So life is strange, odd, off? Take your pick!
Life doesn't always take the road you want to, but what can you do about it? Well....let me tell you what I do (just did).... First, get angry/upset that this is even happening to you. Second, cry, YES, CRY--why....I don't know..but it seems any time the heart is involved and it doesn't get what it wants, the tears just seem to flow! And let me tell you, if you were to look at me right now, you would know that my heart is broken (but hopefully fixable!) Third, your logic kicks in--I AM OK--YES, I CAN MAKE IT.....(when does this actually come back around?) Fourth, your face is no longer tear streaked, you can now manage to speak more than one word without your voice cracking--meaning there is a end in site.
But you then remember...OMG! I really love this person, how can I be angry at them, because there is too much love there....then you think WHY did I shed so many tears over this BECAUSE this is what makes that other person who they want to be and puts THEM on the path their life needs. The actual logic is that you can only love someone as much as they will let you. You learn lessons from the person leaving your life and store all the good things in your heart so you can think about it and remember just what you loved about them. At this point in the evening, your able to speak and prob tell all your close girlfriends and prob several of your close guy friends about what just happened....The thought of all night pina coloda's just sits just right on me! Not sure if it would really help or not, but at least it would get my mind off how much I love one man that only wants to be friends right now. IT HURTS and yes, I know it....But i'm a very strong woman and will totally get thru it!!!! Just sit back and watch....I'll come out on the top again!!!
