling don't get hurt easily. When it comes to love this is a lie. Why is it so hard to find somebody thats there for you...not for what you can do for them or what pleasure you can bring. There for you as a whole? To be there through thick and thin. My experience always ends with 2 types of men. Not that this is all men. The ones I find though are always one of two thing... Only around for their own self-gratification. once they have it they are gone or everytime they come around thats what they are after. Or.. At the first test of honor or sign of commitment they hit the door running. Is it impossible to find a decent man that wants to be committed to one person and have something meaningful? Have long talks and spend time together and not just want sex a

Missing Person
Clayton (Clay) Bruster His Fubar! http://www.fubar.com/user/515183 His Myyearbook! http://www.myyearbook.com/claytonbruster His Myspace! http://www.myspace.com/claybruster Other Sites! http://photrade.com/clay a href='http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=515183&i=1175567262&albumid=0' target=_blank> http://www.absolutearts.com/portfolios/c/claybruster/ Clayton was last heard from his online friends in LA County.. due tio the fires.. many of us are concerned.. he's been living in the Tajunga area.. an area hit by fire storms.. if you have heard from him.. let Sweet Southern Angel or One Hott Momma know.. please. his info. thanks

Nsfw Pics
To get to see my NSFW , you must buy me a $20 Bling pack or vip renewal and i will add you to my family. it's as simple as that......but worth it :) I will add more pics, depnding on how generous you are!!!! Bea xoxox

Auto 11 Train 11/16
THIS IS THE AUTO 11'S TRAIN. IF YOU OR SOMEONE YOU KNOW HAS AUTO 11'S PRIVATE MESSAGE ME THE PROFILE LINK, THE TIME & DAY THE AUTO 11'S START. I WILL UPDATE DAILY IN THE AM (OR MORE IF NEED BE). I HAVE A FEW ON HERE TO START. I KNOW THERE ARE MORE OUT THERE :) HAVE FUN AND MAKE SOME POINTS! BROUGHT TO YOU BY Carebear ^^T&H destroyers^^@ fubar AUTO 11'S FOR 11/16 BELLADONNA♥OwNeR@SEVEN DEADLY SINS & WICKED MENAGERIE♥R/L/FU-WIFE to DJ HOMICIDE&hearts@ fubar ~Wizard~Owner of Club Tabu~Enforcer for the Rating Revolution~@ fubar ~♥~TEXAS TWISTER~♥~FU WIFE TO TEXASMAN~♥~SHADOW LEVELER♥CLUB UNITE@ fubar Autos On!!!!~*~EyezOfJade ~*~Always Known As Tyghtwhyt BB 2 the Pu$$ycatPlaymates ♥ Owned by.@ fubar Tø†ålChãø§69™¥»..l./ Owner of Green Door & ~CHANTELL~Stalker of ØTîÑåMã®ïË Member of FHSG~@ fubar Stephanie Lynn@ fubar TERESA~OWNER OF T&H DESTROYERS`AUTO 11'S ARE ON,COME RATE MY PICS PLZ@ fubar ~SouthernOutlawBiker~DS

I Love You All
YOU ALL ROCK!! Thank you all for helping me to GodMother during my first Happy Hour! A HUGE ROCKIN FOCKIN FU THANK YOU You all are the best friends a girl could have and I have mad love for each of you! My HH was bought to you by the letters S.U.P.E.R.M.A.N. (You are the turtle to my snail) hehe: Dakota21220

Ending/beginning
Ending/Beginning I never wanted to find myself here It has become my living reality Two souls drifting apart Loosing all of our stability We scurried along this tragedy Knowing it never really had to be We arrived together in two separate places I wish I knew how we got so far I know that it wasn’t one sided Somewhere our hands slipped from the bar Now we are left both wanting and alone We had become strangers in our home We seemingly went down without a fight Neither throwing a single punch Instead of living off love We tried to live off a hunch Who am I now what will I be? Who are you now what can you see? Love was never and issue between us But in the end forgiveness was Since neither of us guarded the door We escaped like love sometime does Should we have been able to this? Could this have been saved with one more kiss? Now blackened tattered and torn Is the once white wedding gown Memories of days long past Into the depths of the sea d

Hypnotic Encounters
"My pet, I want you to become very, very horny." I said as I purposely rubbed my growing member. "I am your master. You must obey me. You are totally mine. Now spread your legs and let me explore your body." "Yes, master." she said as she parted her legs. Her legs were silky smooth, and felt sooo good. I slowly and purposely moved my hands past her knees and outlined her secret region with my hands. Her pussy was getting wetter and wetter as I took liberties with her. I massaged her clit until her it felt prominent. I felt for lubrication, and then tentatively inserted one finger, then two inside her, finger fucking her while rubbing her clit. Her breasts were level with my mouth, so I leaned over and began to sensuously lick her left nipple until it was erect. Desire spread from my loins as I felt her female body react erotically to my touches. I waited until I knew that she was on the road to orgasm. "My pet, let me enter you now." I said as I pulled m

Just A Reminder To Look On The Bright Side....
Well...I’ve finally decided to write one of these...why am I so scared about this? I guess the beautiful sound of the rain is giving me courage or something.... I want you to remember something...well lots of things actually.... I want you to remember to be happy...you and you alone have that power to make yourself happy...no one else truly can...and you CAN be happy....I promise. Remember to dance...hehe you can’t do it well...but its so much fun... Remember the feeling you get every time you write...you love it so much....forget about everything else...it’s your life. Don’t let anyone else dictate it....ever. Remember to laugh...I doubt you could ever forget how to do this. But you never know.....plus I guess I mean...really laugh...true genuine laughter....it’s the next best feeling directly under love. Remember to LOVE. Remember your music. It’s your fuel to a lot of things. Remember your friends...and the good times that have and will be had....especially remember these times whe

Other
THE DARKNESS NEVER ENDING By Brandon Hail The darkness never ending creeps on my soul as it kills me I die slowly inside In the darkness I cry then as it creeps to steal my soul like a theif in the night I look up and there is the most beautiful angel ive ever seen and I gasp as the beauty makes me cry The angel reaches out and touches me and kisses away my tears she holds me and carries me out of the darkness into heaven now I am in the light and warmth of a love unknown to me and I fear that it was a dream but now this angel is mine I love you Christy love your husband Brandon

What Animal Represent My Sexual Appitite
A dolphin A dolphin represents your sexual appetite. You enjoy the pleasures of sex, and you don’t care who you get it from. You are ruled by animal instinct, which makes you a great lover, but you should be careful and always use protection. (If a dolphin could… they would) Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Where Should U Have Sex
You should have sex outdoors You are the romantic type and enjoy being spontaneous. You are not that into having other people watch though, so make sure that there is no one else around before getting busy. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Kind Of Food Resembles U Sexually
Strawberries! You are incredibly seductive and can tempt any hottie. Try using strawberries, and other sweet fruits as part of your seduction. Throw in a blindfold for extra pleasure. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Superman*commander Of The Justice League
This Soldier is New to Fubar… SuperMan24_12_12_83*C ommander of The Justice League*"We The Best!" Just click the Picture!! Please stop by and FAN, RATE and ADD my friend. He also needs help leveling!!! He is a terrific person and a great soldier!!! So come on FUBAR show him some love and he and I will both return the favor!!! PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubar Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Come To The Bake Sale And Buy Me!
~*~*~*~* Hey Sweetie! My Name is SeXy ViXxY ♥☠ Evil Lil' Twinkie ♥☠ Pastry Family♥ wifey of Nikki, Erin, & Kimmi~*~*~*~*~ I'm Up For Sale @ Triple Kiss Lounge's First Ever "Bake Sale" So Here's What I'm Offering My Bidders: 1. Top Spot In My Friends & Family List For 1 Month 2. SFW Salute 3. Rate ALL Your Pics 4. A Shout Out On My Page 5. A Pimp Out Bully For You 6. (IF you have One in your page) a sexy Voicemail from Me to You! 7. Status changed to focus on you 8. Name changed to Specify I am yours ****Click My Pic To Enter Triple Kiss Lounge & Hang Out With Me!!****

Bling And Bling Pack Auction Only
FUBLING ONLY AUCTION FUBLING AUCTION BEGINS 11-21-08 WILL RUN TILL 11-30-08 SEND ME A LINK TO A PICTURE YOU WANT TO USE AND WHAT YOU ARE OFFERING ENTRIES WILL BE TAKEN UNTIL 11-20-08 ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS TO BE OFFERED SO SAVE YOUR FUBUCKS.... CLICK TO SEND ALL INFO TO ME!! RULES TO THIS AUCTION: 1. ONLY BLING AND BLING PACKS OFFERED 2. NO DRAMA!!!! 3. I WILL PROMOTE THIS BULLY AND HOPE YOU WILL AS WELL 4. ONCE YOU RECEIVE A BID AND YOU WANT OUT LET ME KNOW 5. HAVE FUN!!!!!!!

Thegamee
The Game lyrics Tell me exactly what am I supposed to do? Now that I have allowed you to beat me! Do you think that we could play another game? Maybe I can win this time? I kind of like the misery you put me through. Darling, you can trust me completely. If you even try to look the other way, I think that I could kill this time. Rah! Rah! [x2] It doesn't really seem I'm getting through to you. Though I see you weeping so sweetly. I think that you might have to take another taste, a little bit of hell this time. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Is she not right? Is she insane? Will she now run for her life in the battle that ends this day? Is she not right?! Is she insane?! Will she now run for her life now that she LIED TO ME! You always wanted people to remember you. You leave your little mark on society! Don't you know your wish is coming true today? Another victim dies tonight. Rah! Rah! Lie to me! Rah! Rah! Lie to m

I Cant
I cant change what happened yesterday what I was before you entered my life what I did before I met you but the day I met you I knew that you were all I wanted all I would ever want all I could ever hope for to feel complete with you Im not asking you for anything more than to not look at my past without weighing it against what I have been to you since we met Unwaivering uncondionaly unselfishly yours and if you close the doors on me i will still love you in silence I just want you happy I want you safe I want you loved You deserve that I just wish my past had not clouded yoru view of me for if it was up to me I would haved loved to make you happy everyday for the rest of my life Im sorry for my past but I cant change it I cant change who talked to me and who I talked to like the song says they where just road signs along the way a broken road I had to travel to find you

The New World Of Non Smoking Hell
Well, it finally happened. Someone convinced me to attempt to quit smoking. I am dreading it. I have four cigarettes left. I want then to last forever, but at the same time I want to smoke them all at once. I am afraid to death of eating myself into a size massive in lieu of nicotine, so, I pick up a paint brush, but it is no use, I only want to beat things with it. Not creation by brush strokes, but destruction. It's no good. But, I will not be a pansy. That is not allowed.

Sucking Chest Wound
After having time to sit and think about the past election the only thing I can think to compare it to is this. Watching Mcain losing the election is like watching your favorite college football team losing on saturday but on this occasion you have to deal with the sting of defeat for the next four years instead of until next saturday.

Lapse.
I don't need a reason to drink anymore. It happens. Things get a little clearer for a minute, and then it all dissapears. 60 proof that I'm still alive. What did I realize last night? What grand naivety struck? Its not that true love conquers all. Its that It can't be taken away from me. You can burn me You can rob me You can rape me At least two counts of each. And I still roar in the night. I still hold the imaginary fingers of that sweet salvation, that perfumed neck tastes all the sweeter. You can have me but you can't take me. You can hate me you can hit me you can deny me. But you can't take the light that you gave me. Thank you. But you could make a good thing perfect... Just take this cold hand in yours, and smother this triage smirk of mine with your lips. I promise you nothing but my best, my worst, my every being. An eternity of the moments I live in just before a pleasant dream.

15 Month Rotation
Well it's been a adventure on this last rotation to Iraq for me. It was 14 1/2 months of hell. I was on over 150 missions and went to 14 different bases in Iraq. I was lucky not to lose any friends. Now I should be home for a year for least 12 months, but who knows. I'm glad to be home and look forward to getting back with my family and reconnect which is a big prioity in our lives. After the new year Poki and me talked about getting back into occasionally swinging every once in a while to add that spice. The biggest things on my list to do in the near future is to get back to school, see about either microsoft cetifications or business management. I do plan on starting my Digital Photography business out of my home. Hope to get Goddess Poki yahoo group with new photos and vids. My military plans got me going to Warrioir Leaders Course and hopefully go to my E-6 board. I hope to get everything going and succesful I plan to do alot more on fubar so keep watch. Later sn

Nov. 16 2008
Why must I be persecuted on this earth? I have not wronged anyone that I have not accounted for already. Why should I continue to suffer for the past. I have paid the price, yet still the agony remains.

My Two Year Fu-versary
So My Two Year Fu-versary Is Around The Corner!!! Dec. 6th!! I would Love To Have Spotlight By Then Or On That Day!! Its One Of The Things I Havn't Had!!! I Haven't Had A Happy Hour Or A Blast Yet!! Or Auto 11's!! I Have Alot Of Fu-Cherry's Still! *giggles* So Please Send FuBucks!! Rate My Pics N Stash!! Help Me Get The Spotlight Pls!! ♥SexyMel♥OwnedByUrbanSamurai4Hire♥Greeter@BabyDolls{{ThePinkLadies}}♥@ fubar

A Beautiful Passion
"A Beautiful Passion" by: Me You stare into my eyes making me feel so special like I am the only one that you can see Then you begin to touch me ever so softly sending chills down my spine making my flesh to become hot Reaching towards my ear feeling your hot breath as you whisper sweet nothings saying that you love me Slowly inching your way over to my moist lips wanting to kiss them with your soft and smooth ones You gently take my hands showing me that you truly care and pull me ever so close to your warm and loving soul Pressing your body closer towards mine making my heart to rush gasping for air Every movement you make tenses my body relaxing my mind driving me wild All I can do is think about you Sometimes it seems so surreal but in fact it is my reality I love that you are with me glad that you are mine and I want to be with you forever This is how I can tell that right now you are my love For if these things did

Gettin Over( Bitescarlett At Ya Hoo)
getting over I'd love to hit my head on the wall just to make this stop just because... should hope against faith what must i do to just get over you its been too long and still i wait stupid me stupid brain if i change who I am it doesn't mean Im done what else is there to prove what else is there to feel She already told me all the stories which you share does she know your little secret whose breathing right beside me tugging on my hair? i told you before there was something in me yet you chose to close your eyes you pushed me away decided to hide she came early morn i told you you didnt even call just to ask how she was now you live your happy life and i seem to be stuck yes i know i did my part to cause you pain but wait must she suffer the same faith? just a nudge or a hi would have been okay then again does she have to know she has a dad who was sacred enough

A Time And A Place
Insomnia at 6:30am is no fun. Even if I do have the day off tomorrow. Anything I seem to want to write is coming through in poetic formations. I'm fighting it off though. Too early for pretention. Or is it too late? I watched Kundun again tonight. Talk about beautiful injustice. The cinematography in it is amazing. And the story told is even more inspiring. It's hard to look at pain so beautifully displayed. That's probably why I've only watched Schindler's List once. And cringe at the idea of watching The Pianist. Which is funny only because I actually own the movie but can never get up the nerve to sit down and put myself through it. Which reminds me of this-->http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=3e5_1211368435 Have you seen this video I linked to of those clouds in China that appeared 30 minutes before the earthquake hit that city last year? They looked like they were made of plasma, and they were cascaded in all of the colors of the rainbow. They hovered so playful and everyo

Saturday Night Live And The Guys List
Did anyone see Saturday Night Live this weekend? Holey smokes Justin Timberlake was awesome in a skit with Beyonce about a dance video. I laughed my butt off. That was totally cute if it plays on a you-tube vid do yourself a huge favor if you need a laugh that was great. I seen Friday before I left work a snippet called, “100 things all guys should be able to do” Hmmm so I was like…ok I will bite…however that was not on the list. After reading the list I narrowed my could not do down to 4 however one I forgot about and crossed off my list was help a seizure victim which I have. So my three things were perform a Heimlich, and proper hands CPR…which are important however I think I could do them but do not want to be tested in a real life emergency situation. The rest of the list was easy well I think was easy. I will add the list on here just so you can see what makes news…weird as it seems it tested my curiosity. Didn’t that also kill a cat or something? No that was not on the list… I

Moet Makes Me Do It
1. what time is it: 2024 2. What's your full name: Patricia 3. What are you most afraid: Bugs. Anything that crawls..ewwww 4. What's the most recent movie you've seen: Madagascar 2 5. Place of birth: Singapore 6. Favourite food: Ramen 7. What's your natural hair colour: Black 8. Ever been skinny dipping: no 9. Love someone so much it made you cry: Yes 10. Ever been in a car accident: yes 11. Croutons or bacon bits: Bacon Bits 12. Favourite day of the week: Fridays 13. Favourite restaurant: Don't have any 14. Favourite Flower: Yellow rose 15. Favourite sport to watch: Rugby 16. Favourite drink: Green Tea 17. Favourite ice cream: Peppermint Choc Chip I will kill someone if they take mine 18. Warner Brothers or Disney: Disney 19. Ever been on a ship: Yes 20. What colour is your bedroom carpet: Light Brown 21. How many times did you fail your driver's test: I don't drive 22. Before this one, from whom did you get your las

Could It Be Possible?
I have decided to leave the past in the past and start anew. I have lost too much in a weeks time.I lost my aunt a week ago Sunday and my Uncle Saturday night.One would have thought that maybe a little lead way could have been given,Maybe just a little time to get over one before he takes another,but one will deal with whatever life throws at us and life goes on. Going back to the past I realized that no matter how much I may have loved it just cannot be or at least not at this time in my life.We met to soon and it just wasn't time and now it seems impossible almost like a test.Maybe in time when wounds do heal things could be.I thought they had healed and they have for the most part but still anger is there.You just can't start anything with anger or mistrust regardless of whose fault it was. So I have decided to start over and if it comes my way again I will do it right this time and it will come around again make no mistake on that for it is anamcara.I will always love him and

Words From My Heart
Love is when you miss her even before she is gone When you could listen to her talk all night and never get tired of hearing her voice When the sound of her name sends chills down your spine And when you see her smile the second you close your eyes!

