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I have been piecing this together for sometime, trying to figure this out. This journey I have been on has had its ups and downs. Mysteries and questions, fewer answers, though just as meaningful. Probably the toughest one has been the most recent, in an abstract way you asked me "are you aware of the wounds that you made in mine?" The answer is Yes, I am aware, and it mirrors the wounds made in my own, for the same reasons. It might surprise you to know I see all too clearly the damage wrought, the wrongs made and it left a scar in me as well, just as much as the physical scar you made on my arm, one that I am thankful never healed. A constant reminder of good it could be, and how much better it could be again.
Life has taken me to many places, and through many trials. But what I have learned is immeasurable, where it has brought me is what I needed, to be able to see through your eyes, to feel through your heart, to understand that my greatest sin against you was the one so easily missed. Not the obvious wrongs, nor the ones that were created by another's deceit, we both were. Though what was done to you was far worse then done to me. I want the opportunity to talk, its what I hope for, I hope for more, but its where to begin. Talk one on one, in whatever terms you need from me. I am at your mercy, and I always have been...
