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Every relationship I have been in since I was 15 years old has been meaningless. All the sex I have had as been meaningless, as well. I think it might be time to move. Find a place where I can find a relationship that isn't going to be one sided, me liking the guy and him never liking me back.
I know a lot of people won't even understand, but it hurts finding out that the guy that you were in major like with tells you he never did like you. Or just being used because you are a warm body and has a whole for his dick to go into. I'm even starting to question all my online so called friendships/relationships.
I want more and I'm starting to think that I am never going to find it, and I am always going to be just that warm body, or the girl who can tell you if the girl across the room is single or not and if she likes you.
So for now on, I'm going to say no more!!! I'm going to die a single, heartless person, but I don't think you can really blame me when all my pass so called relationships have be meaningless and very one sided. If you see me, say hi and then just move along, because I do not want to start another fail temp at a relationship and I can do without the sex.