No Title
My heart is merely pieces left Nothing I do is ever good enough I am reminded of my mistakes and flaws My tears are my only companion at night They faithfully are by my side til I drift off Your tones so cold with me I can only dream of one day finding the warmth of kind words from someone We all make mistakes, noone is perfect Im sorry I messed up so much Im sinking in the quicksand beneath my feet There is no way out

Nature
In her shell Author: cswandering Word count: 131 She carries her burden on her back She never had a home Her neck is long for looking back She always walked alone her eyes burn with fire Like Rubies in the sun She hides among the leaves and rocks Till the day is done The earth trembles And startled she wanders Her skin glistens in the rain She hunts in the down pour Scarred from her life, I slowly feel the pain Struggling to the curb Walks right into the street Her vision quickly blurred A stranger stopped and picked her up No fear did she show She at in the passenger seat Not knowing where they'd go She came upon a log cabin In the middle of the wood She looked up to her master and knew that this was good. She had her home and she was loved And cared for in everyway That turtle and I are alot alike I learn every single day

Feelings At The Time
Looking into the mirror Author: cswandering Word count: 89 something dark awaits you,do you dare to venture in, closing eyes were darkness lies embracing full misery...Hold a moment, feel a warmth,its possible the sun is shining...to late our eyes are closed ...waiting for the next wandering victim...He stubles belongings scattered... but can he pass the test.. the eyes begin to open ........RUN RUN...the nothing has begun.........the saddness is to much i want to give in......I cant fight.........wait I see ........the light.....to late misery has won.......CS. Wandering.

Goodbye Birchy
My day today did not get off to one of my better starts – one voice mail message from one of my football mates George which came through at 6:30 and thought I would listen to it in the car and ring from work – the time intrigued me. An SMS came through from George again – it told me that my friend Keith Birch (aka Birchy in the great aussie tradition) passed away overnight in his sleep. I got in my car and headed off to work and pondered when to call George and waited decided to wait until I got to work rather than get lost in the emotion of it all in peak hour traffic (I was really upset with myself for not seeing him again before he died and was planning to do it soon given he had just moved into the home not far from my father’s house). I got in and gave George a call – his contact at the nursing home had told him that Birchy had passed away in his sleep and finally succumbed to the bout of Emphysema that had taken a grip on him in recent years. I told him once I knew I woul

Monday
OK say what you wanna say on this blog If some one takes the time to post comments on your profile - do you think it is right or wrong to delete or deny them, regardless of what you think (as long as they are not severely distasteful)? POLITE NOTICE TO DELETERS - IF YOU DELETE MY COMMENT WHY DONT YOU JUST DELETE ME COS SOONER OR LATER I WILL MORE THAN LIKELY DELETE YOU.

Friends For Life
If youre in my fu-family please go check because this blog is for you I would do anything for all of you and I consider all of you true friends I wish I could meet in person You all mean the world to me and I love all of you

For My Self
for 25 years i hated my self and thought that iam worthless that i dont deserve any kind of happyness muchless love i push people away alot and always had a problem with making friends eiother becuse i could not talk to them or becuse i just did not want too for the first time in my life i relze its not my fult and to let it go iam going to confront my father and tell him what i think and to forgive him for never being a father just a dead beat who care more for his bike his weed or cigs or for his gf the thing i still cant do is forgive my mother that is going to be the harder she is the one who made me feel this way her and me iam the worset player in this part then even my own mother i was thinking abount it this morning how iam tire of liveing my life like this and want to make a changeiam doing baby steps the road ahead for me is not easy but anything in this life is not we all do it one way or another i ry my head off this morning and fall a sleep doing so the one person who was

Just About Me...updated..lol
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?:: JadeMiddle name?:: Like your name?:: YES!Named after anyone?:: dunno..Any nicknames?:: jandy,deded,sugar,shugzAge?:: 34Birthdate?:: August 5, 1974Birthplace?:: PhilippinesTime you were born?:: 0500Current location?:: homeHeight?:: 5ftLike your height?:: 49kgEye color?:: jet blackContacts/glasses?:: huh??lolHair color?:: blackNatural hair color?:: blackDye your hair often?:: not in 5 years nowRighty or lefty?:: rightyYour favorite...Type of music?:: rock, RnBBand or singer?:: bothTV show?:: grey's anatomy,CSIMovie?:: tears of the sun, step up 2, gladiator, braveheart,spiderman,X-men,MI,5th ElementTV channel?:: news?Radio station?:: any..Place to be?:: beach and there's no place like HOME.Thing to do?:: lots..Food?:: oriental Non alcoholic drink?:: coffee n teaAlcoholic drink?:: vodkaAnimal?:: IGUANA but don't have 1 :(Holiday?:: all of holidays..lolSeason?:: summerSport?:: love extreme but haven't tried ..Place to shop?:

Happy Birthday Bubba
Well today my brother would be 31, its hard to believe its only been a year since he died when some days its feels like just yesterday. Whats sad is i cant even remember what i bought him last year, ive thought about it all night but i just dont remember. I miss his laugh the most, his smile and though my head is filled with the horrible images from that day i always keep his smile in my heart. I would give anything just to be able to say i love you one more time, to hear another silly joke most times only he got. My heart aches knowing that everyday is just that..another day without him in it. Though i will never understand why he chose to end his life i will forever live mine remembering just how important he was in mine. 11-17-77 - 11-24-07

When You See My Face I Hope It Gives You Hell....
monday morning....i can already tell its going to be a fucked up day. work schedule 6am-3pm...got to work at 630 am. so yah i was a little pissed about being late.. then i got in trouble for having my phone out and I was FUCKING furious. well then I spent most of my fucking lunch break on hold with my gay ass insurance company. Trying to figure out when my bill was due. Then, I had a message on myspace from my lame ass exboyfriend Nick, who fucked me over hardcore..I'm not TALKING to you douche bag!!! grrrr then to top it ALL off...im sick... GOD DAMN!!!!!!! grrrrrr.....i need a cigarette and my stupid break is not until 12:30. Im fucking pissed off today... I wanna get fucked up and pass out... thats what I wanna do tonight..

The Amusing Line Of The Day :
Mr. Madison, what you've just said is one of the most insanely idiotic things I have ever heard. At no point in your rambling, incoherent response were you even close to anything that could be considered a rational thought. Everyone in this room is now dumber for having listened to it. I award you no points, and may God have mercy on your soul.

To All My Friends , Fans ,and Family
sorry i have been around for a while i do plan on makeing a come back here hopefully soon . withsome sickness in my family it has been hard . to even come on and say hi to you all. and seeing as i am helping out with the person that is ill . i also have not been look after myself as well ad have had some preety close calls and i am going thu one right now . i got on here today and looked thru my stuff and well i have not had a comment in 4 months ....that is bad because i know it is because i have not hit anyones page with luv in a while . jut know (even though i am DARKNESS) you all re still in my thoughts and my DARK heart.thank you to all my fufriends and fans and family. forever, DARK

Please Help Me Die
SEARCHIN FOR THE ANSWERS WHY DO I SUFFER SO CAN I DIE IN PEACE OR SHOULD I JUST SUICIDE OUT MY THOUGHTS ARE MY ENIMIES THEY DRIVE ME INSAIN WORRY IS NO COMFORT EITHER SICKNESS AND PAIN COME ALONG FOR THE RIDE RIDING ME TIL I BREAK JUST NEED SOME PEACE AND QUIET THE WORLD IS TO LOUD SOMETIMES WISH I COULD BLOCK IT OUT THOUGHT MY DEMONS WOULD PROTECT ME FORSAKEN IS ME AND MINE I COULD DIE TOMORROW AND WOULDN'T BE MISSED PLEASE HELP ME DIE I WANT TO SUFFER NO MORE E.N.D. IT FOR ME I BEGG OF YOU LAY ME OUT ON THE FLOOR AND LET THE FIRE CONSUME MY SOUL THE DEVIL WANTS ME ANYWAY PLEASE HELP ME DIE .

... Socializing ...
Over the coarse of time I have learned there are boundaries that the physical body could never measure. We weigh ourselves through numbers amongst what is known as 'age'. For as long as time has been accounted for, people (society) have brought themselves to a constant age old tradition. This tradition is known as ones birthday. However BIG or however little you celebrate and make aware of your birthday, there is nothing telling/revealing to you how old you truly are. Whatever your beliefs be it religiously, spiritually, or a non believer in any higher power, how broad do your horizons go amongst the universe? ...To be aware that there is one aspect of ourselves that will allow you to know how old 'you' actually are. The Soul... It transcends a deeper interpertation of our lives. It makes aware of who we are and where we've been. Basically it continuously records our on-going esperiences through within, throughout, and amongst LIFE. The life that you have lived upon this Earth,

Just Had To Do This!!
YEP!! THEY HAVE AUTO 11'S. THIS IS HOW I SEE IT, OR WHAT I DO... I START HITTING THEIR PICS (MOST HAVE SET UP EZ RATE PICS FOR THE CONVENIENCE) I WILL DO ABOUT 100, IF YOU'RE VIP IT'S NEAR TO IMPOSSIBLE TO RUN OUT OF 10'S AND HEY THAT'S 100 11'S FOR ME! IF I HEAR SOMETHING FROM THEM, I KEEP ON GOING, IF NOT I MOVE ONTO THE NEXT ONE. SO.... FOR TODAY....... (YES, IT'S TRUE) GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction@ fubar Grlskikass2 MGR. (red team) Regiment Dragon Bombers ~ Taken by ~T~@ fubar ~tat666too~@ fubar Çhrìš†öþhe® ÃKÃ Šçoo†e®R/L Owner & Master of *STGiggles*Shadow Levelers..Scooter bar M.C@ fubar ~Cherrybomb™ ~Founder of CIA~Club FAR/Team Love~The Pegasus Project~S.B.G~@ fubar ~COUGARBABY~OWNER OF COUGARBABIESDEN.COM~GRAPHIC DESIGNER@HH-FORUMS~@ fubar IF YA GOT THEM TOO, FEEL FREE TO POST IN MY BLOG. PLEASE DON'T BE RUDE IF YOU ARE NOT MENTIONED ON THIS LIST! IT IS ONLY COMPILED OF ALERTS OR WHAT I'VE SEEN BROWSING AROUND.

New Novel
To: Readers and aspiring writers. I have completed my first novel, and I am stoked. included is a excerpt, from the story. 1929, when scorching-hot-burning yellow suns light insufferably long days, before blindingly-luminous- cooling moons, wash the tortuous heat away, in shortened nights, not long enough to recover from, the excessive cruelty, exacted by the solar inferno that is mother nature’s privy, to dispense. A surreal reality exists; it is the imagined limitless excess, to a blinded few, but a very real struggle, in an almost inescapable and oppressively-grinding poverty for many.

We Will Speak For The Horses
As you approach the auction house the first thing you see are the eyes looking out through rusted caged windows. The horses get as close as they can to the air, the sunlight they know is out there, but they can’t get too close or their eyes will be impaled by the bent and rusted prongs. Still, they look out, hoping to see something familiar, someone coming to take them home. Every horse has a different story. For the horses at auction, the look in their eyes all begs the same question: what did I do to deserve this? These horses are in a dark, man-made and operated cement hell. They are poked and prodded and crammed, sometimes 50 horses, into single pens. Some horses fight, some try to stay to the side to avoid getting kicked. Some are hurt; some are mares trying to protect their foals. Others are just trying to stay on their feet so they don’t get trampled. There are tired and wounded workhorses. Colicking horses. Injured racehorses standing on three legs that still wear sweat from

Insanity Of Monday November 17th
A man and his wife were driving through a small redneck town on their way from New York to California. Looking at his fuel gauge, the man decided to stop at the next gasoline station and fill up. "What can I do for y'all?" the attendant asked. "Fill it with supreme" the man said While the attendant was filling the tank, he looked the car up, down and sideways. "What kinda car is dis here?" he asked "I never seen one like it before." "It's a brand new Cadalliac" the driver said proudly "It has power steering, power seats, power sunroof power mirrors, AM/FM radio with a CD player, an 8-speaker stereo, rack and pinion steering, disk brakes, leather interior, digital instruments, a DVD player in the dash, etc..." "Wow" said the attendant "That there's the fanciest car I ever did see" "How much do I owe you?" asked the driver when the attendant had finished "That'll be $30.25" he replied The driver pulled out his money clip and peeled off a $20 and a $10. Then he went into his p

Libra
Libra! About Your Sign... Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring. They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have

Birch
Birch tree, I see you stand all alone In a clearing, so far removed from others. You strive to belong in the woods with them, To be among your sisters and your brothers But strong roots keep holding you down to the ground, All you can do is tilt your head and flail your arms Hoping they will see your struggle, come to you, But they are attached as well, and can't abandon their realms As days and nights go by, you hear them whisper in the wind. You want to share your dreams at night, and celebrate beginnings of each day; But distance is too big, and they can't hear; You look at them with tired eyes, and quietly wonder what they say The day is coming to an end, The clearing and the forest stand in the dark Your green head is tilted down, you feel defeat, And clear bitter sap is running down your bark. You fall asleep and see the dreams Of standing in the woods, with theirs your branches intertwine. You feel the wind caress your leaves, And bring your soul a l

Just My Luck
I ended up with an older woman at a club last night. She looked pretty good for a 60-year-old. In fact, she wasn't too bad at all, and I found myself thinking that she probably had a really hot daughter. We drank a bit, and we had a bit of a snuggle, and she asked if I ever had a 'Sportsman's Double?' 'What's that?' I asked. 'It's a mother and daughter threesome,' she said. 'Oh...' I said as my mind began to embrace the idea, 'No, I haven't.' And I wondered what this daughter of hers might look like. We drank a bit more, then she says with a wink that tonight was 'my lucky night. I went back to her place. We walked in. She put on the hall light and shouted upstairs: 'Mom, you still awake'

Peter & The Elephant
In 1986, Peter Davies was on holiday in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University . On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Peter approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee, inspected the elephant's foot, and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Peter worked the wood out with his knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Peter stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Peter never forgot that elephant or the events of that day. Twenty years later, Peter was walking through the Chicago Zoo with his teenaged son. As they approached the elephant enclosure, one of the creatures t

Send In The Clowns.......or Not !
Some people dread circus clowns. After all clowns dress in vagabond clothing, hide behind a mask that is not quite a mask, squirt water in your face, and generally create havoc. They're sort of absurd gangsters in a way, pulling off the ultimate drive by taunting. I LOVE circus clowns. Sad clowns, Happy clowns, it doesn't matter. In fact, my favourite act in any circus is when all those clowns come tumbling out of a little red car. Now, that's a tough gig!!! My life has been a bit of a circus at times, and it's had it's fair share of clown acts; class clowns, hospital clowns, neighbourhood clowns, cyber clowns, you name it clowns. I was never sure how many freaks in colourful disguises were going to show up in a little red car. After all, you open the door to your world, and in pops one clown, who opens the door for another, who opens the door for another, until suddenly there they are spilling into your scene, crashing around you with their best slapstick routine. CH

Windows
I have a house- my windows are barred, nailed shut Occasional light seeps through, and makes you wonder What hides inside, but I won't open up Don't try and pry, the iron nails are strong To hold the curious afar But wonderment is even stronger You lean in to try and bend that bar You put your ear and listen to the sounds And left to ponder what those moving shadows are And where the light you see is coming from And whats hidden behind it all But after all those tries, you looked around And found a lock: it was unlocked all along You opened windows wide and found the place completely dark and vacant My eyes, the windows to my soul

Trailer Love
I really thought that you did love me That day you clocked me in da face. You said my fried up chili chitlins Turned out to be a pure disgrace I thought you were, like, all romantic When you unloaded in my hair. You've left me feeling sad and frantic, Your crusted jizz is still in there. I really loved the way you touched me With your size 13 army boot, The way we shared together needles Was just so ultimately cute I thought you were the one and only, You even had my email addy I want you livin in my trailer And be my 16th baby daddy But now my life is done and over You've turned it into livin hell The day you told me that youve knocked up That ugly skank from Taco Bell

My Arms
My arms weigh a fraction of my body but I feel they are my strongest part. They hold your hands in the evening and continue to do so, in the dark. They feel your body, your hair.. the small things breath cannot explain It holds my heart in my hand and yours too, to take away your pain Weathered and torn, marked with colors and scars my arms carry these hands, touching that which is real feeling all that can feel They hold on to whats dear My body may weigh much more but without it, my arms have nothing to fear They hold on to you

New Life
well lets see I am finally free i guess you could say. It does hurt to loose that one person in the world that you thought you could never live without. But for me I know I will be better I have had to fight my whole life and i will not give up now cause my lil girl depends on mommy to be stong so I am moving starting a new life with me and her hope you all have a great week

Fubar Stress
How Many Of Us Come To Fubar To Escape It All??? How Many Of Us Come Here For The Drama??? How Many Of Us Get Online Just To See ow Many Folks We Can Make Mad Today??? Should Fubar Be A Stressful Or Stress Free Environment??? Personally I come here as often as I can to escape the real life drama and to see the long distance friends that I have made and that I enjoy talking to... I don't get on here to build up more unnecessary stress... I love all my new found friends and I look forward to chatting and laughing and getting and giving advice every so often... Those of you who are only here for the wrong reasons need to really think why you are here in the first place... If someone made your day bad this should be your escape to make it go away for a while until you are calm enough to deal with it rationally... We are all adults not teenage kids acting out for attention... Is there anyway that we can stop the virtual stress before it rips Fubar apart??? I enjoy meeting new people and b

Sorta A Roster,recruiting
Are you new to Fubar?Feel Like a Point Whore?Then we want you.Obcessed with Leveling are you?So are we,I'll Show you how.Don't be shy?Do you have The Stamina & Strength of the Mighty Wolf ?Is The Wolf your Spirit Guide?Or The Mighty Grizzly,Or Cougar or Perhaps The Stealth of The Black Panther? If so Please Send Friend Request,to myself & my Rogue's

Something She Left For A Friend Of Mine
November 14, 2008 @ 8:54 am A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your 'beer/Pepsi drawer' with her foot! A simple friend has never seen you cry. A real friend's shoulder is soggy from your tears... A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it! A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

My Husband
you know i don't get it any more i think this is the last thing i could ever see again, you know i could not believe that my husband wanted to sleep in my son's room and get this and he says he don't want to sleep with me and you know why he said that because i have some kind of dease well guess what hell that is not funny and i am just tired of the crap, i guess i just minds as well as die and hell with everyone and i know that no one really cares so why be on this earth any ways.

