The Southern Devil The Only King of The's blog: "Pure Poetry"

Quote from 2-Pac: " I had to teach my motherfuckin' self how to be a man, you understand me?
and I'm still learning, but can't a motherfucker out there tell me shit.....cause I was on welfare started with nothing... and now I got a little bit of something."

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

All the chains that they gave us at birth we all wear,
and the crosses we bare in this place we all share,
we expire too quickly, why run from the fear,
I am tired and sick, way too numb now to care,

This is mine you can't have this,
can't take this from me,
I will fight to the death, die for what I believe,
when I silence your life, for the hatred you breed,
may you rot in the bowels of Hell endlessly,

You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....


-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

Like a snake with two faces, they lay in the grass,
try to break out and make it, they prey on your ass,
in the jungle the lion keeps eyes on his back,
the hyenas and vulchers all veigh to attack,

If you know this and feel this and see this around,
and the hatred and jealously's all that surround,
when they're trying to silence the words from your mouth,
in defiance, let fly with and cry this outloud,

You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....
You will never break me down, I'm stronger than you are.....

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

-You will not break me, I am unable to be broken
You will not change me, I am impossible to change,
I'll never live another minute, in this Hell that I've chosen
If I know I have to live it, bound by these chains,

From the beginning it was clear to me that I was never gonna be the kind of guy that got a free ride
And the older that I grow to be the road I chose to show in me the only one that is holding me is I
The reflection in the mirror's never getting any clearer but I see the man I use to be has died
I don't like the way I'm feeling but I know the way I'm dealing with it's not a healthy way to make it right
And there's nothing I can do about it every minute every hour is passing by I'm running out of days
I guess the best that I could do is never good enough to prove to me or anybody else that I'm ok
And now my friends don't call, my mother doesn't call and my father he just looks away
And now my friends don't call, my mother doesn't call and my father he just looks away

I ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friend
It's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very end
I ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friend
That's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very end

Something's wrong with the inside of me somehow I know there's gotta be
A way to get away my only company is misery
And everytime I try to get ahead I hit the wall
But at the bottom many times I'm always ready for the fall
If this is all that I can make out of this life I gotta burn
And I still got a ways to go and I still got a lot to learn
I've always heard that a man becomes the things he thinks about
But I've tried it all my life and it ain't really working out

They say - you never get something outta nothing
Each day - I pray that it gets better but it doesn't
This pain - it happens everytime I come to lovin'
It fades - it's all I got never get another
They say - you never get something outta nothing
Each day - I pray that it gets better but it doesn't
This pain - it happens everytime I come to lovin'
It fades

I ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friend
It's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very end
I ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friend
That's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very end

I've gotta confess that my life is a mess at the bottom of many a barrel I rest
At the bottom of many a bottles so many tomorrows I'm sorry to wait for the best
And all I keep thinking is if I keep going the way that I'm going I'm going no where fast
I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling I'm falling but there is no one to hear me
Maybe some day I will find a release finally find if there is any peace
If only I could get up on my feet I'm thinking maybe I'll finally be free
What if I never make sense of it all
What if I never get up from the fall
Imma always be a low life
Now Heaven knows my life is never perfect
But at the same time I gotta keep tryin'
Until the day that I retire with the Angels in the choir
Or I'm burning in the heat of Hells fire
And now my friends don't call, my mother doesn't call and my father he just looks away
And now my friends don't call, my mother doesn't call and my father he just looks away

I ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friend
It's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very end
I ain't got no money I ain't got no time and don't nobody want to be my friend
It's always how it's gonna be no matter how I try a low life till the very end

Blood pours out my veins
And I will not break down and cry again
My love for you was strong tonight
And that's why you had to die, my friend

one step left - two steps right
that's where we were, when we began to fight
one step back - three steps left
that's where I ripped the shirt off your chest
and you screamed - and I smiled
when you had your face, pushed against those tiles
and my hand - over your mouth
preventing you to scream and shout
Just you and me - all alone
no one to save you, nowhere to go
one two three - four five six
spin around and embrace my dick
And I impale - your fucking cunt
please don't faint, I've just begun
to fuck you hard - take you from behind
bash your and smash your face, everytime you cry

