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I kept my eyes closed knowing it would all slip away if, I opened them...
I knew where I was, Knew who was beside me, though it couldn't be?
Stay: I whispered, reaching out a hand and feeling nothing , just a cold empty bed.. Please stay just for a little while I whispered again...
But she was gone, Dust and memories for years now Alive only in my Dreams. But those dreams so achingly alive and real.
I woke in a empty bed wiped the tears from my eyes. , I roused myself, sitting up in the bed scrubbing the sleep from my face.
Some times I so hated those dreams, those memories of her. For thier persistance, and the deep aching pain they caused . And sometimes I wonder how I would live w/ out them? Worried if they faded , I would fade as well along w/ them. Memories surround me...Can I ever give in?