My 1st Auction Hosted
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A Reminder
As alot of you know I am involved with alot of charity work. I am putting together my christmas charity drive now and have been soliciting the donations pretty heavy. Tonight I went to pick up a computer that a family was donating to the drive from a nearby town. As I was talking to the lady her daughter came out of her bedroom carrying two plastic grocery bags full of toys. She handed them to me and said "I want you to give these to another kid that can use them".."for christmas". I looked at her mom who gave me a nod and I crouched down to take the bags from her. I asked her "how old are you"? She said "im 7" and showed me that many on her fingers. then she said "I will be 8 on Dec 15th" I almost cried. That episode reminded me of why I do this stuff. Its a tough year this year for a lot of families, more than normal. If you have it, give it. Someone will be glad you did and the feeling is unforgettable. happy holidays

Wtf!?!?!
I don't understand the point of having the whole rating system on here. You people get retarded pissed off when people give you less than a 10... and auto 11's. What a joke. The point is to be honest or at least do what I do and just not rate the person(which I only do because so many of you cry about it). I see some incredibly grotesque hos up in here with ratings OVER 10... wtf? Are you guys so horny that you will give a girl an 11 just because she shows a little leg that makes me... well... throw up in my mouth a little bit. I just think that so much about this site is fake/lame. And before you ask me why I'm still here then. Well, I do know a couple decent people on here. I just don't understand the rest of you crazy &^

Kiss Off I Guess
Ok well here is the thing again..... I posted my pics for my pleasure and pleasure of others. If you do not like them, then please do not look at them. It is that simple. Oh and yes someone's man did comment on them so check yourself. So if they were good enough for him then well I don't know what else to say. Will I post anymore? Nah I don't think so. Am I a whore in real life? No I am not. Just proud of the way I look. Because honey I am not embarressed to be myself and to show some skin. Now regardless of how "LOW" it seems. I could post some real skanky ones, like me having sex with someone. Was thinking of that? Maybe a certain someone is just pissed because he got dissed. Oh well, I don't like country music all that much. I say it in my profile. Read it again. Don't be surprised next time. So OMG!!!!! Get a life and get out of mine. Bitch mode is on. HAHAHA. I am so bad. Now don't get any ideas, but just wanted to say something to get it off my chest. Drama in the Fu tonigh

The Twelfth Card By Jeffery Deaver
Plot Summary: Lincoln Rhyme, Deaver's popular paraplegic detective, returns (after The Vanished Man) in a robust thriller that demonstrates Deaver's unflagging ability to entertain. But even great entertainers have high and lows, and this novel, while steadily absorbing, doesn't match the author's best. Geneva Settle, who's 16 and black, is attacked in a Manhattan library while researching an ancestor, a former slave who harbored a serious secret (not revealed until book's end). Amelia Sachs, Rhyme's lover/assistant, and then Rhyme are pulled into the case, which quickly turns bloody. After Geneva are a lethally cool white hit man and a black ex-con—but even when they're identified, their motive remains unclear: why does someone want this feisty, hardworking Harlem schoolgirl dead? To find out, Rhyme primarily relies, as usual, on his and Sachs's strength, forensic analysis; the book's tour de force opening sequence consists mostly of a lengthy depiction of their painstaking dissection

Oral Love
I lay beside him wondering, Does he want to? Not asking, Raising up Going down. Taking him By surprise. Caught, completely off guard. I gripped him tight. Stroked him as I Gently sucked his balls. Readying my mouth to Hold him. Teasing, The skin between his Balls and tight ass. He moaned. I knew he liked that. My fingers stay, teasing….. I raised up, my mouth over his Head, Licking it. Swirling my tongue Around The head of his rock hard cock. Kissing, licking, Playfully taking a little at a time. He thrusts, I rub his belly, Relaxing him back down on the bed. He watched me Fully engulfing him. The air fills with Moans, His and mine. He thrusts constantly, I take it. He grabs hair, I like it. We are in sync, Me sucking, Him fucking My mouth. Balls tighten, body shaking, Still in contact with my throat, He feels me Swallow. I lick him clean. I raise up Kissing his dick, Laying my head on the Pillow. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All

Whisper
Slowly she takes my Hand and leads it to her Wetness. She lowers her Head into my Shoulder, sighing. Anxiously awaiting The parting of her lips. I raise her head and Kiss her Intently. Loving the look of Innocence on her face. She smiles and Gazes into my eyes. I feel her heat On my fingers As I toy with her. Making her want more. Her mouth Slightly opens As she softly moans. Whispering, Take me. © 2007, Kristin E. Porter. All rights reserved. No republication of this material, in any form or medium, is permitted without express permission of the author.

Should I Date Her...
OK HERE IS A LIL, NO A LOT ABOUT WHAT’S GOIN ON… I HAVE KNOWN THIS WOMAN 4 ABOUT 3 OR 4 YEARS NOW… SHE IS A NON DRINKIN, SMOKE FREE CHURCH GOIN WOMAN, THAT KNOWS THAT I SMOKE N DRINK BUT I JUST DON’T DO IT AROUND HER… WE HAVE EVEN DATED N DA PASS, FO A MIN… N YES WE GOT DOWN, BUT ONLY WHEN WE CALLED R SELF DATIN OVER 2 YEARS AGO… O, N SHE HAS A SMART MOUTH 16 YEAR OLD DAUGHTER THAT SHE LETS DO WHATEVER SHE WANTS N REALLY GETS UNDER MY SKIN AT TIMES… NOW WHAT I WANT TO KNOW IS, SHOULD I CLEAN UP MY LIFE FROM MOST OF DA DRINKIN N ALMOST NO SMOKIN LOL... AND LEAVE ALL THESE WOMEN AND ALL THESE NO GOOD ASZ GIRLS (WOMEN) ONLINE ALONE… PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ANYTHING U LIKE BEFORE ANSWERIN... OR JUST REPLY TO SHARE YOUR THOUGHTS... YO BRO: BORED, LOST N LONELY THEN A MO-FO...

[the Soup Of 999 Deaths]
I am not a vegetarian, nor am I an experienced vegetarian cook *hides his various cookbooks with entire sections dedicated to the subject* This is the placeholder for the working prototype of the vegetarian alternative to "The soup of 1000 deaths" I REFUSE to just strip it of its meatses and declare it done, or dumb it down to a simple cream of mushroom. Pot A) 2 cups (sliced not diced) shitake mushrooms simmered in about 2 cups veggie broth Pot B) saute' 1/2 bulb fennel or 1/2 white onion (preference) in 2 tbs butter. Medallion and dredge 3 stalks of fennel or 1 leek in panko. Pot C) fry the dredged crunchy veggies, retrieve and cool when gbd Pot D) (and you should probably do this step ahead) boil 1 cup of dry split broad beans Combine A and B, add about 1 heavy handful of shaved parmesan, and 1/8th-1/4th pint of heavy cream,mind color texture. Top with beans, sprigs of fennel and the crunchies See prior serving options along with using the soup to top diced tubers or hard squash of

Wrong!!!!!
"WRONG" YOU THINK YOU GOT ME YOU THINK IM DONE YOU THINK ITS OVER YOU THINK YOU WON YOUR AS STUPID AS YOU LOOK YOUR AS STUPID AS THEY COME WHEN IT COMES TO SMARTS HONEY YOU HAVE NONE YOU LIKE PLAYING GAMES YOU LIKE BEING DUMB YOU LIKE CAUSING PAIN BUT SWEETHEART IM NUMB HOW ASHAMED ARE YOU REALLY HOW SINFUL CAN YOU BE YOU LOOK KINDA SILLY YOU LOOK IGNORANT TO ME SO YOU CAN THINK YOU GOT ME BUT IT WONT LAST LONG CAUSE WHEN I GET THERE YOULL ADMIT YOUR WRONG.

"go Ahead And Leave"
"GO AHEAD AND LEAVE" GO AHEAD AND LEAVE BAN ME FROM YOUR LIFE MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU'VE ALREADY THOUGHT TWICE YOU THINK YOU DONT NEED ME I KNOW I DONT NEED YOU BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK AND STILL HAVE NO CLUE GO AHEAD AND LEAVE IVE TOLD YOU GOODBYE IM GUESSING YOUR WAITING FOR MY CONTENTFUL SIGH GUESSING BY YOUR FACE YOUR STILL CONFUSED YOUR PLAYFUL ANTICTS ARE LEAVNG YOU AMUSED GO AHEAD AND LEAVE AND SEE IF I CARE DONT APOLOGIZE NOW DONT EVEN DARE FEELING REALLY STUPID YEAH YOU DESERVE THAT GO AHEAD AND LEAVE AND DONT COME BACK

Revitalizing The American Infrastructure
Revitalizing the American Infrastructure America is aging and in danger of passing its prime through an Infrastructure no longer able to sustain the speed of which our society and our technology are growing. Bridges crumbling, levees failing, communications beginning to lag behind, the need for efficient and clean energy distribution networks and a dependence, an addiction to foreign fuel, all contribute to an increasingly dangerous combination of factors which ultimately result in a National Security crisis. By harnessing the potential of Hemp, both as energy and a means to raise revenue, the United States has the ability to ensure domestic continuity while creating the potential of millions of jobs. There are two primary issues to be considered when discussing the portion of the National “Hemp Tax” dedicated to Infrastructure upgrades and repairs. The first is to supplant fossil fuels as the primary transportation fuel in the United States with CNG and bio-based fuel produce

Choose. [nsfw, Pot Related Content Below]
I'm a smoker. No, not the tar and nicotine type of smoker. I'm a marijauna consumer. I love the feel of a nice bud of sticky rolling between my fingers as I prepare it for the bowl. I love the sweet/stale taste it leaves in my mouth. I love tooling on down 8 mile road to Nevada and chiefing on Paul Wall & his fully packed WoodGrain. I love rolling a blunt up amongst friends and getting toasty together. But I mostly love waking up before no one else, turning on my computer and fiddlng around with my various social networking pages and blowing back on my big hitter. That's how I come up with most of my funky ideas for backgrounds. Or write blogs like this. ;] I'm a morning smoker. If I had to choose one time to smoke and then I couldn't smoke any other time at all during the day, it would be in the morning.

Dancing Can Make You Money
Good Morning, and how goes it in the world of milk and honey? Yeah some get the honey and some the milk and sometimes the milk is wonderful and sometimes it is sour. The Honey is sweet but brings pain…Wow…I am somewhat sappy today. I needed to write to someone who had a loss this last weekend it is never easy and it normally effects all who know that person…unless one would have a cold black heart and I don’t… so let’s cheer this message up so we don’t have a bunch of people standing out on a ledge… I seen this little blurb on MSN of Coping…Five ways to cope if your folks move in…Funny thing is a guy at work asked me if I wanted his Mother-In-Law…I was like..oh what a Thoughtful gift, thank you Mike. However he reconsidered when I asked for a Million Dollars in rent up front. Not that the price was too high, he just didn’t have it on himself. Talking about quick money I also heard of a small town who had to pay a woman to stay away from their town dance hall…This is too funny, M

Away From You
The more I am away from you, The more I want you here. The more I do without your love, The more I want you near. I know that it makes little sense To want what's not around, But there's just one true love for me And that's the one I've found. We've gone through all the weather maps, The sunshine and the rain, But I would take a sea of storms To be with you again.

.........so I Like A Boy.... Well More Than Like....
omg so theres this AMAZING boy (MAN) and he is SOOOO hot... he has BLUE eyes, and the BEST SMILE on earth and this KILLER laugh, and he would do the MC hammer dance to make me smile even tho it makes him look like he's crazy... and he will sit there on the phone with me and not say a word listening to my son and me singing songs and telling each other HORRIBLY bad jokes and he'll tell me a million times a day how much he loves me. He will do ANYTHING to see me smile, to know that in some way he made my day better... He is SUCH a sweetie... EVERYONE that meets him falls in love with him... and it's the easiest thing to do.... BUT there is that WHOLE other side... the SOLDIER side... where he carries a BIG gun and he KNOWS how to use it, and he fights so HARD everyday to come home to me and our sons... freaking HOT!! lol i LOVE my MAN he is SO PERFECT the perfect mix of STRONG, GENTLE, BRAVE, WEAK, PASSIONATE, AUTHORATIVE & kind of a BAD BOY which is SOO HOT so this song is for him.... c

"never Enough"
My legs are weary But I still walk My hands are sore and broken But I still clutch My heart is treated But I still love My cup is empty But I still pour All I ever wanna be All I ever needed to be Was whatever you wanted me to But you took that from me Yeah I was never enough for you I should have known I should have known I was never enough for you Don't waste my time I lost the feeling But I still touch I stopped believing But I still trust All these questions Ask me why I'll just close my eyes (MY EYES!!!) Always people asking why I'll just wave goodbye (GOODBYE!!!) Time Pushing forward I'm sick and tired Need a little shelter Drag the glass across my eyes Cut me open Cut me wide Screaming for the winner (JUST TO THE WINNER) "Never Enough" - Mudvayne

True Friends On Fubar...
I AM GOING THROUGH SOME STUFF RIGHT NOW AND YOU KNOW IT IS SOOOOOOO HARD 2 FIND YOUR TRUE FRIEND I GAVE SOMEONE ONE HERE MY # AND I AM NOT SAYING NAMES THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND DID THEY BOTHER 2 CALL 2 SEE IF I WAS OK NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HMMMMMMMMMMM.....WHO IS MY TRUE FRIEND..SORRY BUT I THOUGHT THAT THIS WAS A FRIENDS SIGHT NOT JUST GETTING POINTS...I DONT KNOW I AM VENTING SO ANYWAYS HAVE A GOOD DAY MY FRIEND CAUSE I WOULD HAVE CALLE YOU 2 SEE IF YOU WERE OK....=)

My Pics
My NSFW pics can be viewed but you have to help me out, Bling paks, VIP, or Blast please. More pics to come. I am trying to level up but being nice and leaving my pics veiwable by public hasn't worked so I had to resort to this. So help a fello fu friend out, show me some luv and I will gladly grant u the pleasure of seeing my pics, Thank You

Respect For The Chemicaly Unbalanced
In a once harmonics state, in a very open and free era. Where people were just people, where it was just being and existing and living. It was all about the thinig called "life". To not be numb, to actually feel alive. To know the the pains , the panics, the warm fuzzies. To be able to have all that emotion and feel it, with the knowledge to acknowledge sadness,anger, happiness,and thre big let downs in life and most importantly accept them as life. Everything exists from coexisting with out one the other could not be. With that wisdon you did what made you happy, not what was acceptable and most profitable.To be in perfect sync,to be a harmonic being!! All the icons of the "60's free love era" the great ones Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison,Jimi Hendrix and the list could go on were all chemicaly dependent in someway. Frybabies,potheads,and alcholics,etc.They were also real they were who they wanted to be ,just people. Being musically ,poeticaly and exceptionally talented was th

Booty Call Application
Directions...copy and paste this in a private message. Name: ___________________ Age: ____________________ Phone: (____) ____________ Occupation: ____________________ Height______ Weight______ Married(Y/N) __ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ Sexual Orientation: __________ How often do u wanna have sex ?(check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last? (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ all nite___ Do u like Giving oral ? (Y/N)___ What could you do for me that no one else could?: Which do u prefer? (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do? (place "X" in all appropriate boxes) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ List three positions u like: 1. 2. 3. What is your preferred pace? (place "X" in appropriate spaces) Slow__ Fast__ Ver

The End 11/18/2008
So the end of my fubar page will be 11/18/2008 i will be deleateing it..If u want to leave any final comments or asking me to keep it.. you have just a few days left! Nice meeting you all and have fun fuing it up! Dont take it personal nothing to do with any of u.. Who ever wants my fubucks let me konw and ill split then equily as possiable! or if u have a better way for me to split them msg me! lovins and im out!

The Fate Of The Moth.
Like a moth to a flame, I'm drawn to you. Ripped from the darkness. Dragged into the light. Engulfed in your ephemeral glow. I flutter and fluster. Wrapping myself around you. Alighting upon you. I recognize my fate. Scorched in your effluent radiance. Burned by my own desire. Death in your luminous arms.

