Thinking of the good things,
Reminded of the bad,
Sick of feeling tired,
Of feeling so sad.
My past has destroyed me,
Emotions always running high,
Living on fake smiles,
The tears I cry.
Breathing for nothing,
Only to stay alive,
Dragging myself along,
Just to survive.
All seems pointless,
Don't know where to go,
This perfect happy act,
Was always for show.
Trying for nothing,
Never find my way,
Nobody will let me be me,
Always have something to say.
Always held back,
From moving one step on,
Feeling so weak,
Forever seem to do wrong.
Just wanna be myself,
And try to find my place,
I'm hating my make up,
Can't recognise my own face.
Don't feel that I belong,
Can't describe how I feel inside,
Just one single night,
And my soul died.
I'm tired of breathing,
Don't wanna remember before,
But it's all fading,
I can't do it anymore.
