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Leave this World Behind

I find myself thinking about you when I know I probably shouldn't

I wear a smile for the whole world to see while inside all I want to do is die

I yell at you and tell you I'm done, because I should move on

How do you forget all the good times we had together though

You have another but still say you want me

I don't know if you really love me or not

All I know is I still love you. Lord only knows why

You put me through so much pain and made me

feel like I didn't even belong

I already felt lost after my dad died

You were supposed to be there for me

to help me through

Life will never be the same again

I lost my dad and my husband all at the same time

Now all I want to do is lose myself as well and leave this world behind

Leave behind all the confusion, hurt, and pain.

I know I should move on but how can I

I took vows to love til death do us part

So I guess I'm meant to just live my life alone and keep you in my heart.

When all i want to do is lose myself and leave this world behind.

By:Scrappy

3/12/11