Miss Kiki's blog: "Heartbroken"

I knew but I didn't. There was a horrible conversation with my father last week where he threatened to cancel everything if I did not do as I was told. Now, after a conversation regarding the "inappropriate pictures I have on MySpace that my parents are extremely ashamed of" all ties with the evil that raised me are severed. I was told that I don't look good enough to post such suggestive pictures for the world to see. I was told that it made me look like a prostitute. Now I am happier than ever that I didn't use my real name when I signed up here...and that I'm adopted. My children do not have the potential genetic pre-disposition to become puritanical psychos. Thank you all for the outpouring of love...now I implore you all to help me find a job! Thanks and love you all!

I think I'm finally realizing what has me so bothered about moving back to my home town. Since my marriage ended, I have been very careful about who I let around me. My standards of who I date, who I'm friends with, even who I know casually are very high. I always felt stifled and trapped around my parents. And now that they are bankrolling this move, I will be under their thumb even more. I know that every decision I make will be under harsh scrutiny. I feel like going back there I will be sacrificing who I am. At least I'll be on the river again. I'll just need to make friends who have boats and can kidnap me!

Well, I hate to be a quitter, but I think I have to give up on Texas, at least for a while. Nothing has changed since my ex left, and that's a very bad thing. I will be moving back to my hometown (Clarkston, WA) at the end of the month. If anyone wants to meet up between now and the 29th, please don't hesitate to hit me up. My parents will be here after that, and we'll all be leaving November 1st. Not sure how much I'll be able to get online once I move, but I'll try to check in. Ya'll be good (or at least be good at it!)! xoxox -MK