my situation with my health isn't getting any better. i have lost some of my motor skills on the left side of my body. when i get real tired i start dragging my left leg and cant seem to hold onto any thing with my left hand. like my vision it comes and goes. right now my leg just feels heavy. called the doctors office and basicly got told there wasnt any thing they could do to speed up the medical system. simply informed me that if i continued to get worst to go back to the emergengy room. i already have 2 emergency room bills and all they want to do is give me meds for the pain. that i want take because they just dont work. so what is the point. besides if they did work it would just conceal the fact i have a time bomb in my head waiting to go off. i rather feel the pain and know what is going on than ignore it and pretend everything is ok. oh one more thing it is really hard for me to focus and type rite now so im not online as often as i was before. posting comments is really difficult for me to do rite now. i'll try and make it up to yall later.
hugs and kisses, patricia
