TWISTED NINJETTExX CTP's blog: "My Writings"

I have friends and I have "friends" now I am slowly maybe to slowly learning who fits where in my life. Now you may be wondering "What the hell is she talking about?" Let me explain: I am sitting a friends house right now yes a friend not a "friend" and just an hour ago I was sittting here telling My Baby and a few others in their Lounge that I was told to leave because he thinks I ran mouth about his kids. When in all reality I was trying to stand up for him and his kids to someone who would do just that and run their mouths as he was telling this girl everything that goes on here, now just so u know I dont run my mouth about anyone. Well as I was gathering my thing to leave he stopped me and asked me what I was doing. I stopped, looked at him with my *are you serious* *Ur an idiot* look and asked REALLY!? He looked confused (keep in mind hes trashed) and I said "Don't talk to me" "leave me alone" and turned and walked back into the bedroom to get my stuff, he proceeded to follow me and grab my arm to spin me around and get in my face and tell me "dont walk away from me". I told him to get the fuck out of my face and told him he was an asshole. I told him he was dead wrong and I was only trying to stand up for him and he said I know ur more family than my own family is and I love U to death for that. I asked him then why do U treat me like this???  He told me he was confused and felt like he was cornered cuz he had me a friend and this girl who is a "friend" telling him 2 differant things and I said "Look I have been here since day one" "I amm here everyday" "she dont know shit" so he told me he was sorry and gave me a hug.

Now U may be confused as to why Im blogging about this??? Well mainly because I am so tired of people accusing me of doing this and doing that around here that I cant believe I even talk to anyone anymore I talk to one person and pretty soon everyone in town is asking "is this true" "is that true" and all I say is where U hear that??  From so and so is the reply. But I know I got people like my friend who have my back. I am so lucky to have friends like him. So to those who have my back AND U KNOW WHO U R:  I LOVE U ALL AND STAY TRUE TO UR SELF UR ALL WONDERFUL!!!!!