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Please forgive me if I have been a bit emotional lately...LOL...Yeah I know, it's really nothing new.
However, I have been going through a lot lately...death of loved ones, illness of loved ones, peri-menopause aka pre-menopause...PMS...severe depression, now, my wonderful neighbors of 12 years have been forced to move to SOME god forsaken place up north. He was a Vietnam Vet, ex-con, spent time in prison for murder....a bar room brawl. And I fucking adored him!!!! I knew I was safe with him around. He adores my family...including my brother which has caused so much grief in my life. But he always helped when needed. And NEVER bothered anyone!
NEVER gave up on my brother...I did, many times! Just proves you CAN NOT judge a book by its cover.
He had heart surgery, lost his job....now his home...I have cried so much today.
I will miss my John.
