Have you ever Felt like the one that you Love Has put you aside ? Or ever have the Feeling that your not the same person that you used to be? Have you ever loved some one so Much it hurt just to think that they might not ever know it ? We all have those feelings. As much as I like people to think, that Im the hard Bitch that I am, I still Feel just Like every one else. While its hard to know who to trust most of the time I keep My feelings to my self its just easier to be alone most of the time. With that said, the edge of darkness is inching ever closer as I draw with in to the Safey of my little world. There is a Great fear that I might lose who i am and the way I feel for those that I love. In the end Im finding it harder and harder not to just walk away from those that I know can hurt me. I know that Im loved by the few that know who i really am, but that dont change any thing, if that one person dont even know Im alive any more. I know it sounds EMO and thats some thing that Im not. But it makes you wonder is it all worth it? Is it better to Love in the Dark and hide in the light or to just Keep it in and Pray it dont destroy you?
Alas another qustion that I dont have an answer to
such is life
Till next time
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*Smooches* C-Ya