"I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone."
I have to start holding myself accountable. I have to think before I act, but especially before I speak. I can't leave things to chance, I have to make my own reality.
I can't go back on my word, I can't make the same mistake twice. Learning the hard way is no longer an option. If I say "Never again", I have to mean it. Just because it's Tuesday doesn't mean Monday didn't happen. Can't be oblivious to consequence. Follow through is key.
I have to think of others at a more visceral level. I have to go beyond face value. I in turn have to be more than face value.
I need to read more, learn more, know more, be more, achieve more. I have to be MORE. For who? For myself.
I can't let others compromise who I am. I can't let others scare me into being someone I'm not. I can't let others convince me I'm not good enough as I am. I need to stop repeating myself. I need to stop stating the obvious. I need to listen more. What? You heard me. Did I?
I need to let ego go. Be vulnerable, trust people again. Am I capable....yes.
It's my turn up at bat again.
Bases are loaded.
What you gonna do, girl?
"Don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence..
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth."
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