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone - gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

I'm Going To Be Featured On "naughty Newbies"!!
Hey Ya'all...Emma Cummings(The Pornstar) Sent me a Thingee the other day about being "Rude Girl of the Week" for Fridays "Naughty Newbies" show and I'd really LOVE For all my Fans and Friends to Tune in and Check it out.It's On Friday Nov 21 at 7:00 PM so PLEASE Be sure and Come check it out. MUAHS!! Thats at W W W DOT RUDE DOT COM If you Missed it be sure and check it out in the RUDE Archived shows for "Naughty Newbies" Friday November 21st.It was a Real good show..TY To those who Came to see it!!

Atlantic City
Well, they blew up the chicken man in philly last night Now, they blew up his house, too Down on the boardwalk they're gettin' ready for a fight Gonna see what them racket boys can do Now, there's trouble bustin' in from outta state And the d.a. can't get no relief Gonna be a rumble out on the promenade And the gamblin' commission's hangin' on by the skin of his teeth Well now, ev'rything dies, baby, that's a fact But maybe ev'rything that dies someday comes back Put your makeup on, fix your hair up pretty And meet me tonight in atlantic city Well, i got a job and tried to put my money away But i got debts that no honest man can pay So i drew what i had from the central trust [ Bruce Springsteen Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] And i bought us two tickets on that coast city bus Now, baby, ev'rything dies, honey, that's a fact... Now our luck may have died and our love may be cold But with you forever i'll stay We're goin' out where the sand's turn

Naughty
Her hands were shaking as she held them above her swollen sex Closing her eyes she pictured him in her mind Pushing her down on her lovely knees Holding his manhood in his strong, large hand Demanding her obedience as he held it above her face She ran her slender fingers expertly over her pink flesh Watching in her mind as he began to stroke his cock Long, smooth, controlled strokes So close to her mouth she could feel the heat The manly scent that was only his strong in the air She drove her fingers deep within herself Pushing when and where they needed to be pushed Oblivious to the world around her Reaching with one hand for her erect nipple Not so gently pulling on it and then the other He instructs her to stroke his shaft With one hand she cups his aching balls Grasping firmly the skin on his sack Pulling, stretching the skin taunt All the while pulling, stretching, piercing her own No words now He grabs two handfuls of her hair Pushing her down onto t

Breathing You
When I saw you again, ...my eyes became blind and I could see only you standing before me. Millions of thoughts ricocheted around my brain but I couldn't speak ...my heart ceased beating but my blood ran hot. The air became still so I stopped breathing it, All I could do was come to your waiting arms...lungs burning, tightening... As soon as we embraced... I began breathing... ...breathing you... ...breathing you in. And was alive again...

Under My Thumb
Women think I'm tasty, but they're always tryin' to waste me And make me burn the candle right down, But baby, baby, I don't need no jewels in my crown. 'Cause all you women is low down gamblers, Cheatin' like I don't know how, But baby, baby, there's fever in the funk house now. This low down bitchin' got my poor feet a itchin', You know you know the duece is still wild. Baby, I can't stay, you got to roll me And call me the tumblin' dice. Always in a hurry, I never stop to worry, Don't you see the time flashin' by. Honey, got no money, I'm all sixes and sevens and nines. Say now, baby, I'm the rank outsider, You can be my partner in crime. But baby, I can't stay, You got to roll me and call me the tumblin', Roll me and call me the tumblin' dice. Oh, my, my, my, I'm the lone crap shooter, Playin' the field ev'ry night. Baby, can't stay, You got to roll me and call me the tumblin' dice, (Call me the tumblin') Got to roll me, Got

Do You Know Jane N.doe
Do you know this woman Jªne_N.Ðº³@ fubar Cause if you don't then you defiantly want to know her if you already know her then go and give her some rates Shes a great woman and a wonderful fubarian So what are you waiting for RATE,FAN,ADD her or just rate her like you've never rated before.

Doctor's Visit
There's the case of young Nellie MaGrew, Who suffered the symptoms of flu, So she wanted to talk To her friendly old doc, Who always knew just what to do. He described what he'd do in detail, And then pretty young Nellie grew pale. To be played with down there Gave this patient a scare, And what if the treatment would fail. But considering all of the facts She wondered if she could relax. The doc said, "Don't linger, I've warmed up my finger, And I know about contours and cracks." Young Nellie, a virginal maid, Had never been fondled nor laid. Closing tight her blue eyes She spread open her thighs As her fears began slowly to fade. She felt a soft gentle caress As Doc Shelly reached under her dress. When he hit the right spot Our sweet Nellie got hot, And at this point she couldn't care less. She felt she was high like on coke, Then it seemed that her

Help Me Out!
Vote for me..http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=852029&albumid=1331562&i=4049156343&idx=1 cowboy owner of sexual pleasure fubar user #2229600 needs 10k in comments rates count as 1 comment to win a bling pack.... http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=852029&albumid=1331562&i=4049156343&idx=1

Her Pet
I would rather be her pet than just yours. I would rather be her pet than nothing at all to her. I would rather be her pet her then all of you. I would rather be her pet and hold your smiles in my heart cause she really loves me. I would rather be her pet, then lost with you. I would want all these things from you but you can't follow through. I am safe with her, with you I am nothing.

Owning Fubar Members Is It Just A Fun Game... Maybe/maybe Not
Preface; This is just my opinion not to be mistaken on whether I think a person is good or bad on whether they like the game or not. I assure you that I respect the opinions and reasons on both sides. Please keep this in mind if you comment on this blog. I welcome intelligent dialog even if it does not agree with my stated position. I do ask that you consider the points that I raise and evaluate them on their merit and honestly look at the total opinion even if it makes you uncomfortable with your current view of real life. Now that I have said all of that I will tell you that if you feel you must belittle my opinion without offering a intelligent counter argument to the points I propose I can handle that as well. I do understand that some people need to belittle others opinions to make themselves feel better than or more intelligent than other people to function in their lives. I have found that it usually comes from a lack of self confidence in their own opinions. I can respect th

Solitary Search
Through the years of all the miles driven, always alone, never finding a companion Searching through the darkness that's this heart Empty, except for one, one who can't be found Through the darkness of solitude, all alone A light burns dimly ahead Approaching closer, the light is a key A key to what, no one knows for sure Might it be a soul, or a heart No one knows for sure until the end is reached Coming closer to the journey's end Still alone in this wilderness A sight for sore eyes Awaits at the other end Approaching closer, the site changes To an apparition of desire Asking to speak, she speaks, but says her name will remain a mystery Escaping from certain doom, asking why no name She says, there is no one worthy Not a soul on this barren Earth worthy of her affection This lonely soul is damned to walk alone Never knowing the meaning of true love All alone down the highways like the Gypsy I've become.

Is Mine Not Yours
Think its time we got this straight Sit and talk face to face There is no way you could mistake Him for your man are you insane But see I know that you may be Just a bit jealous of me But your blind if you can't see That his love is all in me See I tried to hesitate I didn't want to say what he told me He said without me he couldn't make it Through the day, Aint that a shame But maybe you misunderstood Cause I can't see how he could Wanna change something thats so good All my love was all it took (The boy is mine) You need to give it up Had about enough (Enough) Its not hard to see The boy is mine (Boy is mine) I'm sorry that you (Sorry that you) Seem to be confused (Confused) He belongs to me The boy is mine Must you do the things you do You keep on acting like a fool You need to know its me not you And if you didn't know it's cause it's trueI think that you should realize And try to understand why He is apart of my life I know its killing you inside

Moms Bday Card
Sitting here waiting for the right words to come my way; To wish my mother a special Birthday. I know I don't show it much but I do love you a whole bunch. Remember even when I don't call you are on my mind through it all When you read this you will finally realize that its not in the words spoken where I show my love; It is in the actions taken way beyond and above. I love you mommy always and forever and deep in my heart you will leave me never. Love Val Copyright November 2008

Top Friends And Family List
Hey to all my friend here in FuLand, I have made some change to my top friends and family list. Will all notice who is been list in my top friends and family list there are for good if you would like to make top friend or family list i'm looking for some help level up to my next level or rating of all my pic and stash will also give you a perement spot in my top friends and family list or i'll will give any up to 50,000 fubucks for the rating it will be your choice on what you would like just leave me a private messege and i'll will take care of making it happen and i will also return the same thing to everyone that help me out would really like to be making to the next level. If is possible i would be willing to get some a auto 11 if i have the fund free to do so i'm just looking for some help there is a lot of awsome people here in fubar land that i have help level and would like to see the same thing like i said before i will return the some for all and any that help me move

For What It's Worth ...
Zogby Poll 512 Obama Voters 11/13/08-11/15/08 MOE 4.4 points 97.1% High School Graduate or higher, 55% College Graduates Results to 12 simple Multiple Choice Questions 57.4% could NOT correctly say which party controls congress (50/50 shot just by guessing) 81.8% could NOT correctly say Joe Biden quit a previous campaign because of plagiarism (25% chance by guessing) 82.6% could NOT correctly say that Barack Obama won his first election by getting opponents kicked off the ballot (25% chance by guessing) 88.4% could NOT correctly say that Obama said his policies would likely bankrupt the coal industry and make energy rates skyrocket (25% chance by guessing) 56.1% could NOT correctly say Obama started his political career at the home of two former members of the Weather Underground (25% chance by guessing). And yet..... Only 13.7% failed to identify Sarah Palin as the person on which their party spent $150,000 in clothes Only 6.2% failed to identify Palin

Rateing Back
am sick and tird of rate people and not getting anything back. I rate and rate and rate people and hardly geting anything back. I bet ther are maybe 4 people who rate me. Crystal, Laurie St3ph4ni3 and know who are but that rae i get that. What do I have to get rates? What pay my friends to rate me? realy be nice if site there and rate u more then couble pic be nice if u can rate me back

What Goto Do For Rates?
do have to pay u for rateing me? DO have give gift for rating me? Do have coment u for rateing me Do have to give u sault for rateing me? Do give my status fro rateing me? Tell what do have to for rates?

Random Thoughts
She sat alone in her little bathroom. Such a strange place for one to retreat to, but she did not care. It was her private place. Somewhere for her to be her true self without regret. On most occasions she held her ever faithful scissors in her hand, contemplating what to do. She could either ignore what she's feeling and continue wearing her mask of fake smiles and happiness. Or she could make it all go away, even for just awhile would be such a relief. Ignoring the fact that her inner sorrow will remain, she takes the second choice. Tears crept down her cheeks, because she knew this would only cause more trouble. But why should she care? No one truly cared for her and if they did, she couldn't believe them. How could she when she has been treated like shit for too long? ----------------------------- I'm tired of saying SORRY! Even when I did nothing wrong, I still say it. No matter how exhausted I am of the word, I continue to say it. Even to those who don't deserve it. It's ju

For My Best Friend
Where has all the time gone? In January it will be 3 years since you moved here to Michigan. We are so much alike and different at the same time. Where one of us is weak, the other is strong and vice versa. The upcoming months are hard for both of us, but we will make it through. Life has made it so we don't get much "girl" time, but always know I am here and always will be. I was listening to music and this song came on and the first thing I thought of was you... *runs before I get slapped*

Heartbroken Snuggles Makes For Bad Combo
i'm not to sure why i put my heart out there and all it ever get's back it hurt and pain....It get's stompped on stabbed crushed and put in a blender then handed back with out regard i;m sick of it so in other word's I'M DONE DONE DONE....i no longer will be so eagger to start feeling for someone on a computer even if your a sweet talker...to me that just mean's your nothing more then a player or a heartbraker and if that's what you really are you need to remove yourselfs from my list....if you aren't stay put and get to know me i'm good person with a big heart...and if you deside i'm not for you be A MAN ABOUT IT AND TELL ME STRIGHT UP.....i'm not as heartless as some judge me to be

35 Secrets. (stolen From Crystal =])
Be honest no matter what! [ZERO] Who was your last text from? My friend Jason [ONE] Where was your default pic taken? in the same place I am right now [TWO] Do you love the last person you kissed? Yes.. my momma! [THREE] Your relationship status? ummmmmmmm [FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend? yes [FIVE]What is your current mood? tired [SIX] What's your brother's name? don't have any siblings [SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)? PINK [EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now? Chicago [NINE] Have you ever been in trouble with the cops? A couple times, nothing big though. [TEN] Ever had a near death experience? yup [ELEVEN] Something you do a lot? b!tch lmao [TWELVE] Angry at anyone? eh, not really [THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the one you love? don't have the money to go.. :( [FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried? couple days ago [FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for??? yes. ar

Advice On Women
My dad's taste in women seemed to be on the large side. Now my mother, she was medium size, but my dad's ex-wife, ginormous, about 300 pounds back in the 70's, and about 400 before she died in 2004. I remember being a teen and riding with him in the work truck, whenever he'd pass a large woman, he would toot the horn and yell 40's version of saucy banter, like "hey good looking what ya got cookin'?" I'd be embarrassed and he would say "What's wrong Johnny, don't ya know fat women need love too?" If he saw a particularly fetching big girl he would tsk tsk disappointingly and say "all that meat.. and no potatoes.." My favorite was his advice on women he gave me when I was about 15, he said "Son get you a fat woman. That way you'll have heat in the winter, shade in the summer, and when it rains you can hide under her skirt and stay dry". :D

Life.
Its not often I get a read so clear after being so out of sync. My destination is clear, the path invisible. Holding my breath for the perfect one the only one. Because my heart was never my own to possess. I certainly cast that word out carelessly these days when I know the implications to be impossible. Perfect enough, if even for a moment one chance, maybe three. I'm confident its all I really need. Can you forgive me if I stink of ash and the sea? It was a long road back to me. Can you forgive me if the first thing I say in my saturday's best is "god what I'd give to taste your neck" I'm ashamed to admit I have dreams about it pulled softly in my lips. Obviously not ashamed enough to repent. Just as I'm ashamed to want you, not need you. Perhaps some day you would want to be my life, for now I'll settle for you being my dream.

The Good Bye
The Good Bye I sit in a dark alleyWith a bottle of jackAnd a glassI drink the night awayAs I tell you my sorrows and express my guiltBut I never meant to harm you in anywaySo I guess this is goodbye for youDon't look back on meI will play the cruel one this timeI guess we can't always make things rightMaybe we're not made for each otherOr maybe we wereBut I'll finish this bottleAnd in the shadows I will fadeI hear you callingBut I won't go backNo that's a cowards path Ashley V, Lindsay

Christmas For Soldiers!!
A Great Idea!!! When you are making out your Christmas card list this year, please include the following: A Recovering American Soldier c/o Walter Reed Army Medical Center 6900 Georgia Avenue,NW Washington , D.C. 20307-5001 Please pass it on.

God ~ Country ~ Honor
I just wanted to get the day over with and go down to Smokey's for a few cold ones. Sneaking a look at my watch, I saw the time, 16:55. Five minutes to go before the cemetery gates are closed for the day. Full dress was hot in the August sun. Oklahoma summertime was as bad as ever -- the heat and humidity at the same level -- both too high. I saw the car pull into the drive, '69 or '70 model Cadillac Deville, looked factory-new. It pulled into the parking lot at a snail's pace .. An old woman got out so slow I thought she was paralyzed. She had a cane and a sheaf of flowers, about four or five bunches as best I could tell. I couldn't help myself. The thought came unwanted, and left a slightly bitter taste: 'She's going to spend an hour, and for this old soldier... my hip hurts like hell and I'm ready to get out of here right now!' But for this day my duty was to assist anyone coming in. Kevin would lock the 'In' gate and if.... I could just hurry the old biddy along, we

Shit
well i am new at this blog thing...but you kow man it helps me out soo much...man the last one lifted a load n maybe this one will do the same thing.. man iu have been fightoin for my rites as a father to c my son n well i have been support n payin for the "visits i susposed to be gettin but they havent been happening..my son is four years old.. i ahve now seen him 3 times in his fours of living n his mom will not let me take pictures...i am havn court over n over ...have a paternity test at her cost n asking for the last fours years of his life worth of pix at her cost cuz i have rights to have pictures of my son...she has based everything in court from when we were together on why i cant c my son n which she doesnt know i have prvon everything wrong so far n still havnt gotten shit! i dont undertand...she asked for drug n alcohol assessment n a mental eval n i passed all that shit....while this other motha fuker gets a DUI goes to jail n gets out n still has his child i dont fukn ge

Jokes
>> >> Fourth Place : >> >> A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he >> does, his elbow goes into her breast. >> >> They are both quite startled.The man turns to her >> and says, 'Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, >> I know you'll forgive me.' >> She replies, 'If your penis is as hard as your >> elbow, I'm in room 221.' >> >> ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- >> >> Third Place : >> >> One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the >> husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. >> >> The wife turns over and says 'I'm sorry honey, I've >> got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh.' >> >> The husband, rejected, turns over. >> >> A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps >> his wife again. >>

Please
I know I hurt you and I feel so bad, For saying things and making you sad.. It's just that my love for you is so great, I want to be with you, I just can't wait.. Please forgive me for things I said, I love you so much, It just messed my head.. You are my life. My very breath I promise to love you, even after death

A Touching Story
My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. . I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of dis

Hes My Only One
for those who read this, one wonderful guy who ill never replace should know ill always be there for him like hes been there for my son. recently he was staying at my house, taking care of my son who completely adores him. days went by and the day he left, i felt nothing inside. its not about whats on the outside, but on the inside. i love him to much and truly miss him.

