Billyguns007's blog: "Rememberence"

As a solider is on his way home from the fight for peace and love to all he has before his vision  of the sweetest of passions fall before his eyes on his way back home does he find the day or moment where he opens his eyes only to see the purest of angels on a day that has the sweetest temptations and passions of the smallest sins of being on a balcony of true love with the sweetest of strawberries or fruit on the clearest summer day with the most beautiful breeze he has ever felt for she is there with him on that balcony just for to share a single moment and be truly at peace with just that moment if that shall be all she shares with him for he has held so much pain in his heart as she has for they no not of the reasons as of yet until she says no words and allows him only to just look into her eyes to journey to her heart and see what truly exists in her heart of which he never has seen such beauty at that very moment when he opens his eyes that were bleeding and blind for all he wanted was that she wanted was to make it back home where his 1st true love existed before he went off to be the soldier he longs only to make it back home one last time but shall this pure angel along the way with the sweetest of passion which attracted the soldier like bee's to honey has to witness more pain then he has seen or been through the entire was or time he was gone form his true love so with when she offers nothing but kindness and love he see's all of her true passions, sweetest of her smallest sins but he seen all of her pain and as he witnessed that knowing as she did in her heart he had to realize it was do to her 1st true love not being able to make it back and for her to have held on to that love for this lifetime, knowing of this he falls to his feet in fear of what he has seen for he has lost where he called home and his true love as she has her in similar circumstances that have caused her this pain. But as he falls to the feet of this pure angel God has allowed him to witness and share just this moment with her if that is all she would allow he begs of and to God for why would God cause him this much pain with what was in her eyes as she feared the soldier at that very moment for he knew her heart was hurt, and she felt threatened for he knew he could never replace that love or person in her heart but once again Begged of God to allow her to see what was so true in his heart as well that they both have lost true love in this lifetime but wanted the angel to know he knew he could never replace the 1st true love she once had in her heart for shall she could not for his,,but he prayed with all the burning to his eyes that brought back the blindness he once had for all the pain and loss he had seen and been through only for it this time to be much worse he still begged of God why would you have this purest of angels cross my path of vision but only if for a moment on my home of which wasn't no longer in existence in this lifetime of the same and God you have changed my heart to your eternal home but with this witness of your pure angel which the soldier came close out of the curious in his heart for her look of passion shall God you take away her 1st true love as mine only to then take away my passage to heaven and your eternal way tho I have gave all through this fight to you God to receive that type of love as my reward would you take the purest of angels love here on earth away from me, As the soldier see and understands the love in the heart of this woman and the purest of angels that she is he has so much to just stay a fallen soldier right to her feet for he if ever wanted to claim he was any of the true soldier with all the heart of no other could ever have or be, he also for the woman who has shown him what heaven is to be has to surrender those mortal thoughts of being a man for he could never replace who she believed to be that person in her heart. The soldier that is here before you will stand up to claim & risk it all for on that balcony that is before all here now of all that she knows & knew exists for the both of them shall state with from his heart that is true only with Mere Words if she allows & wants to believe in that way not to ever be true as of for right now with the  only way the soldier has to show & prove what truly is in his heart for her on that balcony and for his love for her even as he thinks of home that shall not exist in the past which causes his heart to stop beating at moments,,thinks of home with what it could be in her eyes as he witnessed being not of existence either, but shall allow her to know all the good and bad that may come with this meeting between a soldier fallen as he is at her feet and he made it to what looked like home just for that moment even even if it does not exist furthermore and where others may have been lost to heaven, He made it through her eyes without words spoken, he made it back to where his heart has always considered what love and a true home should be after he has searched the world in pain and fought to sacrifice at no gain or reward to himself counting on one thing to possibly just give it all to god his life as he knew it wants the ANGEL to know even if she doesn't understand why,,he made it back home to his eternal way to heaven through her eyes and has found he may have startled her or put fear of being threatened to replace in her heart what she once had, he never wanted that he was to just to ask of her however she may have chosen in her heart to share what existed in her eyes with him until his journey to eternal grace and heaven is complete that she has just and just has made come true, by ways of even small sin, sweetest of passions,pain,past and if so true love that existed within both of their hearts at one time, and for this angel to know only ONE WORD of what he witnessed and she allowed him to have at that moment when she just said hello with the sweetest voice on earth the top of that balcony,,ONE MERE WORD OF WHAT LOVE HE WANTED TO SHARE WITH HER JUST AS HER 1ST TRUE LOVE WOULD HAVE DONE RIGHT NOW IN THE BOOTS OF THIS SOLDIER TO WIN HER LOVE...       [[[[[[ ENDLESSLY ]]]]]]]]]] to share her love not take what existed in her heart from her past...