I told you my heart was yours
and you said how sweet
I told you I love you and am in love with youand you said you felt the same
My friends and family think your playing me
and just saying it because I am
I want to know is that true?
You said you wanted time so I wouldn't get my heart broke again
I said I'd give you all the time you needed and you said thanks
I think about you daily and talk about you alot
You say you'll quit talking to her if we hooked up
I don't know how long I should give you though
when we first started talking you snuck away just to say Hi
or something funny and that u missed me
I now wait for you to contact me and wonder
are you talking to her, are you even thinking of me
is anything you told me even real, or am I just throwing
my heart away on someone who doesn't really want it
I want real love and I thought I found it with you
but now I'm sitting inside my own heart and head
wondering, wondering if you were truly real and
truly feel what you kept telling me you did
As I wait my heart is slowly crumbling again inside
As I wait I wonder if I'm meant to just be single for life
As I wait I ask God why, and when will he bring the Love that I so long to have in my life.
By: Scrappy 1/2/14