Looking For Some Peace
So live your life so the fear of death can never enter your heart. Trouble no one about their religion; respect others in their views, and demand that they respect yours. Love your life, perfect your life, beautify all things in your life. Seek to make your life long and of service to your people. Prepare a noble death song for the day when you go over the great divide. Always give a word or sign of salute when meeting or passing a stranger if in a lonely place. Show respect to all people, but grovel to none. When you arise in the morning, give thanks for the light, for your life and strength. Give thanks for your food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason for giving thanks, the fault lies in yourself. Touch not the poisonous firewater that makes wise ones turn to fools and robs them of their visions. When your time comes to die, be not like those whose hearts are filled with fear of death, so that when their time comes they weep and pray for a little more time to live their

Prayers Needed
Ok everyone, I know alot of you know Cali rain some of you dont but regardless she needs our prayers. She was put in the hospital almost 2 weeks ago. The doctors dont know what happened but she has lost her memory completely. Her son told me last night that she is starting to remember small bits but that is it. For those of you who know her know that she has been in dialysis for over a year now waiting on a kidney so PLEASE pray for her. Cali Rain~YdaFnot's sunshine~@ fubar I will keep everyone updated as i get information! This bulletin brought to you by Wishful Thinking@ fubar

Mi Lfe
//Sumtimes shit happens for a reason but you know ya gots to keep your head up and keep going day day// "Lets get on our kness an pray". Verse 1: Uh GoD... i'm trying to do my best/ Just sumtimes i feel like theres nothing left// God I know your there looking down smiling/ Showing your care/i would never hurt anybody or race mi fist/ All i want is a beautiful girl in my life an kiss// Trying to do whats right but i still feel like im left with a fight/ Understand one thing im only one man one person/ Fuck heres MI sermon// I know a bunch of bitchs get smiles everytime they see me like this, I know they get delights but fuck it they can put prints out try to find me they ain't got shit on me/ but damn lord i miss mi nigga "Pimp c"// See wat i mean its kind hard but lord/ Its never going to leave me down alwayz getting up ready for another round// -chorus- Wat have i done nigga, I'm a do me nigga, Cuz its mi life, What the hell am i doing right, Its mi life, My life, OoH lord mi l

Freedom In Question
I watched a special on Showtime about Tommy Chung and how he was arrested for selling his glass bongs. Later in that special there was a clip of a speach done by President George W Bush. Bush said in that speach "that people who do drugs support Terrorism. Now I will addmit I do smoke marijuana and I have never become violent. I for one do not support Terrorism. I also know several people who also smoke as well and they have never gotten violent or anything of the sort. Never have I heard of anyone getting killed over marijuana. Never have I heard of someone dieing from overdoseing on marijuana. I would like to know where Bush comes up with this BS he says and does.

How It All Began.
I am starting this blog in lu of my mumm that I created for those of you that don't know my mother or my realtionship with her.. I am not trying to say I was the perfect kid cause none of us are! But I really can't afford therapy so this is the next best thing hehe... Well before I was even born my mother wanted to have an abortion an my grandfather told her no way in hell so thank god for that!! When I was 4 yrs old my mother took me to my grandfather an left me with the words " take her I don't want her she never shuts up!" ( great start right?) so my grandfather took me an basicly raised me till I was 4 yrs old,, he then got sent to prision ( i know not the perfect settin but hey it is all i had) mom had no other choice but to take me at that point.. i don't remeber alot from that point on utill i was like in 3rd grade.. i just remember being really afraid of my mother..i can remember havin the chit beat out of me at one point an being drug around the living room by the hair of my h

Sexual Activities
Why must we judge that which we don't understand? People often say hurtful things or do hurtful things just based on someones sexuality. I say 2 consenting adults (of the same species-no animals,fish, etc) should be able to do to each other whatever the hell they want. End of discussion.

Chiefs Message
Dear Members, Over the course of the last few weeks we have placed a few new members on the rosters. Hopefully, we can start to see a turn around of events for the family. Happy Holidays, Chief Miracle Monkey

Would Like Some Input On This
So I should of posted this a few days ago but i didn't so ha.. Anyways Not to get in all the Drama but i wanted to get input on something. A few days ago my mom commented that She Didnt want to do thanksgiving or Christmas over the house since her and my father are divorced . So i got to thinking are we truly a family anymore? i mean i have mom i have dad i have my brother his wife and my nephew but like i dunno to me it feels the only family i have right now is my brother nd sis in law and jake my nephew since my parents are divorced. i mean am i thinking semi right here or not?

Feeling Hurt
Don't ya just love the public? NOT!! wish they'd all just fuck off!!! I'm not looking for sympahy and lies on this one, because if you tell me theres nothing wrong with me then quite frankly, your blind! I'm over 16stone which is around the 230 pounds mark for those of you in the states, at 5ft thats not what i should be at all, to be quite honest ive been thinking about it for a while now and i am alone in this fight of my weight issues, and im not getting no help with support at all, been told theres nothing wrong with you isnt support its a contradiction and its hurtful. Chris is also over weight but because he thinks theres nothin wrong with him, 'cough' bullshit 'cough' then theres nothing wrong with me, i wouldnt call a 5ft girl weighing in at 16 stone size 24 at 22 years old is nothing wrong with me. im gonna be dead and burried by the time in 40 and so is chris. It pisses me off how i got myself to a size 14 befor moving to kettering i was fit and healthy and i had

Bad Seed... Copyright 2007
"I didn't ask to be here." "I had no choice." Words you'll never hear- Because they're never voiced. I'm here by chance. Small and meek; No one gives a glance, Or sees the tear-stained cheek. Laugh and sneer in my face. Clothes- old and worn- I am out of place; Hurt and scorned. Others laugh and play; I'm not wanted here. They push me away. Wipe away another tear. What was my sin, To cause me such pain? To see where it begins, Just look at my name.

Got 'em?
Who out there has friends? Who out there knows what a true friend is? Who thinks that a friend is just that, a friend? I don't. See I have a few true friends and when I say a few I mean FEW. But I know that no matter what I say or do, they will be right there to tell me if I am doing the right thing or if I'm fucking up all over the place. That is what a true friend is. Their right there when you need them, just a phone call away, or just a shoulder to lean on. They have their own problems in life but they take time out to listen and offer solutions to yours. They also are a sound mind when it comes to needing some advice on something. If you are having a rough time you know that they will help you any way possible. And they don't expect anything in return. If something goes wrong and you need to get to the problem they won't ask you to return the favor by doing something. That would be something that is on you to do on your own. They don't live by the motto: "tit for tat" the

She Knows... Copyright 2008
Deep down you know She'll never be the one Who sparkled Like water in the sun. The sweet young thing Who left your life; Thoughts of her Still make you cry. But she knows Her love isn't enough, Though you're her star That fell from above. And you don't know That her heart cries, Because everyday She tries and tries and tries. She knows you better Than you know yourself, And she knows what's tucked away In your mind, upon that shelf. She's not good enough; She knows she can't compare; No matter how hard she tries, Her love can't hold you there. But she loves you so; Never wants to let you go; Won't let the tears show, Even though she knows...

Incomplete Thoughts
Have you ever woken to the sun and wondered where the moon had gone woken to feel all your joy and all your pain upon your face as if the rain was tumbling down to wash away all that you'd done and sat and thought and wondered why and wondered how it had all begun Are we but products of our choices or do our lives merely revolve around the circumstances cause by others is what we say and what we do truly matter in the scheme of the picture yet unseen is life and death just temporal and really but sheer memories and truly we do not exhist at all just stumbling through a destiny that has been plotted endlessly with rhyme of reason thrown but to the winds but if the winds do true control the paths we may or may not go should we float upon its gentle current or try to fight against it or just allow the winds to continue to carry us through what we call life

I Feel Like There Is No Need For Conversation...
some questions are better left without reason... i would rather reveal my self than my situation.. now and then i consider my hesitation the more the light shines through me i pretend to close my eyes the more the dark consumes me i pretend im burning bright... i wonder if the things i did were just to be different to spare myself all the constant shame of my existance.. i would surely redeem myself and my desperation here and now ill express my situation... the more the light shines through me i pretend to close my eyes the more the dark consumes me i pretend im burning bright the more the light shines through me i pretend to close my eyes the more the dark consumes me i pretend im burning....

Damn Right!!!!
Just like the Title and subject says.... I couldn't have said it better myself and damn right!!!!! But feel free to leave your comments....They aren't going to change or affect my opinion!!!!! I ONLY MARKED NSFW FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T AGREE AND WITH THIS....I FIGURE YOU ARE THE ONES WHO WILL LEAVE THE NASTY HATEFUL COMMENTS...BUT I LOOK AT IT LIKE THIS IF YOU CAN'T IT IS MY CONSTITUTIONAL AND GOD GIVEN RIGHT TO EXPRESS MY OPINION.....SO LEAVE ANYTHING YOU WANT ITS YOUR RIGHT BUT IF YOU CAN'T RESPECT HOW SOMEONE FEELS OR THEIR OPINION THEN YOU NEED TO GROW UP!!!! FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO DON'T AGREE WITH THIS I HAVE ONE QUESTION FOR YOU...... HOW DOES THERE LIFESTYLE EFFECT YOURS? . . . . . . . . . . . . OH WAIT IT DOESN'T!!!!!!!

Moose Dreams
Last weekend went on last lake outing of the year. It was the latest I had ever fished for muskies. Took a fisherman half my age as his enthusiasm to fish is refreshing.He explains to me the mornin we were to fish that he had this wonderful dream after driving 4.5 hours.I asked him what it was about as it was very imortant to the day.He explained the dream as it was very vivid,He said we were driving along and Ijust drove my car off the road and pulled up to these moose,more than one and a big bull,they did not run off as we admired their great size.While wathcing wolves ran up and scared the moose off and we drove away I told him we must get going as this meant something was to happen that day.No more than stopped the boat,I did not even have my pole out and he says he has one on get the net!After releasing that fish we move no more than 20 feet and minutes later he yells I have another one! Two beautiful muskies caught and released in ten minutes.Wow what a moment .It was

This Love
Sometimes life is crazy and you think "this is IT" i'm broken and NOTHING and NO ONE will ever make it right.... and you just wanna give up. stop fighting, stop worrying, stop thinking about LOVE and just be YOU... without the drama and the pain and the fighting.. and the rollercoaster that they put you through... Sometimes the person you THINK is your soulmate and fits so perfectly iknto this mold you create for them and REALLY they're just someone you SHOVED and formed into the place you want them to fit... but they never really fit in the first place. I've been there... I've felt that way... I've thought "well maybe its just me and the baby and thats my life" and i stopped caring, stopped looking, stopped believing in REAL LOVE and jujst "had fun" and you know what i ended up with the most insanely jealous, pathetic, childish human on earth.. who treated me like i was his child... and then one day Casey happened to me... and in 24 hours i was in love... Okay so our love is extraor

Please Read
I've been contacted by President Obama's transition team for suggestions on energy and the environment. If, these issues are important to you, comment below or, let me forward you a link to fill out http://www.change.gov/page/s/energyenviro Thank you for your comments Chris

Drama Bs
I had started on this website back when it was CherryTap. It was really cool back then, but now all I ever see or hear about is stupid drama bullshit. This is a website for adults not children. If you want to be a child and cause drama then go to MySpace. I'm sure you'll be very happy to cause drama shit there. I come online to escape all the dramas of life but yet people seem to ruin that too. Shit, MySpace is more mature then the people on here. Please for the sake of the adults who try to escape the dramas of life don't bring the drama here. Take it elsewhere. Jeez, people really need to fucking grow up. Leave the drama behind and go online to have fun. That's what I try to do, but it keeps getting ruined with all the people bringing in their stupid drama. GROW THE FUCK UP!!! And that's all she wrote.

What The Heart Feels
just when happyness came knockin at my door the sorrow came back for some more the hurt and pain throu all the years and the joy and sorrow from all the tears happyness is lost to me and can't be found so i will drink my days away without a frown i have settled for the passings time has gave me and to the one who hurt me i obey thee thank you for the heartache that i long forgot and thank you for helping me elude the happyness i so long have sought i shall drink my days away one day at a time and always remember the day you were almost mine

Was It To Good To Be True
words can not describe how i feel. it makes me wonder if when i feel good is even real. everytime i think life can get better it just seems to one day get me upsetter am i doomed to a life i don't want to live or will the good out number the bad when the time will finally give i only want the samething as everyone else to be happy sorry if that might sound sappy but it seem'like it slips throu my fingers like sand while i travel further down the river with the damned

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him. 'I don't understand,' he said. His Mum just hugged him and said, 'And you never will.' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with out complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love

Out Of Surgery
Well she is out of surgery. I was told everything went good. They used a couple of screws to fix the disc in her back. Her separated shoulder is going to heal itself. One of her legs is in a half cast I guess its called. And that is temporary till she is in a walking boot. The other leg is in a halo type set up so they can keep her from moving it. They also put a titanium rod down one of the bones of her leg. So she is banged up pretty damn good. But they say she will make a full recovery. And she should be walking with crutches in about 3 weeks. Modern medicine is amazing.

I'm A Survivor
I was born three months too early The doctor gave me thirty days But I must've had my mama's will And God's amazing grace I guess I'll keep on livin' Even if this love's to die for 'Cause your bags are packed and I ain't cryin' You're walkin' out and I'm not trying To change your mind 'cause I was born to be Chorus: The baby girl without a chance A victim of circumstance The one who oughta give up, but she's just Too hard headed A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With gentle hands and the heart of a fighter I'm a survivor I don't believe in self-pity It only brings you down May be the queen of broken hearts But I don't hide behind the crown When the deck is stacked against me I just play a different game My roots are planted in the past And though my life is changin' fast Who I am is who I wanna be Repeat Chorus A single mom who works two jobs Who loves her kids and never stops With ge

Because Of You
I awake each day with a smile And greet it with a laugh. The world is a treasure to me Because of you. Every time I think of something sad, I replace the thought with you. My mind is instantly changed And my heart is filled with gladness. Every breath I take is meant for you, I live this life surrounded in joy. And I bathe in the promise of your love, My soul belongs to you. Each time I see something beautiful I want to take it and bring it to you. My life has so much meaning now All because of you.

I Like This Alot
Believe. Know that your history is not your destiny. Give up judgment- Know that people just do the best they can. Persist. Pray and move your feet. Give of your gifts and passions. Volunteer for something you love to do. Believe that anything is possible. When in doubt, turn it over to God. Feel what it would be like to manifest it. Listen to the still small voice within. Be a team player. Ask clarifying questions. Build emotional bank accounts. Speak positively to and of others. Take daily baby steps toward your dreams, goals and visions. Take care of yourself. Establish boundaries. Write your epitaph-then live it. Pay it forward. Don't give fish... Teach people how to fish. Help build positive self-esteem in yourself and others. Shine YOUR light into dark places. Do daily Random Acts of Kindness. Give up control. Know that when you can't, God can. Release all ideas holding you back. Ask for what you want. Keep requests in general terms. Visualize the mira

My Feelings
when does lonely become despiration? when do you give up the pride in yourself? at what point do you break like a twig feeling traped in a situation that seems to get worse at every turn ? when is enough enough? when does pride feel like the enimy? Scary thought is that i know i am worth being loved and being treated well my body is broken yes but my mind is as sharp as ever and in this day a man need to be more then smart they have to have a job and a future that i do not have. what do i have left?

My Living Will
MY LIVING WILL Last night my sister and I were sitting in the den and I said to her, 'I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle to keep me alive. That would be no quality of life at all, If that ever happens, just pull the plug.' So she got up, unplugged the computer, and threw out my wine. She's such a bitch

Health
Well I went into the emegency room a couple of nights ago for strep throat and while there they tested my blood next thing I know they have me in a bed running IV's into me and injecting insulin into my arm. Seems over the last few months my sugar has been on the rise and with the infection and all it spiked up to 654 in the ER. So well needless to say I am now a diabetic...on the pills. It really sucks that this happened and there's nothing I can do about it. I just wish I didn't have to put Liz through this. I'm sure I'll be ok I just have to take my meds on time, watch my diet, exercise, and keep an eye on my blood sugar levels. I've been able to get it down around 2oo so far and keep it right about there. God does a diabetics diet suck...I can't eat or drink hardly anything I used to be able too. Well I'll keep everyone updated. And BTW we have set a wedding date that hopefully we won't have to reschedule, March 14 2009.

