I like booze; booze provides you with that temporary esacpe from reality that everyone needs from time to time...
but as a musician I have realized that we need it more than others we are the rejected the heartbroken, the torn apart...normal people live their lives to please other people...ans we live our lives to please ourselves but we always end up pleasing them too...so what does that tell you about us?
we are providers of something greater...we give you all without taking any for ourselves.
I have experienced alot over these past couple of months...extreme pain...pain and more pain... than self induced happiness... and lung cancer...my final stand against a world that took my world from me...I am free from you my world...mi vida...you no longer control me I choose to cling cause it feels good. I have dealt with alot and i am changed no long the man I was before...yet through my rough exterior my former self shines through just a bit...here...and there. I no longer feel the same as soft as my chest was for my chest hardened to protect my heart from myself. I no longer taste the same as I used to...as it eats away my lungs i refuse treatment cause I am not happy! part of happiness is complition...the feeling or urge to be complete... how can someone that lost his love feel complete.
Music shall set you free or so they say but I have learned that truth to be self evident that through practice and participation it shall...and as sheep many listen but never practice...thus losing the true meaning of it all...SELF-REALIZATION
and I have realized, as states in Child of time "we'll take destiny and run far far away"
but instead of "we" there is "I" cause "I" stands alone and "we" rots in the past as "I" lives now...
so I take destiny...Mine!!!
