JiMmY KoMeT's blog: "feelin it"

HAD MY ADRENALINE ON THE RISE. HE PUSHED AND HE PUSHED. WHEN I GOT IN HIS FACE, HE KEPT SAYING HOSTILITIES BUT WAS BACKING UP HIS FRIENDS DIRECTION. LET ME START FROM THE BEGINNING, IF I TELL IT RIGHT, THERE IS SOME REAL ENTERTAINMENT VALUE IN IT. I WAS SUPPOSED TO MEET THE ENTIRE BAND LAST NITE. I TOOK MY VIDEO CAMERA SO I WOULD HAVE FOOTAGE TO GIVE AID TO FINDING A WAY TO FIT IN, IF THEIR CURRENT DRUMMER CHANGES HIS MIND. I AM SITTING UP FRONT, THEY HAD 4 ROWS OF TABLE THAT HAD GROUPS OF 3 SMALL TABLES PUSHED TOGETHER. WELL, I HIT THE CAN AND WHEN I CAME BACK THE GROUP OF GUYS, WHO EACH WORE A BANDANA, AND THE APPARENT LEADER HAD THS WILD LOOKING BEARD. THEY HAD BEEN DOING SOMETHING HEAVY LIKE METH OR MORE LIKE HEROIN. I CAME BACK TO FIND THEM ALL SEATED AROUND ME. THE ONE GIRL AMONG THEM, IT STINKS LIKE HELL OVER THERE...HOPE U DONT MIND? THEN THIS TALL SHAGGY GUY SAYS"SOMEBODY PUKED OVE THERE OR FUCKING SOMTHING." I SAID "NO PROBLEM, BE MY GUEST" AND MEANT IT AS MUCH AS I COULD. WE COULDNT TALK WITH THE MUSIC PLAYING, BUT DURING BREAKS, I TRIED TO TELL ONE GUY HE LOOKED A LITTLE LIKE THE ACTOR COLIN FERRELL, BUT HIS CEREAL HAD OBVIOUSLY BEEN PISSED IN. BUT FOR THE MOST PART, I HAD ENUFF WIT TO ENTERTAIN THEM AND CAUSED ABOUT HALF OF THEM TO LAUGH PRETTY HARD, I THOUGHT IT WAS ENUFF TO KEEP ME, MY VIDEOCAMERA, AND MY WALLET SAFE. THEN AS I GO TO SIT DOWN, I PUT TOO MUCH WEIGHT AT THE END OF THE TABLE, MY FULL BEER BECAME MY HALF FULL BEER. THE OTHER HALF FORMED A PUDDLE ON THE BORDER OF THE DANCE FLOOR. THEY WERE WERE ALL EXCITED AND I WASNT MOVING FAST ENOUGH FOR THEM, THEY TOLD ME I NEED TO GET THAT CLEANED UP-I SAID IAM ON MY WAY. ITS NOT THE FIRST SPILL A BAR EVER HAD...WHAT DO U DO? YOU REPORT IT TO THE BARTENDER, AND WITHIN A A FEW MINUTES SOMEOENE WILL COME OUT WITH A BUCKET AND WRINGER. AND CLEAN IT UP-IT'S CALLED THEIR JOB. I DID WHAT SHE TOLD ME TO DO, GO HAVE A SEAT HONEY. THEY CONCLUDED, SINCE I CAME BACK WITHOUT ANYTHING TO CLEAN UP THE MESS WITH, I WASNT GOING TO BOTHER WITH IT. I EXPLAINED EXACTLY WHAT I JUST EXPLAINED--WHAT I DID AND WHAT I WAS TOLD TO DO. THEY WERE DEMANDING I DO MORE ABOUT THE MESS, WHEN I POINTD THIS FELLA COMING OUT WITH A BUCKET AND WRINGER ON WHEELS.-- I SAID "THAT'S WHAT I AM SAYING, HERE COMES THE DUDE NOW." I SAT BACK DOWN. THAT WASN'T ENOUGH FOR ONE OF THEM-HE COMMANDS ME TO DO MORE BECAUSE I MADE THE MESS, I SHOULD CLEAN UP THE MESS--TELLING I SHOULD TAKE THE MOP FROM HIS HAND. I REPLIED AND WITH A SMARTASS TONE--YOU TAKE THE FUCKING MOP, THE DUDE'S GOT IT-PROBLEM SOLVED. THIS GUY FINISHES AND THE BIKER GUY DECIDES HE DOESNT THINK TO DO A GOOD ENOUGH JOB AND COMMANED ME TO GO GET THE MOP. HE KEPT SAYING GO GET THE FUCKING MOP...GO GET..." AT FIRST, I JUST GAVE HIM A BEWILDERED LOOK, THEN I DECIDED TO FIND IT