No More Snoring
i found this site. and yes it is real. i have had a problem with snoring and i tryed this and it work really well. my wife is happy that she can sleep lol. so please buy it and give it a try. if it does not work then send it back lol. http://www.productsupplycenter.com/web136549 this is not porn i promise. just to saay im not trying to sell anything. just trying to help thats all

Her Birthday Is Today Spank Her Heard Lol
HER BRITHDAY IS TODAY SPANK HER HEARD LOL Just Click the pics .... HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANA Just Click the pics .... HER BIRTHDAY IS TODAY SPANK HER HEARD LOL Just Click the pics .... HER BIRTHDAY IS TODAY SPANK HER HEARD LOL Just Click the pics .... HER BIRTHDAY IS TODAY SPANK HER HEARD LOL THIS BULLY WAS MADE WITH LOVE

The Ten Commandments...west Virginia Style
The Ten Commandments...West Virginia Style Maybe this is the way to teach the 10 Commandments today! Maybe then people would 'get it' and it wouldn't be construed as religious. West Virginia Ten Commandments Some people in West Virginia have trouble with all those 'shalls' and 'shall not's' in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't> used to talking in those terms.. So, some folks in West Virginia got together and translated the 'King James' into 'County' language..... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at First Baptist Church in Summersville, West Virginia) (1) Just one God (2) Put nothin' before God (3) Watch yer mouth (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Honor yer Ma & Pa (6) No killin' (7) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (8) Don't take what ain't yers (9) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a ni

Gary ~ Shadow Leveler Madethis..this Rocks
Addicted to Fubar by Gary DSC We log on in the morning. We log on at night. But one thing is for sure, We all want to level, right? We're constantly rating pictures And stash too. I ask my friend to help me Because I helped you. You can rate 1 to 11. The choice is up to you. So tell me, Are you addicted to fu? We hit those red cherries As fast as we can. The bouncer tries to stop us But we show him. Freshmeat or Rockstar, At home or in your car. One thing is for certain, We're all addicted to fubar. I receive lots of drinks And lots of gifts. If this was real life, I would be rich! So little time, So much to do. I'll admit it, I'm addicted to fu. It's a great place to meet friends. Hang out and play. I don't get no sleep at night. Thanks BabyJ! I can't stop, It's like a disease. I can't logout, Somebody help me please! So take it easy And take it slow. After you reach the end, There's nowher

Kevin Vicary
Kevin Tice Vicary passed in El Cajon, Calif., on April 14, 2008, at the age of 38. A semi careened out of control after being hit by a van at the intersection where he and his family lived. Kevin was working on his fence just where the semi broke through. He was a wonderful man. He spent many hours with his children, his wife and extended family. They all enjoyed many outings and many cookouts. Kevin went out of his way to make sure his family was well cared for and gave them many opportunities to have fun and learn new things. Kevin graduated from Montezuma-Cortez High School in 1988. After attending college in California, he went to Florida to become a dive instructor. He came back to Cortez, where he met his wife, Isabelle. They married and ran Oak Furniture sales before moving to Albuquerque, N.M., so Kevin could get back into the casino business. He ended up in El Cajon to continue his career as manager of slot operations at Sycuan Casino and Resort. He was always busy do

My Big Fat Gianormous Thank You Pimpout
Aaaaaaaa! I have called you to this meeting to tell you about the people in my "organization". They are responsible for getting me to GodMother. These people are the finest of the fine. The best of the best. You will never in life meet better. Go check them out, see for yourself. If you meet up with any trouble along da way tell 'em Mama Lucretia sent ya" ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *My BB, My #1, Il mio numero uno in RL & Fubar* Ozzfanatic2~*~ No Fan/No Add*~@ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *My Right Hand Man (Also my awesome Son)* DJ Wolf's Nightmare@ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *Mia Bella* †Rain† ~♠ŹĘЃθ♠'s RL Fiance~Owner of WYKD~@ fubar ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *I Miei Amici (my friends)* DJ ToolMan Tim @ ~Radio Storm~ & ~ Owner of ~Toolshed Radio~

100 Days 265 To Go
100 days – 265 to go Addict name Carlton. I guess some thought he finished or he using. No, I just thought I would stop spoiling you all with my inventory of my life. I just been building up a foundation and spreading the message and not the shit the messenger said. I believe in anonymity, even if I don’t get the same respect. It is just something about pushing up on other people’s business “YOU FEEL ME?” Hell if I can’t solve my own problems what good am I to want to try and solve the price of gas? Any way, I was trying to do a blog one day and it got so tense I said, fuck that I can’t push this one out. I got to save something for my 4th step, personal inventory same shit I be writing, but I am suppose to tell everything. I will bring it to the net after I reviewed it with my sponsor. It had a lot to do with religion and resentments. It got so deep I felt like was going act out and do something to release my anger. And I couldn’t be angry with no one but myself. This is my word

My Star
When a star shines for you, the love light it generates is brilliant, pure, and filled with warmth so real you can feel it even from the greatest of distances. The miles between you and your star are insignificant … if the star shines true. Love is not bound by distance. What one must be wary of is the star that shines only to be noticed. You can tell the difference. When I look to the heavens in the direction of Ursa Major, I see a star that immediately draws me into its light. The star beckons, sharing rays of warmth, love and promise. And, I respond. When I search the southeastern heavens, I notice another star shining equally bright. This body, though brilliant in its own right, casts the cold pall of a lonely star absorbing its own light. A neon star, if you will, and I am compelled to ignore it. My message? Embrace the star that shines only for you. Feel the warmth, revel in the light.

Lyrics
The Unforgiven New blood joins this earth and quikly he's subdued through constant pain disgrace the young boy learns their rules with time the child draws in this whipping boy done wrong deprived of all his thoughts the young man struggles on and on he's known a vow unto his own that never from this day his will they'll take away what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't see what might have been what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never free never me so I dub thee unforgiven they dedicate their lives to running all of his he tries to please them all this bitter man he is throughout his life the same he's battled constantly this fight he cannot win a tired man they see no longer cares the old man then prepares to die regretfully that old man here is me what I've felt what I've known never shined through in what I've shown never be never see won't

Rambling
so lately a lot has been going on pushing me towards the edge. i seriously have very little sanity left. Usually when i get like this i just want to be alone. But lately, Ive noticed that when I get like this theres a certain person i run to. Even if he cant make it better.. its like talkin to him makes it all okay. Its crazy... I feel like when my world is crashing down. Hes right there making sure Im okay and lettin me know that hes right there if i need him. I can honestly say if it werent for him.. Id be a huge mental wreck.... So basically I just wanted to write this and let him know how much I need him and how greatful I am that hes in my life!! Hunnybear... Ur the best! xoxo

Accidentally Click A Low Number And..
While going through one of my friends (now ex-friend) pix I accidentally clicked a 4. What does this person do? Do they ask why I did that? Do they question at all? Fuck no, they assume the worst and start dropping their grades on your pictures then block me before I can explain my screw up. Really fucking mature for a 39 year old. Wow, way for people to over-react. This pretty much has me disgusted with this place already. Is something happens one should question it before making assumptions and slamming..

My Star - No Longer There
My Star, the one that shined so brightly for me a short time ago … it’s rejoined the trillions of other stars in the universe. The light is still there, I can see it, but the warmth is gone. It no longer shines just for me. Daylight is a precious commodity to me now. Perhaps it is because I see less of it due to the changing season. Perhaps it is because, if the sun is shining, I can’t search the heavens for my former star. Such a futile search. When night begins its inevitable march across the sky, I am compelled to go inside. Night brings its blanket of stars, and if I stay outside, I’ll search until I find the one that filled my window, filled my soul, but has now left a void. Yet, in times of weakness, I’m drawn to my window, just in case the galaxy decides to befriend me again. I sit, staring out at the void, and sometimes I imagine I see a twinkle from that special place recently vacated. Is the twinkle a sign of resurging love … or is it just a star again?

Disenchantment
I have become so enchanted with all those around They used to be such good friends We used to talk and have so much fun And we were the talk of the town Times have changed and so have we all We climbed up so high we had to fall Yeah I tried to save us from this And feel like its time to move it on Down the road I don't know where it'll take me And i don't care cause at least I will be free I hope they find the something or someone who makes them smile And I will pray for them all the while There's been so many things going on And should have been fixed But now that time is gone So I say so long Maybe it's what I helped to be wrong I ignored it at first Dying for that thirst I forgot that life is land When you are drowning In pain and hate Ohhh ohh life is love Love is great All the things we forget to appreciate I offer myself to prayer So that none of us knows again that despair So save us all and keep this in your heart And don't let the great things f

Help
Everyone says let it just go Walk away and just say no But if nobody cares And we don't try All we get is empty times So use your heart feel with your soul Set them free to do what they know How many times will it take For God to forsake The ways of men, yeah, all mankind Because the forgot the divine Spark of life show the way So they can see another day One at a time take a step Love your soul Whose already wept Hold yourself high tell the world You gotta have hope and love All of you boys all of you girls Hold hands and cry For whatevers lost we can find And spare our children of that landmine Get rid the hate that is a thorn Pull it out so it won't poison us anymore I see it everywhere people just shells I wish they could see where it all leads Just like the blind they keep walking on Ignoring the beauty of life we had all along They have ears yet they cannot hear Love and Lifes wonderful song Serenaded by angels they don't believe in anymore And oh w

Things That Anger Me
*Stupid People *Liars *Cheaters *Backstabbers *People who judge before they know the person *Slow drivers *Alcoholic *Drugs- only because its caused so much shit in my life. Yes I have friend that do them. No problem with that.. Ya just wont catch me doin any. *BEER!!! (CUZ ITS NASTY.. Dont argue with me Halo) *When my daughter gets sick *Being cold *Thunder *Bad Weather *Bad Music *Sad emotions *Fighting *Arguing *Being alone! *I dont dislike too much.. but this list. yeah grrr

Ugh
here i sit bored at work, i hate my life my boss is a jerk. i think im going out of my mind. my girl is the only solace i find. i think i need a new hobby... so you can find me in the lobby... if you feel the same as me... tip your head back and squeal with glee... if you dont like what i say... fuck you very much and dont be gay

Jeremy We Miss You Rockstar!!
The funeral for Jeremy Ryan Sisk was held Monday at Annetta Cemetery. A public wake was held following the service at Cherry Park, where hundreds attended to pay last respects to the heavy metal band Skard Soul guitarist, who was murdered Oct. 21. More than 300 vehicles were parked at the graveside service with a procession more than two miles long. imikimi - Customize Your World

Fuck You Haters
COURAGE COMES NOT FROM DENYING FEAR, BUT FROM LOOKING IT SQUARE IN THE EYE AND NOT ALLOWING IT TO DETAIN US. FOR THOSE OF YOU PLAYERS, HATERS, POSERS, IMPOSTERS, BAND WAGON FANS, AND FAIR WEATHER FRIENDS I HAVE ONLY THIS TO SAY. I MAY NOT ALWAYS BE THE MOST TACTFUL, I MIGHT NOT ALWAYS LISTEN WHEN I SHOULD, BUT AT LEAST I AM FREE TO THINK ON MY OWN. MY ACTIONS TOWARDS OTHERS ARE BASED ON MY INDIVIDUAL RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEM AND NOT BECAUSE SOMEONE ELSE HAS TOLD ME WHO IT IS OKAY FOR ME TO BEFRIEND. SO FOR THOSE OF YOU SWINGING FROM THE COCKS OF OTHERS SUCH AS DJ MAGGOT OR LORD LEVIATHAN, PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET THEM CONTINUE DICTATING WHO YOUR FRIENDS SHOULD BE. CONTINUE TO BE THE SHEEP IN THEIR FLOCK HERDED AROUND. YOUR OWN SELF WORTH IS APPARENT. TO ALL WHO KNOW ME TRULY THANK YOU FOR STANDING BY ME REGARDLESS YOU TRULY KNOW THE MEANING OF FAMILY.

Do You Have Photos That Are Dark, Need Cropped, Or Are Just Plain Funky?
So let's face it: some digital cameras and webcams take some funky pictures...too dark, weird color shifts, or maybe they just need cropped. And maybe you don't have the software, the skill or the patience to correct them. I have many years of experience in doing these type of digital photo corrections and would be happy to assist any of my fellow Fu-users in making their pictures be all that they can be. Now this doesn't include swapping heads or altering any other part of your body, you'll have to go to someone else for that. But anything short of that I'm game. Just send me a message if you're interested and I can usually turn them around pretty quickly.

Into The Woods
By far my smallest role but i am on the top right hand corner of the back of the box, baby! Last winter my Husband Joe (then Fiance) and i acted in a small scene for my dear friend Dr. Squid which he was directing for Into The Woods. The role was amusing to me because i play a married woman who cheats on her husband with the character played by Joe. This isn't the movie that has me as a zombie or topless making out with a hot blonde, those still aren't out yet, LOL! i haven't actually seen this movie yet. i will be sure to update this when i do but i have heard that my Husband's performance was hilarious. Here are some links for it- the info page is here, once you scroll past the naked woman there's a teensie pic of us at the bottom: http://www.geocities.com/pharmpon/INTOTHEWOODS.html The order page for Into the Woods, as well as other Falcon Video movies is here- and they take paypal!- http://www.geocities.com/pharmpon/photopageorderform.html

The End Of The World.
So they are coming out with a 2012 MOVIE! That is just fucking insane to me. It seems like one of those things that is taken way to seriously for there to be a movie about it. That is some crazy propoganda. I fucking hope the world doesnt end in 2012 -_- Thats depressing. Hopefully its quick. I bet a shit ton of people are going to be committing suicide december 20th before the big day. But i dont think the world is going to end, im pretty optimistic. ^_______^ The trailer for the movie did give me a brief panic attack..but i think it was just the scary music from the shining that got to me. Or maybe the huge waves coming over the huge mountains. Ehhh

All About Being Naughty
I have a problem. I like to masterbate all of the time which is ok foe me but when I am out in public and I see somone who is hot and sexy then I want to have sex with them. even if it where there are people around. Do you think that I have a problem or is this something that every person goes through

Who Am I
I am... *Mommy *Sissy *Daughter *Aunt JuJu *A best friend *A pain in the ass *JuBoo *Jules *Sissypoo *Froggy But no matter the nicknames or classifications I am one person you will either completely love or completely hate. I love who I am and the people in my life. I am blessed with wonderful parents dispite their imperfections. Protective Brothers who are a pain in my ass. The best friends in the world, even though I barely see them. The most beautiful, precious, silly, and smart child any mother could ask for, even though i was completely unprepared. All of these things, the fuck ups Ive made and all the joys in my life make me who I am.

Living Will
I, DollyDagger, being of sound mind and body, do not wish to be kept alive indefinitely by artificial means. Under no circumstances should my fate be put in the hands of pinhead politicians who couldn't pass ninth-grade biology if their lives depended on it, or lawyers / doctors interested in simply running up the bills. If a reasonable amount of time passes and I fail to ask for at least one of the following: Glass of wine chocolate Margarita chocolate Martini Cold Beer chocolate Chicken fried steak cream gravy chocolate Mexican food chocolate French fries chocolate Pizza chocolate ice cream cup of tea chocolate Chocolate Sex Chocolate It should be presumed that I won't ever get better. When such a determination is reached, I hereby instruct my appointed person and attending physicians to pull the plug, reel in the tubes, let the 'fat lady sing,' and call it a day!

Please Welcome My Nephew
HELLO EVERYONE, I WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE YOU TO MY NEPHEW AND A PROUD SOLDIER. LANDSHARK25 ALSO KNOWS AS JUSTIN. HE JOINED A FEW DAYS AGO BUT I AM POSTING THIS FOR HIM AGAIN TODAY. EVERYONE SHOW HIM THE LOVE LIKE YOU HAVE SHOWN ME..REPOST FOR ME IF YOU CAN. THANK YOU.. ADD HIM...FAN HIM..RATE HIM.. landshark25@ fubar THIS POST BROUGHT TO YOU BY ME "THE DON" "The Don"@ fubar

Addicted To Fubar...lol
Addicted to Fubar by Gary DSC We log on in the morning. We log on at night. But one thing is for sure, We all want to level, right? We're constantly rating pictures And stash too. I ask my friend to help me Because I helped you. You can rate 1 to 11. The choice is up to you. So tell me, Are you addicted to fu? We hit those red cherries As fast as we can. The bouncer tries to stop us But we show him. Freshmeat or Rockstar, At home or in your car. One thing is for certain, We're all addicted to fubar. I receive lots of drinks And lots of gifts. If this was real life, I would be rich! So little time, So much to do. I'll admit it, I'm addicted to fu. It's a great place to meet friends. Hang out and play. I don't get no sleep at night. Thanks BabyJ! I can't stop, It's like a disease. I can't logout, Somebody help me please! So take it easy And take it slow. After you reach the end, There's nowher

Fu Points
I don't have a lot of time for Fu points chasing but I wish I knew of a way to get more points in minimal time.. I mean I've been on here for over a year and I'm only at level like 6....anyway...I would think you should get points everytime you log on ...just saying...anyone else out there agree?

Fu Angels & Lost Boys !!!! Looky Here!!!!
THE PROMOTER FOR THE FU-ANGELS & The LOST BOY'Z Is HOLDING A CONTEST TO PROMOTE THE GROUP. THIS WILL BE FOR MEMBERS ONLY HERE IS HOW IT WORKS Its a contest of most refferals in a month By the 5th of every month 3 prizes go out to 3 winners. 1st Place: is 65 gift fu-bling @ $50.00 2nd Place: is 25 Gift fu-bling @ $20.00 3rd Place: is 1 day blast @ $7.50 The prizes can be changed out via discussion between Bright Eyed Artist, and the winner's individually & all winners are picked by me Heart of Fire I will be keeping tract of all the recruits, so when you do recruit people you need to contact me "Heart of Fire" to let me know that you will be reffering them, or tell the person you are recruiting to let me know you are reffering them. Bright eyed Artist will doll out the prizes from the 5th to the 10th of each month,.. deadline for submissions is the 1st of each month,.... & if winners after being notified do not respond, pri

External
this is the place we once knew this is the place we once grew gone is the place we once shared gone is the place that left me bare driven into this blistering rage cant seem to stop. cant turn the page lost is the place we once knew gone is the place thats is cold and blue once we knew aplace of peace now war torn and loud gone is you face in the crowd where should i go from here for all the since has dissaperred all thats left is a tragic end gone is words spoken by freinds dropping the cas the holds me in down in the hole me trip begians through the dark comes a light but not white like it should be but yellow and orange the sound of a horn of in the distant cant even remmember this for an instant and slowly all i feel is pain guess thats because im on a hell bound train so gone is the words said by friends to the prayers heard from them all i feel my soul start to fall all the while ive heard the call but my body lies in this hole traped on a train lays my soulso gone is the place i

The Fat Sonny This Is What You Get 300 Pounds Of Heavenly Joy!
Guess what all of you that thought omg The Fat Sonny is so sweet someone lied to you This is not me This here would be a little more accurate of how The Fat Sonny is...... Now just read the rest and follow the bouncing Fat Sonny A bunch of you have been trying to do this to The Fat Sonny All bitching that people on here are fake and using fake accounts and script's well if admin don't care why the hell should i I'm just here to let you know the obvious Those of you that assume cause stuff happens that im leaving guess what? And too the couple of moron mummers with crap to say (like your sitting at home broke and sad opinion matters to me) Ive been this close to vixxen's B00B's So just sit back and enjoy the freaking cheetos (careful diging in there folks i can do that for myself )

May I Please Have Just 1 Rate From My Friends?
Hi Friends May I PLEASE Have Just 1 Rate? No Comments Necessary :) Please Click On Pic To Rate Please Note...This Is NOT For Spotlight. Have No Interest For That. Just Thought I Would Join A Contest To Earn Fubucks To Help With Owning My Fu Friends And Buying Gifts For Them :) Please R/F/A the host (if not already done), tell her I sent you :) ♥Dragonphyre♥ fu-owned by CinDragon & fuMistress of Jeep_Man@ fubar ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ Proudly Owned by Makin Whoopie@ fubar

So...
My birthday is on December 4th. Woo! My 21st birthday!!! Here is where I ask for what I want.... An auto-11 perhaps? Maybe even a blast? Gift VIP? Its endless =) I wanna make this year unforgettable y'all.

