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finaly after 9 weeks of sustaining multiple fractures the casts are off there is still pain in the wrist.
but is so good to be free. A couple of more weeks and I go back to work it will be good get some cash
flow again. and then once im fully healed. the hunt for full time work will begin. again. I am happy
that I can begin to play my piano and violin again. been pretty busy cleaning trying to catch up on so much
here at the house . and much more to do I am sure. other things in my life has taken an odd turn how is it,
when you arent looking something or some one walks in your life. I am not sure what to make of it really.
I do know I really thought, that part of my life was over and really began to believe that I was not able,
to respond to affection. you become cynical and gaurded. then one very brief moment time seems to stand
still. I dont know where or if this will go further Id like it to eventualy . but that cynical part is always haunting me.
that to good to be true mode kicks in maybe it is maybe its not. I dont know. But for one moment.. it was nice.
and that one moment i cant get out of my head..
