DB's blog: "My Thoughts As Of Now"

Le Debut

Last minutes ticking off the clock

a new dawn awaits

slowly drifting off to sleep 

want to dream, my mind negates 

every happy memory now

a fatal fuse, disgrace

once a purpose, solemn vows

screams its empty grace

where do we go from here

what have i become

an empty shell, a hollow breath

speak of alien tongues

inner self reflection

rejects this mirror being

awful gazes haunting me

as they conjure my deflections

of whos to blame for all of this

am i the catalyst of this destruction

of the facade i continue to perpetrate

in attempt to elude construction

moving on from neverland

hurts most when death accuse you

of all the battles lost to timeand gravity refuse you

shoulders bearing dreadful things

thoughts you cant refrain

submerging you under 'mares and dreams

of a life wishes obtain

but amongst the miles of barren land

flowers bloom under the mayhem

those seeds planted in the fallout

brings life to my devastation.