My stars refused to shine for me.
I wondered, how I did offend?
Loved too pure, worshipped too humble?
Had they a wish for greater suffering,
a need for more petty lust?
Had I played too close to their fields
sold myself, lost my self?
Ventured into the deep black heart,
and pulled something empty away?
Was it not mine to know?
Defaulted to lonliness.
Succumbed.
Deleted.
If that's how they feel,
I'll appeal to a higher goddess.
One I didn't have to dream.