I just gotta get this out there sometimes I wonder why ppl would rather walk all over me than to just be grateful that I am helping because by the time they realize just what a good person and friend I am............ they look up to see me wave as Im walking away....... Dont take my kindess as a weakness because I can tell when Im being taken advantage of and U know what quite a few ppl have lost me as a friend. I don't look back...... I have no reason to its in the past can't change it so why look at it. LEt me tell U I have been through hell in the last few years, I have 4 beautiful children they are probably the only thing I have done right. HUnter is 9 James 7, Ellieanna 2 and Cormack is 7 mons. Now I have in that time learned alot as well I have lost love and loved ones so I know the feeling of loss and pain I also have met some really great people that I am damn proud to call my friends but I have also met some people I thought were friends and they are the ones that are now no longer in my life WHY because I am ready to move on and be all doing what makes me and mine happy. So to all the people who are my friends and to the ones that aren't I luv U all I dont hate anybody just feel sorry because U now know what U lost.