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Chazz's blog: "Awakening"

created on 03/01/2014  |  http://fubar.com/awakening/b357801  |  1 followers

Far Reaching events

There are events you witness or are a part of in which you will participate, that will forever remain sacrosanct and inviolate in memory. No matter how painful that memory is, because the cost that you or others paid in order to be there that moment when the camera lens clicked...

Remembrance

I stand here among these stones of white, acres & acres carrying off into the far distance. The rain coursing down my face, or is it my tears? I look through this gallery of the Brave & True, Brothers,that stood by me. I was Doc to you, I swore a oath I'd do everything I could to keep you safe & out of harms way. Then came that day in Beirut Lebanon Oct 23rd 1983. I searched for you through the rubble. I stand now forlorn. I take off my hat & say: I'll always remember you Sam, Jonnyboy, Butch,  Harry and others. You'll alway be in my heart and thoughts, not a day passes I don't think of you, and would have traded my life for yours. Semper Fi Brothers...

Rocking Chair

She sits there in her rocking chair, knitting away watching nothing though seeing everything.

She brought me up to respect all of what the Creator has made. Song, Dance, Mother Earth where I place my feet,the Moon and the Stars, that twinkle in the night.
She was my rock, and my soul my friend. that was Nana in all her wisdom. 
She could quip a joke w/ the best of them. Make you smile on the dreariest of days w/ the simplest of looks upon her face, tilting her head just so, as if to say something and then nothing, but that sweet smile creasing her face.
She's past so long ago, though I know shes there w/ me every step I take, 
This is my Nana..
Now I'm  leading a adult life, and in her I've found the most sweet and amazing woman, so much in many ways like Nana.
She has her favorite rocking chair,the love everything, simple and small.
Shes is always there when i need her the most, guiding me through my trials and tribulations. Am I enough for this amazing and loving woman? I can only hope so. 
I pray to the Creator, daily give me strength to  be her rock , her soul. Her everything, for surly shes my true soul mate, we think as one and finish each others sentences. 
She posses that sweet smile that takes me back to when I'd look at the old woman sitting in her rocking chair on our porch. Watching the world pass her by though not a care in the world, with that sweet smile and a twinkle in her eyes.
I like to think she's guided me to this woman, I call my soul mate, for she always told me" I'll always be by your side."
So here I sit, in a rocking chair .Rocking to the rhythm of this amazing woman  breathing. As she sits in my Nanas rocking chair, w/ that sweet twinkle in her eyes, I have so become used to.
It was a little over a year past now, when I saw her in the strangest of places. But its where we met and fell in love.
I look over to her she feels my gaze I see that twinkle in her eyes. 
She turns as if to say something and then nothing needs to be said, it's a love we share that comes but once in a persons, life . This Woman is my everything.
I love her so..

Her Eyes

The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman With passing years only grows. For true beauty comes from with in and shines through your eyes

Memories...

I kept my eyes closed knowing it would all slip away if, I opened them...

I knew where I was, Knew who was beside me, though it couldn't be?

Stay: I whispered, reaching out a hand and feeling nothing , just a cold empty bed.. Please stay just for a little while I whispered again...

But she was gone, Dust and memories for years now Alive only in my Dreams. But those dreams so achingly alive and real.

I woke in a empty bed wiped the tears from my eyes. , I roused myself, sitting up in the bed scrubbing the sleep from my face.

Some times I so hated those dreams, those memories of her. For thier persistance, and the deep aching pain they caused . And sometimes I wonder how I would live w/ out them? Worried if they faded , I would fade as well along w/ them. Memories surround me...Can I ever give in?


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