First Auto 11 Session..come Level On Me
HEY EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST AUTO 11 SESSION SO COME BY GET YOU SOME POINTS AND HELP YOURSELF LEVEL UP. TO ALL OF YOU THAT DO I AM THANKING YOU AHEAD OF TIME.. MUCH LOVE FROM.... "THE DON"

School -- 1957 Vs. 2007
SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombi

Let Me Be The One
Let me be the one My life is a mess I know I am Nowhere to go, no one to hold I was alone, cold and blue Broken and numb never had a clue Then I saw you walking along my path Wearing that sweet smile merely a laugh I wander and then suddenly froze Am I the one you are looking for? The eyes that full of love The lips that full of smile The heart that seems so untrue In your arms, it is a dream comes true. When you laugh, I feel the world stops When you hold my hand, I cannot breathe a while Your voice brings me some sleepless nights And make me dream even with an open eyes. I know life will never be the same again Because I have you to love and to hold I feel like I am in a bed of roses The pain, the worries, and the fear I learn to let go Please my beloved let me be the one The one that you will hold on for the rest of your life Thank you for the love that you showered for me Let me be, let me be the one my dear. Madison

This I Found And It Was So Good Had To Share!
The Dance of Submission Your arms around me, tight with grace leading every step I make My eyes are locked with yours in time a melody of hearts entwined Once the dance begins to start no longer will we be apart A captive waltz, control divine you'll own my heart, my soul, my mind A bitter trance, swept off my feet In time you'll make my life complete No escape, your holds too tight an endless dance of pure delight Spiraling addiction strong with hunger lustful illusions, bound with wonder Twists and turns of paths unknown this dance belongs to you alone

...
I'm reading a book standing on both feet. Waiting and knowing this person I seek I will never meet. I'd talk over drinks but the point I don't see. I have always known it will never be. The support was always supposed to be there But I have looked up and down and find it nowhere. You'll never know how much you mean to me. I'd tell you, but I have already shown you, don't you see? Even though it is her I am looking for She has an emotional wall behind her soul. I know I have found a rose in the desert, Why does she not take acceptance of my heart? Searching until my heart bleeds, Only to see that this flower does not belong to me. Infinity Omega Theta An infinite beginning to the end this has brought us. I have found magnificence in a field of dreams, come and find me won't you please.

My Man....
My man is WORTH my tears, He's WORTH the fight, He's WORTH the distance, He's worth EVERYTHING on earth... i would MOVE mountains for this man... I would WAIT lifetimes for him and give him ANYTHING he wanted or needed in life to show him EVERYDAY that he is my TREASURE... When My Casey comes home from this war i am gonna SHOW him what ALL the other women he was EVER with FAILED to show him... I'm gonna look at him 24/7 like he is my KING because he IS.. HE is SOO worth that... I CAN'T wait to wrap my arms around him when we get home and look into his AMAZING blue eyes and say "i LOVE you baby, WHATEVER you want i am gonna give it to you" he THINKS when he gets home that its ALL gonna be about me... but when he gets back home i am oing to spoil my man like he FELL from HEAVEN and was made ESPECIALLY for me... he has NO idea that i am gonna make him dinner, and sit there and FEED him.. i'm gonna run his shower and give him massages and give him EVERYTHING he wants and needs in LIF

You Tell Me
I am god for you the anti-Christ I am all or nothing I am all that you want to be I am all that you see I am anything you can expect to be, I am your soul resurrected. Contemplating all that you want to be You should have seen the light from me. You will never escape me. Death inside is where I will hide You will never survive. I am a violent storm a violent word that will be heard, I am deep beneath you body, I'll rip your insides, your little child cannot hide, in your words I will hide.

Someday
for every day there is no awsners but yet if you look deep down there is an aawsner for everything i know being so left alone bet standin so tall holding your head up up so high puttin on that fake mask to show every one that your ok on the out side but your dying on the inside you so desperatly reaching out but no one to reach out to so i die each day slowly each breath each heart beat im not sure what to do in life i know i need to be strong i have some stregthe left but not sure how much loner its goin to last im tryin so hard my lil ones i neveer new how hard it would be but each day i will live each dying breath i will struggle on there are 2 things in my life that are keeping me alive an they are my girls i wish i could say more to that but my hopes and dreams were broken maybe someday it can be mended someday

Here But Not Here
i dream of the day i will never live i live a life i will never breathe someday some how hope or faith will play its role death or life will choose its coorse the clock is ticking each second each pulse each drop of blood each heart beat do you hear the screams inside i do i will stand aside will walk away will never know the fate but deep down i know what is happening to my self that my soul is dying that my life is dying within what will i do what will happen to the outside im sorry but i have no strength to live on my last dying breath please dont cry dont shed a tear im ok i will always be with you my loves mommy is here you may not see i will always be by your side always and forever

Roses Have Thorns
Each day i wake up and look at my two beautiful girls and i just feel and know how strong i am and how proud i am of my self know each day i know that i have to be the mother and father of the kids be that selfish bastard decides to walk out on us bc it got to hard on him i mean what the fuck its not he broke his back takin care of thes beautiful kids only gettin 3 hours of sleep each night willing waking up gratly waking up to them in the morning to them to know i created them i mean come on that is the role of a parent right but what ever ya know his loss he left took off he will soon regret what he has lost but i will never look back i will keep looking forward with my two beautiful girls so look out world 3 strong girls are out in this world to rock

Poetry Of Mine.
Who Am I? There has never been a time for me that I feel more lost than now I work so hard at finding me, but I can't figure out quite how Am I loving? Am I caring? Do I have a gentle heart? I'm so lost right now, no idea where to start Can I love? Can I hate? Can I live? Do I learn? To find this all out is for what I yearn Do I want to love? Do I want to be alone? These are things I long since should have known I am hurting with my heart full of tears What have I done so far to survive all these years? When I go to bed and I cry Do I really wanna die? How can I find out all these things? Have you any idea the frustration it brings? I would rather live my life searching for a reason why Than live my entire life protected by a lie.

*~*emotional Curiosity*~*
Tonight, a restless night for me. Filled with unsureness, unawareness, and most of all, curiosity. My mind wanders away from me, where no laundry or movie watching can side track my mind. I have managed to clean my house, fold laundry, do my dishes, watch a movie 3 times now, and do/or gather all the trash in my home. It hasn't been this clean in forever! I still need to put laundry away, along with dishes, sweep and mop the floors, and scrub the microwave. But on the other hand, my mind still wanders. I'm not sure if this is normal or not being I am young, and a person who anyone could get along with~I wonder....I wonder what is would be like to travel the world, near and far, stay out all night and be entertained by the people of the city, laugh with delight and excitement, look into someone's eyes and just say Thank You for being you. I find pleasure out of watching people have fun, and enjoy life. I'm curious about what that life might be like? I wish to travel to Italy, Paris, Rom

I Want To Know!
"I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine... You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. " 1) Can you cook? 2) What was your dream growing up? 3) What talent do you wish you had? 4) If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5) Favorite vegetable? 6) What was the last book you read? 7) What zodiac sign are you ? 8) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9) Worst̴

[no Cause For Concern]
I just finished weatherman, oh wait.... what did I actually want to talk about? I'm going back "home" tomorrow evening. Thanksgiving shindig, my brother's coming in, I haven't seen him since... June? Gotta help box up my stuff still at the house, pull up some carpet, and probably get suckered into helping cook too. He goes back Friday the 28th. I'm looking forward to several things, top of the list is of course seeing my brother. The next would be using a PC to write without text max restraints. Maybe my soul will get a couple good meals down there too. The connection between imagination and fingers is a little gunked up. This visit should help with that. Wish you were here. Good night.

Bulimia
i'm not a prep i'm not a poser it's just that i'm bulimic all my exes my friends and family told me i was fat when i lost my first love i became anarexic my parents make me eat but little do they know i fake i need help "mommy help me i can't stop" i cry out from the inside but i can't say anything cuz if people knew they would laugh i can't show it but if i do mommy might find out and tell the hospital they'll stick me and make me eat my "friends"say that i need to loss a lot of weight i look at all the preps and realize it should be them not me

Untitled
i've been sittin here for days by myself i've been waiting for you the whole time i was crying i swear that ur cars and everything else means more to you than i do i'm starting now and i won't stop till i'm done my life is worthless and no1 cares enough to stop me i can't stop it it's taken control of me i'm bleedin everywhere i wish you were here and actually cared bout me now i'm gone who will u ignor??? i hope someone shows you how it feels i hope you come and find me your the one who deserves to die i hope ur fuckin happy my blade is still in my hand all i wanted was to be beautiful and loved but now i see i'll never be or atleast you hope ur sad and go through what i had to go through

Stitches
Can you see me? No, you looked right through me. My pain I wear like a patchwork quilt. Surely you saw me in these multi-colors? Pain, regret, sorrow, rejection. Each square a tribute of its own to my stupidity. See the threads? They are my tears, connecting one painful memory to another. You carry the tool to take apart this quilt. Can you, would you, free me?

White Guilt Is Dead
White Guilt is Dead By Tom Adkins Look at my fellow conservatives! There they go, glumly shuffling along, depressed by the election aftermath. Not me. I'm virtually euphoric. Don't get me wrong. I'm not thrilled with America's flirtation with neo socialism. But there's a massive silver lining in those magical clouds that lofted Barak Obama to the Presidency. For today, without a shred of intellectually legitimate opposition, I can loudly proclaim to America: The Era of White Guilt is over. This seemingly impossible event occurred because the vast majority of white Americans didn't give a fluff about skin color, and enthusiastically pulled the voting lever for a black man. Not just any black man. A very liberal black man who spent his early career race-hustling banks, praying in a racist church for 20 years, and actively worked with America-hating domestic terrorists. Wow! Some resume! Yet they made Barak Obama their leader. Therefore, as of Nov 4th, 2008, white guilt is dead.

Finally Moving Into This Century...woo Hoo!
anyone that knows me, will tell you, i am" so totally uncool" when it comes to getting with the times. well guess what???[trumpet plays] i'm actually attempting to take steps to get there. as of 11-26-2008. i will be moved up from dial-up. i finally got tired of waiting forever to load a page, or attempting to download a photo. [after waiting 15 minutes, having an error has occured, pop up and having to attempt again.]. the biggest problem i will more then likely have is,supposedly it's easy to install myself. they don't know that when it comes to computers, i'm not the smartest. i hope the instructions have plenty of diagrams, and says plug this blue one into the blue hole. so if you don't see me on here for awhile, it's because i haven't figured out how to get it hooked up yet. up until 4 years ago, i had never seen a mouse [other then what gets in the house , chews on things and leaves poo.] i'd heard people talk about their computer mouse, but none of my friends had com

My Heart Condition!!!
Ok everyone who knows that I have explained it too for everyone else who don't know what it is...it is a called Ebsteins Anomoly no you can't research it so don't bother looking in medical books or whatever. My heart occassionally has a whole in it, than my right valve don't let blood flow properly cause of that area is small not big like the left side is so it slows my breathing down which is not good especially when you get migranes or headache's which makes the matter worse. An also I have low sodium so either way I am extremely healthy just have a bad condition in the heart and it is genetic so if I have a child or a few there could be a chance they have it too cause my grandfather kestner my dads dad had it as well until he had surgery but I won't get surgery until I am done growing and it is still minor. Thats the explaintion of my heart condition...

Cell Phone Vs. The Bible
Cell phone vs . Bible Ever wonder what would happen if we treated our Bible like we treat Our cell phone? What if we carried it around in our purses or pockets? What if we flipped through it several time a day? What if we turned back to go get it if we forgot it? What if we used it to receive messages from the text? What if we treated it like we couldn't live without it? What if we gave it to kids as gifts? What if we used it when we traveled? What if we used it in case of emergency? This is something to make you go....hmm...where is my Bible? Oh, and one more thing. Unlike our cell phone, we don't have to worry about our Bible being Disconnected because Jesus already paid the bill. Makes you stop and think 'where are my priorities? And no dropped calls! P.S. DO WHAT YOU THINK GOD WOULD WANT YOU TO DO WITH THIS EMAIL Trust in the Lord and *ASAP (Always Say A Prayer) Have a bless

All About Sagittarius
Sagittarians are classically known as the 'favorites of the gods' for good reason: These folks are famous for generosity, humor and optimism, and for the ability to see the best is every situation, no matter how dire the circumstances. A Sagittarius will find a real reason to celebrate each and every day -- due in no small part to Jupiter, the planet most known for benevolence, and the Archer's planetary ruler. Of course, the other side of that coin is excess and extravagance. So in addition to knowing how to laugh -- and how to make others laugh -- Sagittarians are also experts at overdoing everything. At the same time, if a Sag really does have to be restricted to just one of anything, it had better be the biggest or most impressive of its kind -- literally, a one-of-a-kind object. Sagittarians are also famous for their love of travel and philosophy; they crave knowledge, and will spare no effort to satisfy that innate curiosity. Sag's own personal philosophy is that life is reall

Beating Sports Anorexia
I knew I was obessed with eating and how much I ate, but i never new what I was reallying doing to my body. my mother is fat and so is my sister and im deathly afraid of being fat. Alot of the time I tell people I would rather kill myself then be fat, but when I look in teh mirror all I see is fat everywhere i hate it. i started taking my workouts more seriously and instead of one hour in the gym is becam two or three hours. This blog is really jsut for myself im trying to figure myself out but your more then welcome to comment on my blogs. Im going to start a food journal on here and i know that none of you are interested in what Im eating at home, but its jsut here to help me remind me what im eating and stayinig on track since all I have is friends to help me and my boyfriend, but my family thinks this is all attention. and really I hate my mother and my father hardly talks to me, but I will save those for later blogs. Nov 21, 2008 breakfast: 2 slices of toast wit PB 8 0z. Oj

Faster Harder Deeper More!!!
Catchy title I think. It resembles the title to a 4NonBlondes album in the 90's. People are so driven by sex they will probably read the title and automatically think I'm writing sex stories. Sorry kids I save that for my personal time at home, and I get paid for my stories. Everyone should know that nothing in life is free, not even freedom of speech. I'm rambling.... I woke up this morning with what "Liza" would call, a little song in my heart. There was almost a half-cocked smile on my face before I took my first 4 steps into the bathroom. Maybe it was because I slept in. Maybe because my house smelled like my sweetpea candle. Maybe I had another crazy sex dream that I don't remember. I seem to be notorious for that, roll around in bed all night, moaning and shaking, wake up the next morning and don't have a clue wtf you're talking about. Maybe it's because I'm taking a small vacation from work and I'm allowing myself to decompress and finally let all the political b

Yes! (ok... So I'm A Little Science Geek...)
e=mc2: 103 years later, Einstein's proven right PARIS (AFP) – It's taken more than a century, but Einstein's celebrated formula e=mc2 has finally been corroborated, thanks to a heroic computational effort by French, German and Hungarian physicists. A brainpower consortium led by Laurent Lellouch of France's Centre for Theoretical Physics, using some of the world's mightiest supercomputers, have set down the calculations for estimating the mass of protons and neutrons, the particles at the nucleus of atoms. According to the conventional model of particle physics, protons and neutrons comprise smaller particles known as quarks, which in turn are bound by gluons. The odd thing is this: the mass of gluons is zero and the mass of quarks is only five percent. Where, therefore, is the missing 95 percent? The answer, according to the study published in the US journal Science on Thursday, comes from the energy from the movements and interactions of quarks and gluons. In othe

Bell Ringers
I saw the bell ringers are out today. I'll never forget one a few years ago. I put a dollar in the pot and the bell ringer grabbed my hand and got a strange look on her face. Her eyes looked black, lifeless, and then she rolled them back in her head until I saw only whites. Her lips did not move, yet I heard a voice say, "Under your pillow. You will find happiness under your pillow. You will sleep tonight and in the morning you will find it. Happiness...under your pillow." Well, I was in a rush and didn't give it a second thought, until I went to bed that night. I slept so peacefully, never stirring, and never waking until morning. I've never been so shocked as when I woke up! Because I lifted my pillow, and would you believe there was not a fucking thing under it? I still can't believe what a cool trick that old woman played on me. :D

What Do Men Really Want
Men wat can u say about them other than they are good to have around sometimes and u wanna kill em.Ok when a man says I want u for u wat does he mean?Ill tell ya it means i only want to fuck u and then move on to the next woman I see. When we say you the only one for me is that real? Ladies I know from a male point of view all men want is to get in and get out so wat do we really want? Drop me some comments please and let me know wat you ladies think.