FUNNNY THAT HE THINKS HE CAN MAKE ANY COMMANDMENTS TO ME-I KIND OF JUST SHOOK MY HEAD AND LAUGHED. FINALLY, IT WAS GETTING ANNOYING. I KEPT IT POLITE BUT MY TONE CHANGED TO FIRM NOT LIVACIOUS. i SAID "MAN U GOTTA LET THIS GO, I WONT TAKE MUCH MORE OF IT" HE CONTINUED, AND I DECIDED THAT I WOULD GO INTO THE OTHER PART OF THE BAR TO SEE WHERE I STOOD IN THE LINE FOR POOL AND HE FOLLOWS ME. I WAS TRYING TO TUNE HIM OUT BUT HE CAUGHT UP WITH ME, I TURNED AROUND "WTF IS IT WITH YOU AND THIS SHIT? DO U HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME?" I GOT IN HIS FACE AND BUMPED HIS CHEST WITH MINE WHEN I DID...HE WAS TOO FUCKED UP TO BE INIMIDATED OR JUST NEW HIS POSSE HAD HIS BACK. HE DIDNT KNOW THAT IN HS I WAS A CHAMPIION WRESTLER IN THE 155LB WEIGHT CLASS FOR SEOAL--YOU DONT FORGET SHIT WHEN U TRAIN THAT HARD FOR IT THAT LONG. HE DIDNT KNOW I TRAINED AS A BOXER. THAT I KNOW FOOT WORK AND HOW TO PROTECT MYSELF. i KNOW TO CHANGE ANGLES IN TWO STEPS AND ALWAYS KNOW WHERE HE IS AND WHAT HE IS TRYING TO DO. HE DIDNT KNOW THAT HE WAS FUCKED UP AND I WOULD SHRED HIM LIKE CABBAGE, OR HAVE HIM IN SUBMISSION IN SECONDS. I KNEW THE CONSEQUENCES COULD END WITH ME TAKING A BEATING FROM HIS BUDDIES, BUT I FOUND MYSELF PICKING OUT TARGETS ON HIM AND BEGAN TO WATCH HIS PATTERN OF MOVEMENT. I MAINTAINED EYE CONTACT LONG ENOUGH TO SHOW I WAS NOT INTIMIDATED. I EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT HOW I WOULD HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO JUST BLAST THIS GUY AND RUN FOR IT OUT THE FRONT AND AROUND THE BAR TO THE BACK WHERE I WAS PARKED AND THEY WERE AT THE TIME. I WOULD BE SO GONE. THAT RUSH OF ADRENALINE IS INTENSE. THIS GUY HELPED ME DECIDE TO GO THE OTHER DIRECTION, WHEN THE LEADER OF THE BIKER FOLK CAME OVER AND DRAGGED THIS GUY BACK TOWARD THE TABLE WITH HIS ARM AROUND HIM, TALKIN TO HIM-I THINK TO LET IT GO. SO NO I MISSED MY CHANCE TO AUDITION OFFICIALLY FOR THEM. I KIND OF WORRY, THAT BECAUSE I CAN, I AM OVERCONFIDENT OF MY ABILITY TO DEFEND MYSELF. AND I REALIZE, NO, I DO KNOW HOW TO DEFEND MYSELF AND HAVE A HISTORY OF 1-2 PUNCH FIGHTS, ENDING WITH MY OPPONENT LYING ON THEIR BACK. THAT BIKER GUY WOULD HAVE SHIT HIS TEETH FOR A WEEK--I AM NOT TRYING TO SOUND TOUGH ON THE INTERNET-THOSE THAT KNOW ME, HAVE SEEN A VIDEO, KNOWS I AM LEGIT. BUT WHAT DUMBASSES EXIST IN THIS WORLD? CAN ANYONE ANSWER THAT? LEVEL GREW AND THEN THIS GUY COMES OVER AND LOOKS TO INTERVENE