Please now please, don't cry my love
Now please now please, you'll die my love
Please now please, don't cry my love
Shut the fuck up or you'll drown in blood

Blood pours out my veins and I
Will not break down and cry again
my love for you was strong tonight
And that's why you had to die, my friend

it doesn't matter - how long you scream
no matter how hard you wish, you know it's not a dream
this pain is real - and so am I
you've seen my face so now you have to die
so I grab your hair - and bash you to the ground
the brain shows between, the cracking sound
of your skull - smashing down
one two three, then turn around
laying on the ground - twitch and twirl
not talking anymore, now that's a nice girl
carve in my arm - one two slice
a scar for everytime another girl dies
clean up the mess - dump the corpse
let the stupid cops, take you to the morgue
now I'm done - with this shit
continue to dance with another bitch

Please now please, don't cry my love
Now please now please, you'll die my love
Please now please, don't cry my love
Shut the fuck up or you'll drown in blood

Babygirl, you're my world
I wanna love you like a squirrel
By that I mean shoving these nuts right in your mouth
And I'd never take them out
And without a doubt I was askin' around
About you and now you put out on my couch
And I hereby vouche that I'm never gonna bounce on you
Now that I got you

Now that I got you
I just don't want you
Can't you catch the clue
You were through with me
Except for that fuckin' part
Cause I can't get rid of the part
Fuck you you can't have my heart
I'm saving it for the finer things
Finer things like a girl with nipple rings
Like a girl with nipple rings
Like a girl with nipple rings
And I don't even like piercings
Like a girl with nipple rings

I like porn and unicorns
I'd fuck your body cold or warm
You like me and you like me
Both my personalities
We can be in a tree
K.I.S.S.I.N.G
And you are free to disagree
But that won't stop me
Make me your king and you'll be my queen
You cook and I'll clean and you'll intervene
Everytime I try a homicide on every single guy who tries to eye you
I do not give a damn, don't you understand
I can kill your man and I plan to hand you his hands
In a black plastic bucket
But fuck it
I'm gonna chuck that dick off a bridge

I can't stand you
And I plan to
Try to understand you
So I won't lose you

(Speaking)
Baby... I gotta tell ya
Everytime I smell ya
I just want to fuck ya

Babygirl please don't cry
You're not mine and we both know why
But cross that heart and hope to die
Cause that's what will happen if you ever try to leave me
Can't you see you need me
Just bare with me, don't be scared of me
I'll get therapy and next time I'm in Hell you'll be there with me

So what I guess I'm tryin' to say is that you're always on my mind
And I don't mind that you're too damn kind
To all my asshole friends who take your weed
Smoke it with me, tell me that they got it from Steve
Who'd ever believe me and you got no fuckin' clue
And if I ever chose wrong would it be cool to sleep with you
Cause I was hoping to get screwed tonight
Alright

I can't stand you
And I plan to
Try to understand you
So I won't lose you
I can't stand you
And I plan to
Try to understand you
So I won't lose you

I'm a people user, weed abuser
Don't need a suture to see my future
Who's fooling who, I'm a loser through and through
Too much time on this computer making music for you
I didn't chose to be poor, didn't chose to be born
When I'm a corpse I assume I won't be mourned
By no one but my mother cause I love her of course
I could be wrong cause I treated her like shit all along
I can't spit in a song without being demented
Cause I'm mentally weak not to mention defective
I guess it depends on how you see my intentions
Am I being myself or just seeking attention
And I need no direction I just smoke pot
I'm in a dead end job but I do what I got
To do, it's true I'd rather be you
But what would that prove you're a fuckin' loser too

