DoctorJERMx's blog: "this is my brain on...line."

yes yes a great virus eating away at the wonderful economy and social planning of this country.

why? filing for food stamps...working on getting disability...

im one of THOSE people.

looked down upon because i need assistance and im not robbing folks or ripping off people to get it.

im also not lying to get a better piece.

ive had the fcuk up jobs that i worked my ass off at and i was still underwater.

seeing that i have a condition that almost cost the same as rent to keep at bay.

now im practically dead to the world.

if i fcuked up and needed rehab because i was a crackhead with 5 kids...it would be understandable to "help" me.

but since it seems as if nothing is wrong and i have nothing or no one to look after besides myself...im seen as a deadbeat lookin for free shit.

which is bullshit but...alot of society has horrible eye sight and wont get glasses.

i didnt BUY this condition...i didnt obtain it via peer pressure or a need to fit in.

so i say fcuk off to those who would see me as a drain on society for signing up and looking for support because of this health problem.

unless theres some great political or private club i could get into so i'd get the proper health care i need.

maybe the Left could help me?

maybe the Right?

maybe the inbetween?

or maybe just maybe...i will work on getting help for myself and not follow propaganda and opinions to get it.

the dipshits who have an agenda that will SAVE us all...i'd like them to call me.

give me a good reason to support their cause while im here literally losing my mind.

this has nothing to do with politics or my opinion...this has to do with staying somewhat alive to at least live something of a life.

still not blaming my fellow man/woman for my situation either.

and i never will.