My reputation has been hurt this past weekend and I didn’t even know about it until today. By people who’s names have not been mentioned to me, yet I know them, and have spent A LOT of my time with in a lounge I considered my family. Things were assumed about my doings, or lack there of on Fubar that simply were not true or greatly blown out of proportion.
The lounge I was apart of for maybe a year sadly closed, yet in some way split into two other lounges which I stayed with. I helped both out as much as possible. Yes I made a big mistake once and learned from it, made my peace, apologize to the people I hurt. But that’s not the point. I was helping out one more than the other because it needed my help. But my help was not scene by the individuals who assumed. And if they are reading this… I’m NOT bad mouthing…I am simply expressing my thoughts. No names of anyone or lounges are being mentioned for anonymity and to protect the ones I have come to love. Which is why I am so hurt by this.
Now I have to prove myself? I was a part of the family for so long, finally made manager to help out, and I do so… never mind… Those who know me, truly know me, know my reputation to be a great friend, a fun and loving person, a loyal and giving individual… all that was trashed by mere assumptions and it pisses me off and hurts me to no extent.
I have been debating whether or not to just leave both lounges and join another as I have been invited by a long time friend on Fubar, so as to NOT choose between the lounges and hurt long time friends by doing so. I never like to hurt people, especially those that are dear to me.
And to not start anything else.. please don't ask me who, what, when, where. I don't want to start anything or add to anything.
Im just here to vent is all.
I don’t know. I just don’t. I’m just hurt.
