S1ND3R3LLA's blog: "SAMI'S THOUGHTS"

I have been in love with someone for close to four (4) years. It has been one of those bless the broken road kind of things because we fought stopped talking and got back together and then blocked each other and then friended each other. We finally came to a happy meeting place and I was happy and content as I could be with distance. I tried to tell him daily how much i loved him and how much i needed him. But days i logged in here I saw girls flirty with him and i chalked it up to just being fu. Then some got more intimate and I asked if he would tell those girls how he felt about me and he didnt. His answer was he spoke to me the most. In my opinion, if you love someone you DONT  need to "talk to" or flirt with others, but what do i know right. 

Well this week he told me he was in love with me and yesterday a girl left a comment that she was going to massage him when she saw him and I am sorry if i got pissed... what the fuck she lives in the same state and I have heard so dirty things about her. So i messaged her and he got pissed off. I wasn't rude and in my defense I didnt plan on sending it... I was gonna screenshot it and it was more of he needed to say something or i would because i was tired of asking him to step up to the plate and man up and let people know about us. Well it got sent and he blamed me. I feel he blamed me because it ruined things with her or pissed her off. But who cares about my feelings... you know me the girl he is in loved with. He unfriended me and not her... seriously!!! But I am the bad person here... he called me psycho because i got fed up with the feeling that he was playing me and my heart.