Journal daily....embed the emotions into the parchment and ink so that it becomes a testimony rather than baggage.
God I love that quote...something I need to remember more often to do. It sorta goes along with this another of my favorite quotes.
You can be so much more than you believe. Let your creativity expand without trying to limit it. Let your emotions rise and fall of their own accord without reacting to them. Learn to move with the cosmic flow.
Let your emotions rise and fall of their own accord without reacting to them. Wow I like that line ... and I understand it. Now it is just learning to enact that principle. I think its just a matter of remembering that sentence at first eventually it becomes a learned response because I start to live it. So that is my new goal to learn to let my emotions rise and fall as they will and not react. Like sometimes I wonder if I'll ever do anything right. I mean I'm stuck in this shitty marriage until I can get my pharm tech degree and on my feet...*sighs* and even once I'm out of it I wonder if I'll ever be worth loving or if I'm destined to be alone and a screw up for the rest of my life. And I thought I'd found someone but then he turns the tables and becomes so cold and emotionless all of a sudden which only leads me back to confused. Maybe I should look forward to being alone once the divorce is over and live for that. I dunno it's late I'm sad and rambling and it seems that I won't tap into me and let everything else out so maybe I'll just go for now. Besides anything else would be me not trying to let my emotions rise and fall and NOT react.
~Ciao~
