My heart goes out to him more than he knows but I don't know how to tell him. All I want is to let him know how I really feel but can never seem to find the words when I have the chance to talk to him. For some reason the words never come to me. I want to tell him how he's the only one I want and how I want for us to be all that everyone thinks we are and then some. I think him and I could be something very amazing but at the same time I'm so scared that by saying something I will only push him away. He is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I really don't want to lose him. He is amazing. Treats me and my lil girl like nobody ever has and doesn't ask for anything in return. He's happy just spending time together...don't have to spend money or anything just to be together. So now all I have to do is figure out how to tell him how I truly feel about him.