I Still Love This One Lol... For Those Of You Who Use Your Brain...
*What was the best thing before sliced bread? *If 4 out of 5 people suffer from diarrhea, does that mean one enjoys it? *Why do we call them asteroids when they come from the hemisphere, and hemmerhoids when they come from the ass? *If all is not lost, then where is it? *Why do you need a drivers license to buy liquor when you can't drink and drive? *You know how most packages say "Open here" right? Well, what is the protocol when it says "Open somewhere else? *How do they get a deer to cross at that yellow road sign? *You know that little indestructible black box used on airplanes? Why can't they make the whole plane out of the same substance? *Does fuzzy logic tickle? *If you are cross eyed and have dyslexia, can you read alright? *If the universe is everything, and scientists say that the universe is expanding, what is it expanding into? *Why do you press harder on the remote control when you know the battery is dead? *If flying is so safe, why is

What Do I Want Out Of Life
What do I want out of life? I want my kids to grow up confident and self assured to have them be loving caring people who show the world they are someone very special. I love with everything I have and expect nothing in return except be loved back the same way. I want the man in my life to love me unconditionally and to be the first thing he thinks of when he wakes up in the morning and the last thing he thinks of at night. And to be thought of thru out the day. I want a man to put my needs and wants above his own. Not because you have too but because you want too. To be treated with dignity, respect and love at all times. To not be made to feel as if I only exists when they have the time for me. Though I may not admit it I do want a modern day Prince. I want the little things in life that most forget to take time to see. I am strong yet I need a safe place to fall when I am tired and can’t be strong anymore. I want someone that is my equal yet different. Strong, lov

Please Read Its A Fuangel And Lost Boyz Contest
THE PROMOTER FOR THE FU-ANGELS & The LOST BOY'Z Is HOLDING A CONTEST TO PROMOTE THE GROUP. THIS WILL BE FOR MEMBERS ONLY HERE IS HOW IT WORKS Its a contest of most refferals in a month By the 5th of every month 3 prizes go out to 3 winners. 1st Place: is 65 gift fu-bling @ $50.00 2nd Place: is 25 Gift fu-bling @ $20.00 3rd Place: is 1 day blast @ $7.50 The prizes can be changed out via discussion between Bright Eyed Artist, and the winner's individually & all winners are picked by me Heart of Fire I will be keeping tract of all the recruits, so when you do recruit people you need to contact me "Heart of Fire" to let me know that you will be reffering them, or tell the person you are recruiting to let me know you are reffering them. Bright eyed Artist will doll out the prizes from the 5th to the 10th of each month,.. deadline for submissions is the 1st of each month,.... & if winners after being notified do not respond, pri

Always Remembering You....
Guess I figured out what was wrong with me the last few days. Should have known really, but alas my subconcious found a way to call my attention to it. I was wondering why all of a sudden I got really sad and couldn't stop crying, I didn't forget, I'll never forget, but it slipped my mind for a bit. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you and wish you were here. Can't believe it's been 9 years already cause it seems like just yesterday. Always thinking of you and I'll miss you always Grandma!!!! Love you more then you could ever know!!!! 12-7-1923--11-23-1999

Holidays
RECENT UPDATE: Hey everyone :) Just an update on things here in NC. I recently moved into my "own place". Ok, its not "mine" per se. But I have found a room to rent with a few friends and so that is why I have not been online the last few days. My wireless router is being a butthead sooooo I have to steal the roommates laptop when i am able. Ill be workin on getting the router set up though soon. GREAT NEWS! I got a phone call from my great aunt and uncle and cousin saying theyre in the area visiting for a Marine reunion.Theyve offered me a free ride home to see my babies for the holidays! I just had to get a way back home. Done. Ill be riding home with family to see my kids tomorrow morning and by sunday Ill be able to see family and the kids! Im so excited and can barely stand myself right now im so geeked :D:D Ive only told my ex husband about this...no one else knows XD. Im making this a complete surprise for my family AND my kids. I cant wait! Ill be in Michig

Hugo Boss - 'hugo' After Shave
I am not sure if you want to be a 'Hugo' Man, but here is a good reason not to be: This one is for men! Ingredients in this product are linked to: Cancer Developmental/reproductive toxicity Violations, Restrictions & Warnings Allergies/immunotoxicity Other concerns for ingredients used in this product: Neurotoxicity, Organ system toxicity (non-reproductive), Miscellaneous, Multiple, additive exposure sources, Irritation (skin, eyes, or lungs), Enhanced skin absorption, Contamination concerns, Biochemical or cellular level changes Scary? Yup, a little. ever wondered why your sperm count is low, sneeze when you smell a perfume/ aftershave/ etc? Check your cosmetics!

Proper Job Placement...
Methods from Human Resources... 1. Put 400 bricks in a closed room. 2. Put your new hires in the room and close the door. 3. Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours. 4. Then analyze the situation: a. If they are counting the bricks, put them in the Accounting Department. b. If they are recounting them, put them in Auditing. c. If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in Engineering. d. If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order, put them in Planning. e. If they are throwing the bricks at each other, put them in Operations. f. If they are sleeping, put them in Security. g. If they have broken the bricks into pieces, put them in Information Technology. h. If they are sitting idle, put them in Human Resources. i. If they say they have tried different combinations, they are looking for more, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in Sales. j. If they have already left for the

Liars
I'm really starting to wonder what the fuck is wrong with me. I'm basically an honest person. I try not to sugarcoat anything. That might come across as bitchy, but that's just me. But...my problem is this: As honest as I am, why is it so hard for others to be honest with me?? I'm not a fucking monster. Why is the need to lie always there? I start talking to someone. All is well. Things go good for awhile, then BAM! The fucking floodgates let loose. Then you have people who are supposed to be your friends and claim to love you, lying point blank to you, not realizing that you know it's a lie. Then they question why you're mad... It's no goddamn wonder I'm a bitch. This is shit I've constantly had to deal with and I'm pretty tired of it. Bottom Line...If you can't be honest with me, then fuck off and have a nice day. I don't have any time for you

For My Baby....
From the air I see your loneliness You carry on despite your fear Inside a box you keep your sanity And it will never seem clear, to me Over the hills, the light, it flows... It shows the angels laughing And where is the love that we're supposed to find? Lost in a maze of games so very dark and overwhelming Lost in these thoughts that seem to rule my mind A simple spell cast is broken through The force of life decides to bend You lay below the sacred stormy skies And you will write the end... for me The door will close and I will be denied A dagger thrust into my chest You claim yourself to the victory But it is I... who will rest, in peace

Life
NINE WORDS WOMEN USE (1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. (2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. (3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. (4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! (5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) (6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding

The Doorway
What is it in a Person to comment on a Woman,About how Beautiful her Eyes are only to want this Woman to accept them as a Friend just to get the Woman to cam.Look deep into what you are try'n to see and Think about the Soul of Woman inside!!!!!!!!!! Darktazz

Crazy Bitches
seriously what is up with them? they break up with you, you stop chasing them, they come runnin to you and by that time you dont want them. you meet someone better who makes you happier and treats you amazing. then that ex bitch gets fuckin nuts and starts stalkin so u and ur new girl blocker her but she makes another profile to stalk you honestly what is with ppl these days

Meaning Of My Name Joshua
my meaning of my name........so read it The boy's name Joshua ..j(o)-shua.. is pronounced JOSH-yoo-ah. It is of Hebrew origin, and its meaning is "Jehovah is salvation". Short form of Jehoshua. Biblical: Joshua was an attendant and helper to Moses during the Israelites' 40-year trek through the Sinai wilderness. He was appointed by God to lead the Israelites after the death of Moses. Josue is a Spanish form

"bury Me" Lyrics
NEW SONG........."BURY U" *CHORUS "(IMA BURY U) IM TAKEN U DOWN (IMA BURY U) DONT MAKE A SOUND (IMA BURY U) ALONE IN THE DIRT(IMA BURY U) FOR WHAT ITS WORTH.." "FIRST LET ME SOUND OFF.......HUNT U DOWN SO QUICK........THE CLOCK TIC.....ON SOME HOMICIDE SHIT........DRAMA MAKE THE GUN GO CLICK........MAGAZINE OR CLIP........HEAT PACKIN LIKE MIAMI.........BOUT TO BAT U HOES LIKE CORKED BAT CALL ME SAMMY.........SOSA.........NINE INCH NAILS USED TO GET ME CLOSA.........HANG YA CORPSE ON MY WALL LIKE A POSTA....... AND U CAN NOT COPE.........THIS DRUG CALLED MY WORDS CUT LIKE COKE.......BAKIN SODA TO YA THROAT......U A LIL FAGGOT IN THE PEN WITH THE SOAP......DROPPED AND NOW ITS MURDER SHE WROTE.......BUT I AINT WRITING........PETTY SHIT I AINT FIGHTIN.........TO WHITE TO BE ENLIGHTENED......COMFORTABLE IN MY OWN SKIN........HATED BY MY OWN KIN.........LIKE BEIN A FAMILY IS A KNOWN SIN..........AND MY THREAD CANT BE SOWN IN.........IM STEADY BUT ZONIN.........AND NOW CASKETS

Colored Folks
COLORED FOLKS! This was written by a black guy in Texas and is so funny. What a great sense of humor. When I born, I black , when I grow up, I black, when I go in sun, I black, when I cold, I black, when I scared, I black , when I sick, I black, and when I die, I still black You white folks.... when you born, you pink , when you grow up, you white, when you go in sun, you red , when you cold, you blue , when you scared, you yellow, when you sick, you green, when you bruised, you purple, and when you die, you gray. So who you callin' C O L O R E D ???? !

Your Fault
Your Fault! They took all my innocence from me an said it was my fault. They touched me where they should not and said it was my fault. They made me cry and want to die and said it was my fault. They ripped me apart and killed my heart and said it was my fault. They made me feel dirty and ashamed and said it was my fault. They stole my childhood from me until there was nothing left of me and said it was my fault. They were the monsters who hurt and killed me inside and said it was my fault. They were the ones who did me wrong for so long and said it was my fault You stole everything precious and dear to me and said it was my fault. It was not my fault it was all your fault! I will never forgive you for the things you did to me it was all your fault! I will never truly ever trust again it was all your fault! I will never have my innocence again and it was all your fault! I will never be the same again and it is all your fault!

Don't Let My Babies Die
Don't let my babies die. My children's screams ring in my ears as the car is filled with fear. It has only been a moment but seems an eternity. Their screams of fear cuts me like a thousand shards of glass. I can only pray to God this won't last. Please I beg in that instant don't let my babies die. Take my life if you must but don't let them be hurt. I can feel their fear like the dark cloak of death wrapping around my heart. Praying for their lives as we hit the ground. Please oh don't let a mothers worst fear come true. This mother is begging you. Don't let my babies die. I hear my heart scream and cry. Lord don't take away all I have without them I would not last. So precious are my children hearing their cries of fear as mere seconds pass. God I beg you please spare their sweet lives and don't let my babies die. On the ground on our side I look around. There they are safe and sound. Please let the door open no it won't. Fea

Earthbound Angels
Earthbound Angels Angels walk this Earth not the ones above. Earthbound Angels their hearts full of love. You can't tell who they are by their halo or their wings. Only through the beautiful light that in their hearts does sing. Little do they themselves know who they truly are. For they walk the path of men tripping and tumbling they often become marred. This is God's plan and design for life. For how can one truly say change if you have never lived one day of strife. They walk where other angels fear to tread. Where good people often huddle in dread. With every step they take evil creatures hide and hang theirs head in shame. Because where evil and darkness once reigned has now become God's domain. The Earthbound Angels lift the hearts of every women,child, and men where ever they roam. They will continue to do so till God calls them home. For when the Angels are called to Heaven to stay:God will have this to say. My bel

How The End Looks.
pfft..you all might think I am crazy for posting this..but if it opens one persons eyes..i did my job.*smiles* ((got this from the website...RAPTUREALERT.COM)) How The End Looks by Michael G. Mickey (11-21-08) I continue to catch a lot of heat from those skeptical of the position of this small ministry for Christ, which is that Jesus Christ is coming soon, but, whenever I'm feeling beaten down or wearied, all I have to do is look at the news of our world today and compare it with Bible prophecy. That does the trick for me each and every time. Rarely does a 24-hour period go by that I can't find something in the news that I can point to and say to anyone, "THIS is how the end looks, according to Bible prophecy!" Let's review a few examples of recent findings I've come across that point to this being the case. The United States on its way out as a superpower Anyone who has examined Bible prophecy extensively or tried to answer the question of where the USA is loc

A Mom's Christmas Wish
To all the moms I know, here is a little funny that borders on reality! Happy Holidays. Dear Santa*,I've been a good mom all year. I've fed, cleaned and cuddled my children on demand, visited the doctor's office more than my doctor and sold sixty-two cases of candy bars to raise money to plant a shade tree on the school playground. I was hoping you could spread my list out over several Christmases, since I had to write this letter with my son's red crayon, on the back of a receipt in the laundry room between cycles, and who knows when I'll find anymore free time in the next 18 years. Here are my Christmas wishes: I'd like a pair of legs that don't ache (in any color, except purple, which I already have) and arms that don't hurt or flap in the breeze, but are strong enough to pull my screaming child out of the candy aisle in the grocery store. I'd also like a waist, since I lost mine somewhere in the seventh month of my last pregnancy. If you're hauling big ticket items this year I'd li

Wondering
Another year almost gone. We have reached a new all time high in how bad our economy is getting. And we reached something I never thought I would ever see in my 27years of my youth that I would live to see a black president. A woman maybe but never thought a black man would actually stand a chance. Don't get me wrong we are all equal. BUT people of america do not think so sometimes. Perhaps its the small minded fools who have lower than most standards. Or perhaps its the uneducated that lack self respect enough to give it to others. Who knows. But I do know one thing. What does this mean for us as america? Will we remain the victorious land of the free? or Will we fall just as Sadom and Gamora did back when Moses was around? Who knows. But I know the thing that disturbs me the most is; What is going to happen to our next generation?? They say HISTORY repeats itself. WILL IT? Will we see racism and hate take front burner after all these years? Will we watch our nation of equality go dow

Vick's Vapor Rub On Your Feet
This was not written by me, but RECOMMENDED TO ME BY MY DAD & FOUND ON ANOTHER WEB SITE I received an email recently about how doctor's found great results in reducing a child's night time cough by rubbing Vicks Vapor Rub on their feet, then putting the kid's socks on, and letting them go to bed. Now this email stated that not only were they getting good results, but the Vicks technique was working 100% of the time. Hmmmmmm, Time to test I have a young child and now that we are entering the cold season I figured I would have the opportunity to test this method out. Well, the doctors were right. One night I woke hearing my child coughing steadily in his sleep. Remembering the email that I received a few days earlier I decided to give the Vicks a shot. I went into his room and started applying the Vicks. Now, my child is a very sound sleeper and will sleep through anything, so me applying the Vicks to his feet did not even begin to stir him from his deep slumber. I tell you this

Form
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Chapters Of Life
As life rolls it's waves an turns our lives. It teaches us lessons, in it's own special way. Some see the lesson an learn from it. While others loose theirselves in their sorrows. I choose to learn, to find meaning in the hidden agenda's of the Universal way. Some say life is a game to play. I have learned it is a force to reckoned with! Each chapter of life for each door that opens an each door that closes, is designed by you. You choose which way you flow. With all the doors I have opened an closed, I have become wiser, learning from the lessons I endured. I am at a chapter in my life now. Where all is a new begging. Making choices an opening doors that feel right for me. All I can do now is pray that, I open the right doors, So I am able to me!

Your Choices
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many friends you have Or how accepted you are. Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone. It isn't about who you're dating, who you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all. It isn't about who your family is or how much money they have, Or what kind of car you drive. It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are. Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have, Or what kind of music you listen to. It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown, Or if your skin is too light or too dark. Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are. It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at 'your' sport. It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will 'accept the written you.' Life just is

True Erotica-his View
This is really ubelievable but true and i want to share it with you. It was last saturday night and we were hanging out with our girlfriend who didnt know that we had a surprise in store for her. Years ago I had taken a course in sensual massage and thought that it would be a great idea to give Susan and the girlfriend a massage. I got some coconut oil from a local nature store,lit some candles in the bedroom,warmed up the oil and had the two most beautiful and sexy women i have ever met come in the bedroom to get their massages. Both ladies undressed and sat on the bed, the sight of their naked bodies in the dim candlelight was a very nice start to the evening. I started with Susan. As she lay there in all her naked glory i poured the warm coconut oil over my palm to make sure it wasnt too hot and then on to her back. I rubbed the oil around to get all of her covered in it. The smell of the oil filled the room adding a nice aroma to go with the romantic setting. I began t

My Best Friend
Ok, here's my story. I have and been in love with this guy that I was dating, engaged to, and then turned into friendship, except I don't get the cuddly, love, love to spend time with you kind of feeling. He is a party boy. Never the less, I love him, what should I do, keep him as a best friend or try to make the relationship work? I am so confused and drunk. amd I guess that doesn't help. My son and daughter in law love him and think he is the best thing that ever happened to me since my divorce. I could use some help with this one.

Feelings Of Love
When you find that special someone, That someone that makes your heart skip a beat. You look forward to being with them and simple things slip your mind Like sleeping and remembering to eat Your thoughts are always with them and hearing from them makes your knees go weak And the times that you can be together, The opportunities you will always seek Being in love is the greatest feeling in the world You always feel that person's arms around you But the flip side of that love is when you realize that person doesnt return the love Then you feel the earth crash around you