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I am not exactly sure why, but I went from being eligible to post up to 2500 photos, to now 175. watch that first step, its a doozy i had to remove so many pictures that many other fubar members seemed to enjoy. i know i found them worthy of posting. thats ok. who wants to see more than 175 pics of me or me and my dog? i would never browse 2500 pictures and cant imagine anyone has, unless it was over time. A 175 photo limit only means i need to keep it fresh but really, wtf 2500 cut to what? not 1500 or even 500? Buddy, no one wants to see that many pictures of you ok? 175 is our limit for those found to be unnatractive under "reasonable standards of attraction" or we cut you your max. you said u wanted it strait. what did i just write and what was i saying-i was bitching i know...oh well im gonna copy n paste to all the sites i have a presence on. leave a digital trail-i could see that paying off for me one day. just not today

YOU KNOW THE FEELING WHEN YOU CANT EXPLAIN IT’S NOT HOW U LIKE DEALING WHEN YOUR WORDS CUZ SO MUCH PAIN IT EATS AT YOU IT EATS AT YOU IT EATS YOU ALIVE NOTHIN U CAN DO IT EASTS AT ME AND IT EATS AT YOU THE GRASS LOOKED GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE I JUST WANTED A TASTE OF THAT PASTURE I WAS PLAYED BY MY WEAKNESS OF PRIDE THE GUILT REMAINS AND THE HURT CANT GET PASSED HER THEN IT EATS AT YOU IT EATS AT YOU IT EATS YOU ALIVE NOTHIN U CAN DO CAUSE IT EATS AT ME AND EATS AT YOU WHY DON’T I THROW MY GUILT AWAY DROP THE BRICKS AND BE ON MY WAY ADMIT YOU HAVE FLAWS LIKE ANONE ELSE YOU NO BETTER OR WORSE, YOU JUST FELL OFF THE SHELF DON’T LET IT… CHORUS EXTENDED

IN THE RECENT DRUMMING VIDEO I UPLOADED ON YOUTUBE, I DEMONSTRATED THAT I HAVE ONLY TO BE PART OF A GROUP OF MUSICIANS. I HAVE NEVER PLAYED WITH OTHER MUSICIANS. WELL OK IPOD, BUT I HAVE NEVER BEEN IN A BAND-AN ALEADY VERY ACTIVE MAN NAMED J.. HAS THIS POWERFUL VOICE. HE IS PROBABLY BARELY 5'9" HAS THICK LONG HAIR DOWN TO HIS SHOULDER-HE PULLS OFF THE LOOK NICELY. PLUS, HE HAS CHARISMA, AND BEHIND IT ALL EXTRAORDINARY TALENT. HE IS GOING TO BE AT THAT BAR SOLO TONIGHT AND ON FRIDAY WITH HIS BAND. I AM GOING TO HAPPEN TO HAVE MY DRUMS IN THE VAN. I JUST WANT TO TEST HOW WELL WE WOULD CLICK BOTH WITH ME MAKING THE BEAT ON DRUMS AND ALSO STANDING BESIDE HIM, GIVING IT MY BEST EFFORT AND BACKING OFF TO LET HIS BACKUP DROWN ME OUT ON NOTES I CANT HIT. SO I AM ON STAGE RIGHT WITH A MICROPHONE IN FRONT OF ME. THE LS IS ABOUT 15 FEET OR SO TO MY RIGHT, AND THE BAND SETS UP HOWEVER. I WOUL NEED TO INSIST ON AS MUCH ROOOM FOR ME TO MOVE, BUT REALIZE THAT CANT ALWAYS BE ACCOMODATED. I SING LIGHT BACK UP AND GET INTO THE SONG BY DANCING. I REACT WITH THOSE NEARBY TO GET THEM INTO THE SONG. THEN ILL HAVE SONGS WHERE I LEAD ON VOCALS. I HAVE TO RELY ON MY SHOWMANSHIP AND MAKE SURE I AM LETTING IT COME FROM MY LOUNGES AND TRY TO STAY IN KEY. I'LL ACT LIKE A GOOD SINGER, DESPITE MY VOICE...I BET IT WOULD PASS, ESP WITH HIM THERE WITH HIS VOICE IN SUPPORT. I HAVE STUBBLE FOR HAIR AND WEAR A LIGHT BEARD. I HAVE THE CONFIDENCE THAT I ALREADY KNOW I'LL SCREW UP SEVERAL TIMES. I HAVE THE SAME CONFIDENCE THAT MY ERRORS WILL BEGIN AN