Ha...hit me today, put it all down in a first run. Needs some major work before it can be called anything (poem? song? mindless drivel?) But here I go:
I want to be close to you, believe me boy I do
There’s just one problem with all that, I’m not in love with you
I see it in your eyes, you tell me every day
How much you care, the way you stare, but I can’t feel that way
Something inside is missing, I really wish I could
Reciprocate, but it’s too late, my heart is gone for good
Babe I know you love me, I wish I loved you too
It’s not fair but I’ll stay here and spend some time with you
See I always want what I can’t have, and I know I can have you
I pick the fight, choose the war, I can’t just be true
I’ve walked away a thousand times, you’re still always there
I want to love, I want to need, but boy I just can’t care
You make it too easy, love, you make it too right
I don’t now how to function if love is not a fight
I like the pain, I love the hurt, though it’s not what I need
So while you make me comfortable, I just want to bleed
Flowers and candlelight, they don’t work on me
I need the passion of the night, envy, lust and greed
If you can’t walk away from me there’s no way I can stay
Can’t you see what’s good for me just will drive me away
Just get a little sicker, boy, just get a little wrong
Don’t stay here and play me one more silly love song
Tell me that you hate me, so I can prove you don’t
Tell me you don’t need me, though I know you won’t
Don’t you understand, I’m in love with the pain
The want, the need, the burning ache, all drive me insane
I say I want forever, and you say you want it too
But can’t you see you silly boy I just can’t love you
So stay a while and hold my hand, I will hold yours too
But understand, when pain comes round, I will just leave you