Dreams are those things that help us to continue through the rough times and the hope that things could be better. Some times they are just so out there but you still hold on to it for some reason. Everyone needs that dream because with out it we will never change and never have any hope for things to get better. When is a dream to far into the stars to far out there? How do you know if your dream will never come true, does it matter really as long as you have the dream?
Reality, the reality of everything is you are where u are and life simply suxxors at times and no one believes you. You do everything you can to prove yourself but yet they still think your coming up short. The reality is that dreams are just that sometimes I guess and if you want to make it come true you have to work at it. But sometimes it takes more than one person to work at it, sometimes you need someone there standing behind you to help you.
Leaving, I guess what I mean by this is simple. I dream to much, the reality of what I’m about to go through is killing me and I will be leaving. I will be leaving my family because I am not happy here, will I ever be happy prolly not. Will I ever catch my dream, don’t know, don’t know if my dream wants me. I will be on this site for as long as it takes me to finish the morphs that I have to do. I always keep my promise and finishing them is something I will do. After that I don’t know, some things about this site just hurts and I don’t know if I can continue with the pain here and at home. I’m not happy on either side, inside this damn computer or in real life. Guess u can say I will always be alone and will always be that way no matter how hard I try.
To all my friends I will be here for a while but as my death survey on my profile page says one day I will just be gone and never return. Please remember that things can and will always get better just hold on to that dream and never let it go. Don’t fall short like I believe I have hold on tight no matter what you do. There is someone for everyone and everyone has a someone.
Catch you on the flip side of life….
Gh0st
