Catalyst of Insanity TO Girl's blog: "randomness"

There is no forever and there is no yesterday just now and now feels like wasted time u cant press rewind or fastforward to 2moro theres nothing but this moment nothing but right now theres no forever and theres no yesterday so there is no one to come and u never were But there is me and thats all i have for Guaranty There is no forever and no yesterday

go me :P lol hey thanks everyone for being awsome and helpin me out ... big thanks to Jay for my blast again and all u akmazing ppl who were bombing me lol read last entry for that i could use more :P

SO YAY I GOT MY 1ST BLAST :D U ALL HAVE TO GIVE JAY LOVE :P Jay

@ CherryTAP RIGHT NOW ALL GO AND GIVE HIM LOVE I MEAN IT AND IF U SEE ME UP THERE MAKE SURE TO SAY HI YAY I GOT MY 1STEST ONE YAY thank u sooooooooooooo much

SOooooo i want a CHerry blast but i am out of room on my credit card ... and ur not gonna get me one r ya lol but if u r i would luves u but still if ur not do me a huge fav click on that and go comment bomb the hell out me just go over and over again i need about 9000 to catch the top but i got to 1000 in 4 hours so i think its doable with some help Much LOve Sheila so least 10 comments or buy me a blast lol :p ok fine u dont have to but i liek it if u would

So its crazy to think how i 1 2 3 4 weeks a month how everhtng can be so differnt ... a month ago i seriously was planning to get married i was planning school i still am doing that but i was setting up a life in my head i was really sure who i was with was who i wanted forever and 15million days :P ... thank god i am saved form that one lol i way to young i know that now... but its like 3 weeks ago i was heart broken shattered feeling lost and seeing everthing fall apart.... i was mad sad u name it i felt it ... 2 weeks ago i got hit by a ton of bricks my funding for school backed out lol needless to say i was never so sure of my love as then i never cried so hard in my life i felt as though m,y eyes were gonna pop they hurt for days .... it put things into new guild lines and what matters and what dosnt weekago.... I met someone amazing He been a good friend ever since ... a month ago i got intouch with some old friends and they helped me thru my heard times and showed me what real friends r not what 3 weeks ago i thought i was lost 2 weeks ago i found my self spinning half naked in the rain and falling onto the grass staring up at the sky and feeling ther rain fall it was amazing 1 week ago i had the biggest day of my life thus fair i went to my 1st day of school and this week everthing in my life is sooo differnt theres not even words to explain it i will need to find my self a lil more of who i have lost but i will and i will find much more its amazing what a week can do :P much love to all my friends who have been here for me in these times of great changes u mean the world that ur there and r still there

:P i 'm a cherry rock start ... hey thanks for all the help hugs kisses .... i wanted to get one more b4 school started and i wouldnt have no mroe time lol

say good bye and take u form my head not need not want again its all in the yesterdays no more 2moros time for laughing forget all the sorrows no more wasted time wasted energy fact is ur not for me forget u will forget u wont take it all love seems a joke a lil pain and i find me back again do it all again i dont want to fall again say that u will say that u wont i think we cant but see we dont say what u will to me i dotn feel u say good bye and take u form my head need not want not ... not again its in the yesterdays theres no more 2moros gotts bet the sorrows no more wasted time wasted time need a good goodbye say good bye forget ur number take it form my head i hate that by refex i dial it again dont want to hear ur voice dont want to make a choice just want u gone form see its like its mermory see it like photograh its all just nothing nothing nothing at all fade away into the shadow i dont want to hear u say my name so what love u but i dont really want to the fact is that i cant sand u no more and i need u but i can not belive u the fact is that i cant stand u no more say good bye and take u form my head need not want not ... not again its in the yesterdays theres no more 2moros gotts bet the sorrows no more wasted time wasted time need a good goodbye say good bye and thing is that love u but i i sooo dont want to the facts r that i cant stand u no more and i dont need u cuz i can not belive u the thing is that i cant stand u no more cant stand u no more no ,more not no more da da dad yah and i love u the thing is i dont want to da da da noooo more

i have no time these days so if idotn get back to u please forgive me ... hugs i think i not gonna be on to much so i gonna give up on trying to level up so much too lol :p but if anyone wants to helpo me i would like to get one more b4 i stop tryin lol

Soo i am gona get a tattoo i not sure when but i know what iam gonna get angle wings on my shoulders and back common but vary me i will get hen right now ansd form fitting to my shape in crisp black not to busy but not just lines and they will be stunning everyone for a long time has called me an angle and my obbession with wings i am sute u notice so i really love this idea