Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine
We were so close now so far away
And I, wish I could say all the things I really wanna say
But I buckle under the pressure how could I let her slip away
And I, you know who you are don't think I need to say any names
And I don't know if you'll ever again look at my face
In your life so now I turn to the knife I wanna embrace this blade
Cause I can't imagine a life without you, never did you let something in my way
So I write my stupid letter that'll let her know the pain inside
Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine
I really can't explain how I let you out of my grips
I must be out of my wits
Cause all your love just had to do just evaporated now I'm back in the place
A place that I never really wanted to face again
I'm back in this motherfuckin' race again
But the pace will never be like it was back then
My bats crackin and I don't think I'll ever feel the same again
Put on a fake smile so nobody will be running up askin' what happened
The fact is I fucked up and I really want to cut my throat
My heart is already so damn cold and I think I want to hold my nose
I'm not a side show, I don't want nobody beside me
Unless it was the one causing me to do bodily harm
So now I call up my mom and telling her I'm sorry don't cry for me
Just close my eyes and kiss my body goodbye
Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine
And now I'm searchin for a, a better ending for this story
But there is no other ending for me
So now I close my eyes and now I hold the knife
Some how I know it's right don't you go and cry
And now I'm searchin for a, a better way to say I love you
But there's really nothing else I can do
So now I end it all until my body falls
I want to hear your call I hear nothing at all
Please don't go away
It hurts so much inside
Please don't run from me
I know the fault's all mine