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So today really hammered home what I've been feeling for some time now....I'm on the verge of another mental breakdown.
I ain't been feeling right, i been sleeping more, i feel detached from all around, family friends and everyone in between. I find myself quicker to anger and the biggest one of all, I'm forgetting things. I forgot three appointments with financial aid that I had set, i forgot my sister's birthday, i damn near forgot my dad's birthday, had it not been for being reminded today by my mother that it was coming up. And now, I left school and drove 45 minutes to where I live only to hop out of my car and realze I'd packed up my computer in my computer bag and LEFT IT IN THE LAB! I'm typing this on my folks home PC.
This quarter has sucked. With graduation on the horizon, everything is pressing down on me at once and it won't be much longer before I snap. My fear is that I'm gonna snap at someone close to me like I've done in the past.
I should've seen it coming. It's been almost five years since my last breakdown and it happened cause I was on drugs and couldn't function anymore. This time, though, I'm clean and sober and it's still about to rip my life in half. I just hope I can get a handle on things before i break.