Yet I cry
Yet I try
To survive
Everything I do I'm just a loser

I can't be trusted I've got no friends
If I did it to you once Ima do it again
And then you'll blend in the bottom of my mind
Where I hold a funeral for you all the time
I'm not too rowdy I stay inside
People talk about me and I know why
It's cause I'm fat and I'm lazy and I never get paid
If that's what makes you crazy then I'll never be sane
Losers grow up stuck in a town that sucks
So down on their luck that they give up and die
They survive by living a lie
They try to smile meanwhile they suicidal on the inside
So they rot, they know their not
Ever gonna get a shot at making their dreams come true
It's true too easy to confuse me with you
Cause you see I'm a fuckin' loser too

You might never like what your life does to ya
They screw ya, boot ya, look right through ya
Abuse ya, laugh as they batter and bruise ya
Soon you're gonna snap and react like a bazooka
BOOM! There ain't no room for a loser like you
What you gonna do you gotta fuckin' chose
You could shoot up your school
Be on the news
Swing from a noose
Or sing the fuckin' blues

Yet I cry
Yet I try
To survive
Everything I do I'm just a loser
Why am I
So despised
In your eyes
You're a fuckin' loser too

Who the fuck's calling me a loser
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
You're a fuckin' loser too
Who the fuck's calling me a loser
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
You're a motherfuckin' loser too

Yet I cry (FUCK YOU)
Yet I try (FUCK YOU)
To survive
Everything I do I'm just a loser (FUCK YOU)
Why am I (FUCK YOU)
So despised (FUCK YOU)
In your eyes (FUCK YOU)
You're a fuckin' loser too

I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at me
I'm lost between the depths of my insanity
Forever nothing, I am my own enemy
And now I face myself and now I face myself
I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at me
I'm lost between the depths of my insanity
Forever nothing, I am my own enemy
And now I face myself and now I face myself

Into the void I stare the blackness overwhelms the senses
But overall I'm feeling nothing you can call me senseless
I keep on going in this life because I am relentless
You tear me down but I build myself back up, hence this
Song I wrote when I stared into my own abyss
There is no love here, no faith and no accomplishments
There's only hatred, I live on self punishment
Self flagellation, I hurt myself for the fuck of it
Don't get it twisted cause this ain't another sad song
I've passed all that, I stood up and I moved on
But I've felt more pain in my life than any normal person out there
By my very own pain I maintain the proof to myself that there's no one up there
I take my pain as reassurance that I am alive
It keeps me leveled, it gives me reason to survive
There is no triumph without tribulation in a nation ruled by Satan
My worst enemy is the one I'm facing

I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at me
I'm lost between the depths of my insanity
Forever nothing, I am my own enemy
And now I face myself and now I face myself
I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at me
I'm lost between the depths of my insanity
Forever nothing, I am my own enemy
And now I face myself and now I face myself

Easily I can blame my life for the death of my mother
But my life is what it is I'll never ever put the blame on another
That shit was fucked up but that is how my story goes
That's why I am what I am why I spit what I spit and I have no soul
I'm steadily finding my path and way into salvation
I look in the mirror sometimes I see the reflection of Satan
Life is nothing more than waiting for your last breath
We're born dead but still we wait for our second death
The next step in evolution is a simple shadow
And life is nothing more than a war and it's up to you to battle
And so we go through life envisioning our own deaths
The milk is sour from the inside of our mothers breast
No nourishment we die alone this I must confess
So you must face yourself, so you must face yourself

I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at me
I'm lost between the depths of my insanity
Forever nothing, I am my own enemy
And now I face myself and now I face myself
I stare in the abyss, it's staring back at me
I'm lost between the depths of my insanity
Forever nothing, I am my own enemy
And now I face myself and now I face myself

"All these child molesters and all this crowd that's coming out of the closets, Imma tell you something brother that's more than depravity. Any man that'll take a screwdriver and poke the eyes out of children and duct tape their mouth together and seduce four year old girls. That's not depravity, that is demonology. Men sleeping with men is not depravity, that's demonology. Women sleeping with women is not depravity, that's demonology. Humans sleeping with animals is demonology. Adults raping and molesting children, that's more than being wicked. That is being possesed with the fallen spirit from Hell itself"

Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast

Astrological phenomenons be me sign
Inside the Necronomicon will you read these lines
The book of fifty dead names the ancient ones
Thy kingdom come thy will be done and now the beast I will summon
Zia dingir kia kempa
I call upon Leviathan to leave this whole world scarred
I speak Enochian the most ancient of tongues
And as I inhale the incense it fills up my lungs
This is the black robe for the black pope
with the spirits I invoke I'm giving praises to the goat
As the lamb chokes on it's own blood because I slit it's throat
My name is SickTanicK and it's the beast that I promote

Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast
Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast

I walk around the room like nataS, Satan, nataS Satan
Premeditation on the ritual that I'm awaitin'
I'm facing demons on the altar when I'm contemplatin'
I've reach the thirty forth degree and no I'm not a Mason
I burn crosses with the touch of my fingertips
This coincides with what they call true Lucifage
So take your crucifix and bury it deep
I am the wolf amongst the sheep and I'm killing off all the weak
I speak tongues with razors when I'm kissing on a succubus
And don't mistake my ryhmes for the words of some gothic kid
So fuck the right hand path and all you wicked wannabe magicians
Put your ear up to the beast and fuckin' listen

Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast
Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast

Our father in hell let us pray
Upon the spilt blood of the lamb what does thou say
For we pray for damnation as our souls decay
Give us knowledge and power as we kneel before the Baphomet
My servants I come to thee
In the form of a goat cloaked in mystery
I see all the future and the power it holds
So let the prophecy unfold and let man's story now be told
We're all carnal we touch and taste
We see and feel we fold and kill and then we waste
Away you only have one life so live it
Praise be to SickTanicK Tha Souless for all the words he's givin'
I'm livin' in your house and schoolbooks too
And if you wanna see me people all you do is look inside of you
I'm everywhere I'm the air you breathe
And if you look into the mirror motherfuckers I am what you see

Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast
Hear the call in nomine SickTanicK
Disciples rise and see the power of the blackest magick
Hear the call in the name of the beast
Disciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feast

I watch you as an outsider
I consider this a drug with each dose I get a little higher
Your my obsession who's got me stressin'
The main target for release of my aggression
I sneak inside your room and watch you in your peaceful sleep
I stand in silence all my secrets you forever keep
I stay quiet so you don't wake up
And as I go through your stuff I'm puttin' on your make-up
Eyeshadows and lipstick
I wanna look just like you when I show you why my name is Sick
I put your panties on and sit upon the cold floor
You are my object but then again you're much more
I slowly slide the covers off and get in bed with you
You toss and turn you're not awake and that's incredible
You're not my first and you won't be my last
Stay asleep and stay quiet and I'll make this fast, yeah

You try to run but there's no escape
There's no escape from the ritual rape (from the ritual rape)
You better know I'm here to seal your fate
And your body I will desecrate (I will desecrate)
You try to run but there's no escape
There's no escape from the ritual rape (from the ritual rape)
You better know I'm here to seal your fate
And your body I will desecrate (I will desecrate)

You're still sleepin' but your breathin' steadily increases
I grow impatient so wake up and see the face of Jesus
Suspense builds as I pick up the pillow
And shove it up on your face, you tried to reach for the bedroom window
But no luck I got your hands pinned down
I beat the pillow with my fist until I see the blood seepin' out
You start to shake in a seizure
You didn't trust in my words now I gotta make you a believer
As my body it quivers
Because I choked myself out my demon seed is delivered
I bite your body like a piece of raw meat
And to think just minutes ago you were fast asleep
And now you lay there raped and dead
With the mark of the beast left center on your forehead
Like I said there is no escape
From SickTanicK Tha Souless or my ritual rape