ACCELERATED DECLINE IN FREQUENCY COOOL-THAT SOUNDED ALL SCIENCE-LIKE. I WILL SPEND MUCH OF THE DAY PRACTICING AND LISTENTING TO SONGS THEY HAVE LISTED TO LEARN ON THEIR WEBSITE--I WOULD TAKE A SHOT AT "CREEP" HE MAY HAVE TO HIT THE BIG NOTES AT THE END-BUT THAT CREATES SYMMETRY. PINK FLOYD, THE EAGLES, THE BEATLES, AND ADD CONTRAST IN LOOKS AND PERSONALITY, YET I HAVE OFTEN BEEN TOLD I HAD ATTRACTIVE FEATURES AND LIKE I DESCRIBED HIM EARLIER HE IS A HANDSOME MAN, BUT IN A MUCH DIFFERENT WAY. WHAT TO DO...WHAT TO DO...WOULD MY NERVE BREAK, IVE NEVER PLAYED WITH OTHER MUSICIANS, AND I AM VOLUNTEERING MY FIRST EFFORT AMIDST A CROWDED BAR. NONE OF THAT SOUNDZ WISE TO ME-ILL DO IT. HE IS ACCOUSTIC SO I COULD MENTION THAT I HAVE THAT SNARE DRUM IN THE VAN. IN FACT, I MIGHT BE ABLE TO PUT UP A SET-ILL BE RIGHT BACK DID I MAKE THE SALE? GIVEN A SHORTAGE OF ROOM, IT IS NOT AUTOMATICE. I'LL HAVE TO CONVINCE THE TO OPEN UP THE DINING ROOM. IF THEY ARE NOT BZ, I CAN MAKE THAT HAPPEN. I ALREADY KNOW HE IS WAY OUT OF MY LEAGUE. I AM SURE TO EMBARASS MYSELF, PROBABLY EVEN HAVE HIM CORRECT ME. I PLAY A SONG HOW I FEEL A SONG, SO IF HES BIG ON FOLLOWING THE MUSIC AS IT'S WRITTEN-IM OUT AS DRUMMER IF HE HAS A FREE SPIRIT, LETS ME FUCK UP, AND THEN CATCH ON AND GET BETTER AS MY CONFIDENCE GROWS. I LIKE TO BE EXCITING WHEN I PLAY THE DRUMS NOT JUST BOMP, BAMP, BOMP-BOMP, BAMP--THATS THE TYPICAL STANDARD IN DRUMMING. ILIKE TO PUSH THE ENVELOPE SO I MESS UP--I AM SUPPOSED TO, FOR A WHILE YET. iLL KEEP IT TRADITIONAL FOR AS LONG AS I CAN, BUT I KNOW ILL GO OFF. ADD MORE ENERGY. OR SCREW THE SONG UP HMMMM...I LIKE THE FIRST ONE...I CHOOSE TO BELIEVE THAT. I ALSO CHOOSE TO FACE ONLOOKERS RIGHT IN THE EYE AND SING FROM MY LOUNGES WITHOUT FEAR. EVEN OFF KEY,THEY WILL SEE HEART IN MY EFFORT-AND AGAIN, THE LEADSINGER NEEDS TO BAIL ME SOMETIMES. KEWL I WROTE A WHOLE LOF OF SHIT TONITE. IT'S ALMOST LIKE I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO SAY IF YOU READ THIS, IM NOT IMPRESSED YOU TOOK AN INTEREST, BUT GRATEFUL YOU TOOK THE TIME JIMMY

IN THE EARLY MORNING HOURS AT THE FIRST CRACK OF DAWN I THINK OF YOU AND WHAT IS OURS AND I KNOW THAT U WILL GO ON. THE FOGGY MORNING BEGINS TO SHOW THE SUN IS RISING IN THE EAST HAVE APPRECIATION AND LET IT GROW IT IS UNNOTICED BEAUTY TO SAY THE LEAST SO LET EVERY DAY BRING THIS TO MIND EVERY DAY YOU'RE ALIVE IS A GOOD DAY WHEN EVERY DAY YOU ARE KIND HAPPY R THOSE THAT START THIS WAY A STATISTIC THAT I KNOW YOU'LL FIND IT MAY BE DARKER BEFORE THE DAWN AND AT THE END OF A TUNNEL YOU SEE A LIGHT BAD THINGS WILL STILL HAPPEN AND NOT BE GONE IT IS HOW YOU SEE IT THAT GIVES YOU INSIGHT USE THE LEMONS TO MAKE LEMONADE ALWAYS HAVE A POSITVE LOOK ON LIFE PRETTY SOON YOU WILL BE UNAFRAD PLUS. YOU ARE NOT LIEKLY TO KILL SOMEONE WITH A KNIFE OK SORRY-ENDING NEEDED HUMOR jIMMY KOMET