There comes a point in life where you just become numb. Or at least I've become numb. No longer do I enjoy sex or the chase. I've been used and abused for so long that I'm numb to it all. Maybe not all, a few people still have the power to turn me on, but they can also turn me off. I've gotten to a point where I'm numb in every aspect of my life. I don't like my job, don't like alot of my families. Second guess every move I make, ask myself is this the right thing for me and my child. Wishing I could get back to where I was happy and where life didn't suck and I had so very much to look forward to. Nothing seems to go right and when I finally started to fall in love it was with someone who was more wrong for me than my ex. So now I'm numb to everyone and everything.