You try to run but there's no escape
There's no escape from the ritual rape (from the ritual rape)
You better know I'm here to seal your fate
And your body I will desecrate (I will desecrate)
You try to run but there's no escape
There's no escape from the ritual rape (from the ritual rape)
You better know I'm here to seal your fate
And your body I will desecrate (I will desecrate)
You try to run but there's no escape
(You'll never leave me)
There's no escape from the ritual rape (from the ritual rape)
(You are are part of me)
You better know I'm here to seal your fate
(You'll never leave me)
And your body I will desecrate (I will desecrate)
(You are a part of me)
You try to run but there's no escape
(You'll never leave me)
There's no escape from the ritual rape (from the ritual rape)
(You are are part of me)
You better know I'm here to seal your fate
(You'll never leave me)
And your body I will desecrate (I will desecrate)
(You are a part of me)

I really want you to know
That everything from inside and out is so beautiful
Did you know that you're everything a man could want in his life
Could want for a wife, you wrote your vows cause you know I'm right
And everytime that we fight when you cry the tear kill the fire inside
Who am I to bring such pain in your eyes
And as far as all the times that I can't apologize
Enough with just rhymes back to the matter at hand
I know we're just friends but this is my chance to explain what you mean to me
And all the things I should have said originally
The day that we met, the day I regret
What I should have said was I love you
But instead just how are you doing
I blew it I knew it I just couldn't force myself to do it
I new at this and I hope you're hearing this

I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground
I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground

I never liked being a little bit late
Since now I gotta cross those cemetery gates
To get to your face well to get to your grave
And I know the dozen roses are frozen
I hold them and hope even though the cold wind is blowin'
That the warmth from my soul melts the frost
And I'm lost and the thoughts are not reality
I wonder if you're mad at me for never telling you how I truely feel
God I still can't believe that this is real
I knealt down and gave it a kiss
No words could describe how I miss
Just wishing I was with you
Just wishing I could kiss you
But I waited too long
And now that you're gone
And that you drug a blade along your arm
I can't understand
You could have had the whole world in your hand
But instead it was a blade I will always remember that day

I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground
I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground

I pull the petals off
She loves me, she loves me not

I don't really know where to go from here
And I don't really know if I really care
You're the piece of my heart that was never there
Til I had you then I lost you it's just not fair

I pull the petals off
She loves me, she loves me not

I don't really know but I wish you were here
I wish for a second I could turn back the gears
Of this clock and just stop it when we stare
Into each others eyes the only time I was happy there

I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground
I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground
I drop the roses down
Would you believe me now
I hope you hear these words
Before you're lowered into the ground

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine

We were so close now so far away
And I, wish I could say all the things I really wanna say
But I buckle under the pressure how could I let her slip away
And I, you know who you are don't think I need to say any names
And I don't know if you'll ever again look at my face
In your life so now I turn to the knife I wanna embrace this blade
Cause I can't imagine a life without you, never did you let something in my way
So I write my stupid letter that'll let her know the pain inside

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine

I really can't explain how I let you out of my grips
I must be out of my wits
Cause all your love just had to do just evaporated now I'm back in the place
A place that I never really wanted to face again
I'm back in this motherfuckin' race again
But the pace will never be like it was back then
My bats crackin and I don't think I'll ever feel the same again
Put on a fake smile so nobody will be running up askin' what happened
The fact is I fucked up and I really want to cut my throat
My heart is already so damn cold and I think I want to hold my nose
I'm not a side show, I don't want nobody beside me
Unless it was the one causing me to do bodily harm
So now I call up my mom and telling her I'm sorry don't cry for me
Just close my eyes and kiss my body goodbye

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine

And now I'm searchin for a, a better ending for this story
But there is no other ending for me
So now I close my eyes and now I hold the knife
Some how I know it's right don't you go and cry
And now I'm searchin for a, a better way to say I love you
But there's really nothing else I can do
So now I end it all until my body falls
I want to hear your call I hear nothing at all

Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine